Joe's POV:

Seeing my ex-fiancee lying on the floor blood staining her wedding dress scared me. This woman, i used to love her, she is the mother of my kid and there she is lying on the floor in a pile of her own blood thanks to me. I shot that gun, it's no one else's fault just mine. If she dies, what am i going to tell my son, yeah son i killed your mum. It's horrible to even think like that.

My brother was weeping crouching next to Lindsey holding her hand telling her everything will be okay, everyone else surrounding her, helping her. I saw the tears flood from my brothers eyes, this is his wedding day, their wedding day, they don't deserve this, she cheated on me with him but thats no reason to die. I've never actually seen my brother weep, tears, rarely but sobs, no. I know i hated him after what he said hours before, the fight we had at the altar i should hate him so much right now but i can't. He's my little brother. I grown up with him, he supported me and i should support him. However hard i try, it's not good enough and i just can't bring myself to support him, comfort him. I can't face what i have done to him, i can't believe what i have done to Lindsey even my family. I hear the ambulance sirens and i run.

Freddie's POV:

I'm sitting here holding my wife's hand as she is drenched in her own blood. Everyone except Joe are helping, trying to help her be stable, to survive. Even Grace and Trevor are helping Lindsey, which is a shock. I hear the ambulance sirens approaching and i notice Joe has disappeared. Of course! I hear everyone telling me it will be okay she will be fine. However, it seems Mercedees is as miserable as me. As they load her into the ambulance, Mercy and i follow. The ambulance seems to be taking hours even though it's only been minutes. I'm too scared to touch Lindsey, she looks to fragile. I'm scared if i touch her again she will break. Mercy however, is squeezing her hand talking to her about their old memories, telling her everything will be okay. I pull my phone out and i dial my mums number. As soon as i heard her voice my sobs came back louder.

"Fred, Fred! How was the wed- What's wrong darling?" My mum asks worried.

"It's L-L-Lindsey she's been s-sh-shot." My voice quivered as i tried to control myself.

"I will be on the next plane back with Leela and Ziggy! I promise sweetheart i will be there as soon as i can!" My mum's voice shaking.

"thanks Mum love you!"

"Love you too love!" My mum's voice said ending the phone call.

Mercy looked at me, sorrow in her eyes as she could see my pain.

The ambulance finally came to a halt after what seemed like hours. The doors burst open and the paramedics, ambulance drivers and doctors communicating as they proceeded to wheel her through the emergency department. Everyone who passed me or looked at me gave me a look of sorrow after figuring out it was our wedding day.

Jason's POV:

My foot was pressed hard down on the pedal the car which was carrying Darren, Kim and i hurtling through the dark roads of Hollyoaks. Soon enough we reached Dee Valley and we ran over to where Freddie and Mercy were standing. Kim running to get her nurses clothes on having to be on call due to short staffed.


1 hour later...

Freddie's POV:

"I'm Sorry Mr Roscoe but i'm afraid your wife is dead." The doctor informed me.

"What! That's, no. Is this some kind of joke!" I screamed.

"Mr Roscoe! Calm down would you like to say goodbye to your wife?" He asked and i suddenly felt light headed.

"Mr Roscoe? Mr Roscoe?" He shouted as he shook my body.

"Mr Roscoe?" The Doctor shouted once more and i awoke. "Your wife is requesting to see you, we need to take her down to surgery very soon though. Would you like to follow me?"

Thank god it was just a dream... "Yes of course."

"Great! Follow me!" He smiled.

Lindsey's POV:

"Fred..." I whimpered hearing footsteps and sniffles.

"Linds!" He exclaimed running over to me kissing me softly.

"I love you so much..." i mumbled grabbing his hand and squeezing it.

"I love you too Linds, you saved my life. I mean seriously if anyone is a hero in this village its gotta be you Linds."

"I knew Joe was going to fire that bullet and i knew you would be too weak to survive another stabbing or shooting the amount of times its happened."

"But what if you had died, what if you do die? How could i live with myself knowing i was responsible Linds?" Freddie asked tears running down his face kissing my hand.

"Because Fred, Your somebody to die for..." I smiled.

"Like the wedding song!" He chuckled.

"Yeah of course Fred!" i chuckled along with him.

*FLASHBACK*

Freddie's POV:

After the vows and dinner we was announced to have her first dance. It was to the tune somebody to die for by Hurts. As the music played Lindsey snuggled into me as we danced hand in hand. The reason we chose the music is because sit resembled us perfectly.

*Song Start*

I could drag you from the ocean
I could pull you from a fire
And when you're standing in the shadows
I could open up the sky
And I could give you my devotion
Until the end of time
And you will never be forgotten
With me by you side

And I don't need this life
I just need...

I've got nothing left to live for
Got no reason yet to die
But when your standing in the gallows
I'll be staring at the sky
Because no matter where they take me
Death i will survive
And i will never be forgotten
With you by my side

Cause i don't need this life
I just need...

Somebody to die for
Somebody to cry for
When i'm lonely

When I'm standing in the fire
I will look him in the eye
And i will let the devil know that
I was brave enough to die
And there's no hell that he can show me
That's deeper than my pride
Cause i will never be forgotten
Forever i'll fight

And i don't need this life
I just need...

Somebody to die for
Somebody to cry for
When i'm lonely

And i don't need this life
I just need...

Somebody to die for
Somebody to cry for
When i'm lonely

Don't go gentle into that good night
Rage on against the dying light.

*Song end*

*Flashback*

Lindsey's POV:

The doctor knocked gently on the door and informed us it was time for me to go down to surgery.

"I love you so much Linds!" Freddie told me kissing me passionatley.

"I Love you too Fred." And with that i was down to surgery.