Notes; Yeah, yeah. New chapter! Thanks for the reviews. Hope you like this one Mwah x
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April 5th. 9.10pm
Dear Diary,
Never drink again. Ever! I got drunk and not just a little bit, no a lot! I slept with someone and I forgot his name. Or maybe he never even told me his name.It happened two weeks ago.
I'm meant to be on now, but I'm not and I'm never late.
Maybe I'm pregnant. I should tell Henry. Or not. No, I'm not going to tell him, he doesn't deserve it. Besides, the baby could be from the mystery guy. I don't want Henry to find that out. I don't want him to file for divorce, even though we're separated at the moment.
I really should buy a pregnancy test, but what if I run into someone I know? Like Darryl. Oh god, no.
Of course, I could disguise myself. Or I could cast I spell to change my looks. No, that's personal gain. Right? Unless I do it for Henry. No. Maybe the possible baby? No. Ugh.
I hate being a good witch/whitelighter sometimes. Demons have it so, so much easier! I see that now. And I understand now why Cole didn't want to be turned good.
No rules. No personal gain. No consequences. No love. Hmm...
Good things about being a demon:
- No rules- No personal gain
- No consequences
- No love
- No guilt feelings
- No Elders
- Kick ass powers
- Allowed to wear leather without being called a whore or slut.
Bad things about being a demon:
- I'll lose my sisters
- Do demons have sex?
- High chance of getting vanquished
- The underworld is cold
- And dark
- I'll miss Piper's delicious food
- I'm sqeamish
- I'll have to wear leather.
Well great. That really helped to clarify this issue. I might think of some more good things later. Anyway I've signed up for the gym, and guess who I ran into there? Right.
Miss. I'm-blonde-have-bigger-boobs-and-I'm-stupid-so-that-gives-me-the-right-to-shag-your-husband.
Stupid cow.
She pretended like she didn't recognize me and I wanted to hit her so hard that her head would make a 360 spin. But of course, because I'm so 'good' and mature, I didn't. I made her trip in stead..
And I hid her clothes when she was taking a shower. She wasn't impressed.
God, I'm so childish. I have a good excuse though. She slept with my husband. My husband. Husband. MINE.
I'm allowd to be childish.
There's nothing on TV tonight and I have a craving for chocolate. And Icecream. And coffee. Again.
Piper said it's not healthy, drinking 7 cups of coffee a day. 3 in the morning, 3 at noon and one more before I got to bed. I don't care, though. Caffeine keeps me awake.
Oh I hope I'm not pregnant. I'm not ready to cut down on coffee yet.
Oh goody. Bones is on. I'm going to watch that and drool over David Boreanez's body. Henry's not here to tell me off so Ha.
And then I'm going to throw a bonbon at the Tv out of frustration, because Bones and Booth refuse to kiss. While they want each other so much. It's obvious. I wonder if David is good in bed? Probably better than Henry.
Night,
x Paige.
10:31pm
Good things about being a demon:
- No rules- No personal gain
- No consequences
- No love
- No guilt feelings
- No Elders
- Kick ass powers
- Allowed to wear leather without being called a whore or slut.
- Powers to control someone's mind. I want David Boreanaz!
I figured it out. I'm going to be a demon.
Notes; (drumroll) (more drumroll) (and more) Tah daaa!! Done. What do you think? Review lovely people. Next chapter will be up soon. xx saskia
