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Mike decided to spend the night in a little town. I offered to drive while he rested but he declined saying that both of us needed to rest. He was right in a certain way, but I was eager to arrive at our destination. At least I was going to sleep in a bed for the very first time in years. I left my bag that had a few things on the bed and I went to take a bath. When I was taking my cargo pants off, I felt that something dropped. It was the photograph. I gave myself the attribution to watch carefully the features of the blond girl that was in the photo. She was really beautiful. I could watch her all day and I wouldn't be tired of doing that. 'Of course you would horndog', my mind replied and then I felt my not so little junior getting excited about what I was seeing. Well, you can't blame me of that. It was five years since the last time I've slept with a woman. I needed some action and that beauty I was watching it was not certainly helping. Somehow, for 'respect', I saved the photo and decided to take that shower I wanted so much. It was weird to feel such peace and silence at the same time. I got used to being concerned and alert to any noise for a long time.

I went into the room wearing only a pair of short and my sports bra. "Can you dress yourself properly? Here is a man that hasn't had any contact with a pair of tits and asses for a very long time, you know? Unless you want to help him with that issue", you heard Mike complain and you laughed, "If you want that to become true two thing must happen, first, me not being gay and second, me not having a big cock… and sorry, I'm not sorry to tell you that none of those things are going to happen", I answered him as he stammered 'shit' and we both laughed.

"We should go out tonight", he suggested when I climbed to my bed, but I ignored him. "Do you want to?", Mike insisted.

"I don't know, we need to–"

"Oh, come on! Don't be such a pussy and join me for a drink at least, López"

"Ok, just one drink", I told him, although I knew that it was not going to be just one drink but many.

One drink became into ten shots of tequila for each one of us.

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"Jesus, he wasn't kidding about you not wearing a strap-on beneath your jeans… it's fucking real, ugh, you're so big", I suddenly was pushed against a wall and a feminine voice echoed in my mind. My eyes were closed, I couldn't focus in anything. I could only feel how that unknown girl was sucking on my neck and her hands were trying to get into my pants to grab my dick. I was carried away by her actions but all of a sudden, the blonde girl took over my mind. Her hair was floating in the air and I could see mystic halo around her pretty face. She was approaching towards me and I was fascinated by her.

"You're my guardian angel", I confessed to her and she gave me that sweet smile that I was dying to see for months. "What's your name?", I asked her because I needed to know. I needed to touch her, to feel her skin against mine and to hear how amazing was to pronounce her name with my tongue. I tried to take two steps towards her but then I felt my head banging against something hard.

"I'm definitely not an angel" I opened my eyes when that horrible voice landed me to the real world. "I'm Ciara, I want to hear you scream my name when you come in my mouth, baby", she said and bent down to continue what she was doing but I stopped her abruptly. "Get off me whore", I yell at her and then I left the bar. I didn't know what was happening to me. That woman was controlling all of me and I hadn't even known her yet. It was driving me mad. I really need to find her, soon.

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The next day, I had to push my friend out of bed so he could wake up. It was getting late and I wanted to arrive to that place so I could be face to face with that incredible woman that wouldn't leave my mind until I met her.

"Should I get worry?", Mike broke the silence while we were on the road. The morning was perfect. The air was pretty cool and I couldn't remember when was the last time I had seen a sky was as blue as this.

"About what?", I tried to fool him. I've already knew what he's talking about.

"You know what I'm talking about. She's a four years old daughter. She was widowed recently and she is not the kind of woman to mess around with. She doesn't deserve it, Santana"

"I didn't know she had two husband", I said sarcastically and Mike fixed his eyes on me in a not-very-friendly way.

"Stop being a bitch and listen to me, this is not playing house here, Santana. Stay away from her if you are not ready to have a family", his voice was serious and He was right in something. I wasn't ready for that because I never knew what was to have a family.

"I don't know, I-I just need to meet her, Mike", I told him the truth because there was no reason to hide it. It was like a supernatural force was attracting me towards her.

"I always knew you're not normal, but do me a favor, ok? Think before you do something stupid. I don't want to kick your hot ass, yet", he warned me with a half teaser tone. "Now, from the perspective of a friend, I don't promise you anything. When someone close to you dies, it usually changes your life. So, I don't know how she is now. She used to be an amazing woman, though."

And that got me thinking for hours.

"Did you call your parents that you're alive?", Mike changed the subject after several minutes in silence.

"No, and I won't either", I answered calmly and his eyes fixed on me again.

"Why? They are probably–"

"If they really loved me, they would have send me letters during these five years", I stopped and my best friend stayed in silence so I could keep expressing myself, that it wasn't an usually thing to see every day. "They would have tried to convince me not to join the army when I gave them the news. Do you know what did they say to me when I told them that I was going to a fucking war? They answered a simple 'Ok' and then they fucking left the room", I shared with him one of the more reserved memories I had. I bite my own tongue and tried to hold back the tears that were forming in my eyes. I thought I had got over that, but I guess I didn't.

Some things mark you for life.

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I felt a strong shove on my shoulder which woke me up. While my eyes were trying to get used to the clarity of the day, I saw that we were approaching towards a white house.

"It's here", Mike said while he was trying to park the truck. I stretched before I got off the vehicle. "You must hide your anaconda if you don't want to scare Quinn", when I lowered my eyes to find out a bug bulge between my legs, I blushed. In front of the house there were large shady trees, a play area for the kids, lots of flowers and a little blond girl was gliding back and forth on the yellow swings. When the child saw us, she immediately jumped and came running to meet us.

"Hey little Beth! Did you miss me?", Mike stretched his arms to raise the girl.

"Don't ever leave me again uncle Mike, please", The girl's sad voice made my heart hurt. I figured that Beth already knew about her father.

"I won't, I promise", my friend kissed Beth's forehead as a sign that he would fulfill the promise.

"Mike", I heard a feminine voice coming closer and then, I met those hazel eyes. "Long time no see", she said and leaned to hug him. From one moment to the other, I was paralyzed as if I were another tree in the courtyard. My body was motionless but my heart felt more alive than ever. I've dreamed of this moment for months and now it was happening. If earlier I had said that the woman was beautiful, I said it wrong. I couldn't form any words to describe her. She was like an angel indeed. I continued watching her like a stalker until her attention was fixed on me. I almost died. The palms of my hands began to sweat. Christ, I wasn't that nervous since… since Brittany.

"Santana, she's Quinn Puckermann… Quinn, this is Santana López, my best friend", Mike introduced us as she extended her hand towards me. "Hi, nice to meet you Santana", she smiled to me as she waited to grab my hand. I shook my head and I felt my cheeks reddened because my stupidity.

"Make yourself at home"

And that's when all began. I should have known that she was going to be the death to me.

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