Chapter2: Finding my Desires

(9 Years later)

Its been nine years since Sakura last saw Gaara and she still prayed every night that he would rescue her from her hell. Sakura was now a high ranked ninja but she didn't like fighting so she opted to become the Hokage's apprentice. Sakura did very well with healing people with her chakra.

But that was about the best thing in her life because Sakura was dating the bad ass gang member Sasuke. She didn't want to date him because she already promised herself to Gaara.

She sighed as she walked out of the hospital. 'Oh Gaara I wish you were here.' She thought. The sun was setting and Sakura made her way to her apartment. When she opened the door the smell of alcohol crashed into her face. "Ahg… not again. Sauske have you been drinking again?!" She yelled. She walked into the kitchen to see Sauske and two of his buddies. "Hey Sakura baby, hope you don't mind but I invited some friends over." He said rather drunk. She only glared at him. "Come on baby drink with us." He said shoving a shot glass in her face. "NO!" She yelled smacking it from his hands. At that moment Sauske jumped up and grabbed Sakura by the neck. "You dare defy me in front of my friends?! Bitch you will learn your place!" He hissed.

He then grabbed her by the hair and motioned for his buddies to follow. "Owe you're hurting me!" Sakura yelled. Sauske then pushed her onto the bed. "You will respect me, Takashi, Miko hold her down." He smiled evilly. "W…What? N…No! Stay away!" She yelled. "Then once I am done Takashi and Miko will have a turn." He smiled ripping her pants and underwear off. He then grabbed the rest of her clothes and cut them with a kuni knife exposing her bra. He also cut that and smiled, Sakura then kicked Sauske with her foot knocking him back. She then threw his friends and they ran into Sauske. Sakura then got up and started to run but Sauske punched Sakura in the chest causing her to break most of her ribs. Sakura fell back in pain as the two men grabbed her arms and holding her while Sauske unzipped his pants. Once he did he quickly slammed into Sakura with such force she cried out in sheer pain. He had viciously taken her innocence. Sakura cried in pain as Sauske pumped in and out. She could feel a knot well up in the pit of her stomach as he continued his vicious attack. As Sauske pounded himself into Sakura he could feel himself getting closer to his peak. About 10 minutes later Sauske groaned as he released his seed into her. Not only did she have cum leaking out of her, but also blood from where Sauske tore her apart. Then for the next hour Sakura had to endure two more men forcing themselves on her.

Finally they were done and all three stumbled out of the apartment to go to another bar. Sakura sat there crying and shaking in pain. 'Gaara…I need you.' She cried.

With Gaara

Gaara suddenly stopped in his tacks hearing the mental cries from Sakura. 'Sakura…I miss you.' He thought. 'Hey kid don't you think 9 years is enough hiding from your true love?' Shukaku asked. 'I am not hiding, but I can't face her after throwing her into a locker.' Gaara bit. 'She would have forgiven you, I think you need to go find her.' Shukaku said. 'No, if fate is true and we are to be together then she will find me.' Gaara said. Shukaku said nothing as Gaara got back to doing his paper work.

Little did he know that Sakura would be coming to him.

Back with Sakura

Sakura got up and cleaned herself up. She then packed a small bag with some clothing, money and personal belongings. One of those belongings was a picture taken by her mom of her and Gaara when they were kids. Sakura had always treasured that more than anything else in the world.

Once she was done packing she then left for the forest. She then thought to herself, 'Gaara…I'm coming.' She thought. So Sakura ran from the village and just went into the direction her heart told her to go. As the night wore on Sakura refused to stop until she found Gaara.

Finally three days later Sakura walked into a sandy village in the middle of the desert. As she walked someone came up to her, "Ma'am are you alright?" He asked. Sakura said nothing but kept walking. The man only stared, but soon decided to get the Kazekage because she was acting weird.

"Kazekage, sir, we have a strange visitor. She's not responding to anyone." The man said. Gaara sighed but followed the man outside. By now Sakura had been spotted by the local gang who surrounded her. two men came up from behind and grabbed her. "AH! Let me go!" She yelled. The leader laughed and immediately grabbed her breasts roughly. As he pushed he pushed onto her broken ribs. "AHH!!!" She cried out. This was about the same time Gaara showed up. Sakura coughed up blood and her vision blurred. When Gaara laid his eyes on her they immediately went wide. 'Sakura….' He thought. He was soon brought out of his trans when she screamed again in pain. Gaara's eyes went red as he crushed the men that held her and the one who touched her. She then fell to the ground and let the blackness overcome her body.

Gaara walked over and picked her up. "Sir you know this woman?" A man asked. "yes." He said stoically before turning to leave. 'We've finally found her.' Shukaku said. 'Yes and she's as beautiful as ever.' Gaara said. 'But she's hurt too, I will kill whoever did this to her.' Shukaku hissed. 'As will I.' Gaara said.

Once they reached his mansion Gaara called for his older sister. Temari. "Yes Gaara?" She asked, "Please get a doctor over here." He said. "What for, are you hurt?" She asked. "No, it's for her." He said. Temari looked down and gasped. "Gaara is that…" She trailed off. "Yes." He said before walking off to his room.

About 15 minutes later a medic walked in, thankfully it was a woman. "Good evening Kazekage sir, what can I do to help?" She asked. "Check her over and tell me your results." He said getting up and leaving the room so they would have some privacy. The doctor then turned her attention on Sakura and noticed something strange about her breathing. She quickly took off her dress top and saw her chest black and blue. "My word, who could have done this?" She asked. The doctor knew her ribs were broken, but as far as she could tell nothing else was wrong or so she thought. The doctor quickly wrapped her chest up and walked down stairs to a pacing Gaara. "Well?" He snapped. "All her ribs are broken, so give her this every couple of hours to ease the pain. No other injuries were found." She said before leaving.

Gaara was angry but calmed down because he had to find out who hurt his woman. Gaara then walked back to his room and sat in a chair next to the bed. He brushed a few stray pieces of hair from her face. "My cheery blossom, who did this to you?" He whispered. As he fell asleep his sand started to surround them as if protecting them.

The next morning Gaara woke first, he looked over at the pink haired beauty that lay asleep. He had a small smile on his face, but that soon faded when he saw her waking up. He quickly jumped to her side. "Where am I?" She asked. "Safe, with me." Gaara said. Sakura looked up and her eyes went wide as flashes of her and Gaara raced through her mind. "G….Gaara…" She breathed as hot tears formed. He saw this and quickly hugged her taking in the scent of jasmine and vanilla. "Gaara I have missed you so much." She cried into his chest. "I have as well." He said. After a few moments he let her go and looked into her beautiful green eyes. "What happened…What happened 9 years ago that you left me all alone?" She asked. "I…I had hurt you, after I promised to protect you." He said. "You mean throwing me into a locker?" She asked and he nodded. "Gaara I knew you were blinded by anger but I didn't want anyone hurting you. I am not mad." She smiled. Gaara then leaned down to kiss those oh so inviting lips. This shocked Sakura but gave in. He licked her bottom lip asking for entrance, so she slowly parted her lips and let him explore every inch of her mouth. Finally they broke apart for air.

"I have wanted to do that for years." He smiled. She smiled too. "Now my Sabaku no Gaara you have a promise to fulfill with me." She said. He chuckled knowing that one was coming. "Alright hold on." He said walking over to his dresser, he then pulled out a little black box. Sakura gasped.

Also watching from the door was Kankuro and Temari. "What's he doing?" Temari asked. "I don't know." Her brother said. Gaara then walked over to Sakura and got down on one knee and opened the small black box, "Sakura Haruno would you do me the honors of becoming my wife and mate?" He asked. Sakura had tears of joy, "YES Gaara I will." She cried. "Oh my god." Temari smiled, hands over her mouth. "What?" Kankuro asked. "Our baby brother just proposed to our pink haired guest." She squealed with delight. "But he just met her." He said. " No you idiot, remember all those pictures he had and the girl he talked about when he went to that ninja school in the leaf village?" She asked. "Oh…the one he hasn't seen in like 9 years?" He asked. "Yeah, that's her. I am so excited. Finally someone Gaara can settle down with." She smiled.

Back in Gaara's Room

"Gaara I am so happy I finally found you." Sakura smiled looking at the now grown up body. His muscles were well defined on his arms, the rest of her life with. Then the discussion became serious. "Sakura, who did this to you and what else did he do?" Gaara asked. At that moment she began to cry and shake. Gaara then knew at that moment that someone had hurt her and wanted blood for whoever did it. "Sakura baby tell me." He said gently.

Sakura then looked at her soon to be husband. "It was Sauske. Not too long after I started my junior year in high school, Sauske made me go out with him. He said if I didn't he'd kill me. Gaara I was going to wait for you until I found you. I prayed everyday that you'd return to save me from my hell, but nothing. Then last night it got worse, I came home to smell alcohol. Sauske had his friends over drinking. He tried to make me drink but I smacked it out of his hand. Then he ordered his friends to hold me down while he…raped me." She cried. Gaara flinched and his blood was boiling. 'I'm going to kill him for touching our girl.' Shukaku growled. "Sakura I will kill him." He said standing. "No. Wait there's more." She said looking down. He looked at her, "What more could there be?" He asked. "After Sauske was done his friends took their turns." She cried. This really mad his mad, "Sakura I will kill them for ever touching my woman. NO other man is allowed to touch you." He growled. "I am sorry Gaara." She cried. "Why?" He asked looking at his fallen angel. "I'm sorry I wasn't strong enough to make Sauske leave me alone." She cried. "It's alright koi, I should be the one that's sorry. I am sorry I didn't come back for you. I figured you'd moved on and wouldn't want me." He said. "Never, I love you Gaara and nothing will ever change that." She smiled. "Alright love get some rest. I will be back later to check on you. In the mean time if you need something just call either Temari or Kankuro." He said. She smiled, "The ring is beautiful Gaara." She said. "I'm glad you like it. I had it made just for you." He smiled before leaving.

Sakura's ring was in the shape of a desert rose and made of pink sapphire. Sakura admired it before going to sleep, since she was so exhausted.

Wow that was a long chapter. Lol sorry it's been a while since I wrote. I am in the process of moving, plus trying to make arrangement for moving to FL sometime in either January of Feburary. But the next chapter has some funny stuff. Read and find out.