When I got out of the bathroom Jakes eyes caught mine first. He walked up to me in a tight huge, any other friend I would not hug while in a swim suite, but me and Jake were more the just friends that was proven earlier today.
"Hey.." I smiled at him. "You know you should be easier on Seth. You were his age once… And I'm pretty sure you went out with Jess? Right?" He laughed at me and then got a really serious look on his face.
"Yes I know I was 15 once, and yes I did have a girlfriend.. And that's why I was hard on him. She's my little sister and Jess was some guys little sister too, and I remember what I was thinking when I kissed a girl like that, and I was not thinking about the big test tomorrow." I smiled at him, and leaned up and put my lips to his, his lip shaped around mine. I then slid my tong out and light pressed it agents his lower lip, I opened my mouth ever so slightly and his tong then entered my mouth. I pulled away a second later and looked up into his beautiful eyes. I gave him a devilish smile and said.
"So.. What were you thinking?" He put his for head to mine. He smiled at me and just shook his head.
"Katie, do you guys want to come swimming?" Katie and Seth came down the stairs hand and hand. I smiled at them again.
"Hi, Im Alex." I said sweetly and went to shake Seth's hand. "I'm Jake's girlfriend." He smiled at me and looked at my arm, I laughed because his hand was about the size of my upper arm.
"Hi, I'm Seth." He then looked over to Katie, "Katie's boyfriend."
"Jake, I thought you'd never ask.. But could we go to the lake instead? I don't feel like swimming in a pool today.." I saw that Katie already had a swim suite on.
"Ah, yeah? Let my call grandpa to see if we could use his private lake.. Maybe we could go up to the cabin for a few days?"
Katie looked up at Seth's face.
"Yeah, I'm up for anything! I have nothing going on this weekend." He smiled like he was excited.
"Well….. Maybe we could go up to the cabin… But there was a big party going on tonight her on the Rez." I looked at Jake and then at Katie and Seth.
"Yeah I know," Seth said. "It's acutely … at my house." I looked at him.
"What? I thought Ryan was throwing the party? Wait… Are you Ryan's little brother?" He looked a little uncomfortable.
"Um.. Yeah, but I never tell anyone because everyone loves my brother. And then people want me to be like him."
"Oh.." I understood right away. Ryan was into the whole drinking every night and doing pot all the time. I only knew this because that's were Jake got his weed, and he only did that when he was pissed about something. I did it only once or twice and got caught, thankfully the cop was Sam's friend.
"But I wanted to go to the party anyway." Seth said.
"Yeah I knew about the party. Paul, Quil and Embry said some shit about it."
"wait I thought they started to ignore you?"
"…They did. But I heard them say some stuff about it." We all walked outside and got in my truck. In the mean time Jake called his grandpa and okayed it with him.. After swimming I got dressed in a blue tight fitting shirt that had the super man emblem in the middle, with my skinny jeans and some moccasins, my think hair was straightened and it hung two inches above my belly button. When we got to the party there were at least 55 drunk people there. Jake went to get some drinks when a drunk guy who had to be Indian came over and started dancing with me to the song "fire burning" During dancing with him he started to grab my ass. I stared backing off looking for Jake. But some's oven hot hand grabbed my hand and pulled me tight agents them. I looked up and it was the guy that I was dancing with earlier. Now I really saw him, he was tall, very tall and had an 8 pack that you could see throw his shirt.
"Leave me alone!" I said trying to shove him off me, but it was pointless. I heard the song "Bitches by Hollywood Undead"
"Let go of me!" I screamed but the music over powered my voice. He dragged me from the crowed and brought me in the woods.
"Let go of me!" I tried again, and again it was pointless. He held my hand over my head while he took my shirt off me.
"PLEASE STOP!" I was crying now, no one was ever going to hear me and I would end up like my mother. pregnant because of a damn rape. I was only 95 pounds and 5'4 trying to fight with a 200 pound 6'10 man who looked about 20. He had me in underwear know and started to pull them down. I saw someone coming, it was Jake with it looked like Paul, Quil, and Embry.
"PLEASE HELP ME!" I screamed again. Once the reached me Paul landed a massive punch on this guys face. He rocked back and fell, I quickly put my pants and underwear up and my shirt on and I was sobbing. Jake was shaking horribely. And then all the sudden Quil told me to run back to the party. I did as I was told. I quickly found Ryan and I made sure I got high so that I could not remember what almost happened. The next morning I woke up on a couch. I looked around and could not find Jake. When I got back to my house I called Jake's house. His mother answered.
"Hey Shara, is Jake there?"
"He is but he does not want to talk to you or see you anymore." her words were ice cold and emotionless. I felt the tears start in my eyes.
"….Alright." My voice was cracking. "Tell him.. Just tell him I love him. Okay? please. And that I will always be here when he wants to talk." She was silent for a few seconds and then said
"Okay Bye." And then the line went dead. I desided that I would call Jake's cell just in case it was a joke, but his voice male picked up. "Hey, it's Jake leave a message." beep
"Jake… Thanks for last night.." I started sobbing remembering what happened. "Um.. I'm sorry the second started dancing I should have left but he was too strong. I'm sorry for what ever I did to make you hate me.." I was sobbing uncontrollably " Just… Know.. That, I love you and will always be here when you want to talk, bye Jacob. I love you." I hung the phone up and went to my room to go back to sleep. When I woke up it was 7:30 am. Whoa. I slept through the whole night. Today I would see Jake and I would ask him what happened. I wore my big sweats that were a large but they clung to my waist so the stayed up. I through some Uggs on and lazily tucked the sweat pants in the boots, I also put a red sweat shirt on that was form American Eagle, under it I had a black tank top.
Jake's POV
Hearing her cry and say it was her fault for almost being raped was the fucking saddest thing I think I've ever heard, it almost brought tears to my eyes to tears. I could not stop re playing the scene in my mind.
FLASH BACK
Alex dancing with some guy, she shoved agents his chest when started grinding on her. I turned around to get some beer, when I turned back around I saw the guy pinning her agents a tree and saw her screaming when he pulled her shirt of. I knew I could not take him myself so I ran to Paul, Quil, and Embry.
"QUIL! EMBRY!" they all turned around to face me full on. They were HUGE! Tall and very buff.
"What?" Paul sapt at me.
"Alex.. Getting raped.. Need help." I was shaking so bad I could barly talk. They started running like they could hear her screaming. By the time we all got back he had her underwear down to her thigh and she screamed one last time
"PLEASE HELP ME!" that's when Paul came and punched the guy right in the nose. Seeing Alex crying pulling her pants up put me over the edge. I was shaking for no reason I could not control my self. Alex looked in my eyes when she got her shirt on and that's when Quil told her to go back to the party.
"Jake, you need to let all you anger out" Quil said. But I didn't do it I could not.
"Jake remember what that guy was about to do?" That sent me way over the edge. I felt me being pushed back into the woods. And that's when I exploded, I felt a rush of heat come through me and, then it felt like I was being pulled apart. Like my body was being ripped in two, but I was alive through it all. It was the worse pain I had ever felt. I looked down and saw that I was furry everywhere. What the FUCK? I thought.
"Welcome to the pack man!" Paul said.
"What the fuck are you talking about?" I said
"We protect the Rez, from the stories? You remember the ones we thought the old folks told us to scare us? About vampires and stuff? Yeah there all real. And you're a werewolf." I tried to take this all in but it was not working I was in to much pain.
"It hurts a lot at first, you have to get used to phasing. but once you phase back.. Man. Every girl will be all over you. But you cant have a relationship. Because if you imprint.. That will screw everything up big time." Embry said. They told me everything I need to know about imprinting and phasing and vamps.
"Okay, Im going to Alex."
"You cant. Remember? About relationships?" Paul said
"Fuck! Guys she was almost just raped and your saying I cant go see her! She will never forget that!"
"She fine for right know. She went over to Ryan and got high. She wont remember tell tomorrow. Your fine and your forbid to see her." A new voice said. Who is that I wondered.
"I'm mike. The alpha." he ran over everything and how I had to listen to him no mater what, he said that in my blood I was alpha and he would scout aside if I wanted but I told him no, not today but maybe someday. He agreed. After that they got my to phase back and go home. I was in so much pain. I told my mom a lie so that when Alex would call she would be pissed and tell her to never come over or call again. I cried that night. From the pain and from not being able to see Alex. I heard my mom talking in the kitchen "He does not want to talk to you or see you any more. Okay Bye." I never heard my mom talk to anyone like that. I feel asleep and woke up fast I was starving. I went to the kitchen and made my self a huge plat of eggs. that lasted about.. 3 minuets. I ran outside for my first patrol.
Alex's POV
When I got to school Jake was not there. That day went be very slow. I even did all my homework in study hall. I never did that because all my classes were with Jake and we never did any work in school. One week went by, and every day I didn't even care how people saw me. I stopped wearing makeup, and stopped doing my hair, stopped talking to people, and only wore my PJ's to school. I even stopped eating. Which with my weight was not healthy but I didn't care. I was never hungry. Monday was hear again. So today I put on some skinny jeans and a sweatshirt. I was sick of sweatpants and they were all in the wash. I put my hair in sloppy pony tail and went to school. That's when I saw him. He was standing right there in front of me. Staring into my eyes. I could not look away. He was so different, maybe a foot taller? And way more sculpted. He came right up to me and kissed me. I push him off of me but in my effort I blacked out. Everything seem weightless like there was no gravity. I was just floating. I came back to reality when I heard someone calling my name.
"Alex….. Can you here me Hun?" It was Jacob. I My eye fluttered trying to see him, he then clouded my vision. "Oh Alex!" He said. "Nurse.."
"Oh is she awake?" He nodded and I looked at the nurse.
"How long has it been sence you ate?" She asked.
"About a week." I admitted.
"Were you…Starving yourself? How much do you weigh?"
"No.. and I am noramly 95 pounds."
"If you were not then why didn't you eat?" She gave me dagger eyes.
"Because I was never hungry.. And I was depressed." I paused and looked at Jake. "But Im not anymore."
"We need to weigh you." I got up with help from Jacob and stood on the scale. Jacob kept his hand on my waist so if I feel he would catch me.
"You wiegh..89 pounds." She handed me some pill. "Take this it will increase you appetite. Come in every day in the morning and you will have to take these tell your back to 95 pounds." I nodded. "I will give you two the rest of the day off, I will say you both went home with the stomach flu. Kay?" I nodded again thankful. I need answers from Jake. Jacob helped me back to my car and put me in the passengers seat, he took my keys and started driving. We didn't say a word un tell I went in my room and layed on my bed.
"Alex…" I didn't want to hear this.
"No. Jake don't just go. It's fine I'm sorry for whatever I did… But I love you and-" His lips crushed mine.
"I love you too." He said on my lips. This was making no since.
"But your mom. And." I was crying know.
"Alex… Do remember those old stories I told you last year?" He said and he pulled a hair out of my face. I just nodded.
"There all true. Vampires, werewolves…imprinting.." Wait. What was he saying?
"So… your..a..a..a werewolf?" I asked in complete shock. Wait that means. An Imprint… He loved someone else! I cried more and pushed him away and started to pack my stuff.
"What are you doing?" He asked. I looked at him with my eyes and I knew they were blood shot from crying but I didn't care.
"I'm not happy here! Your in love with some other girl because of imprinting! You- you-you" I could barley finish because the tears were over baring. "You left me at the party! I was almost fucking raped! And you just left me for a week, and your mom told me you wanted nothing to do with me! And I bet the girl is really beautiful.. By the looks of me now anyone would look beautiful."
I grabed my hands and pushed me down on the bed, he was on top of me so I could not escape. He looked, hurt, angry happy and sad all at the same time. I did not understand.
"Alex.. Mike the alpha of the pack told me I could not talk to you, because if I imprinted when I was going out with you, you would end up getting hurt.. I turned into a werewolf right after you went and got high. by the way were talking about that later. I told my mom a lie because no one can know about this world I live in, Ale-" I irrupted him
"Why are you telling me then?" I asked. The tears drying on my cheeks. He smiled at me and then winked.
"I'm getting to that. So anyways. As for the imprinting. I already did." I felt my heart break. "On you." He said. I leaned up and kissed him. "And that's why I can tell you… Were sole mate Alex, I love you. But if you don't want to be together you could want me as a friend.. Or a brother.. Or." He leaned down and kissed me again.
"I like my last choice" I said and smiled.
