-|DESIRE|-

Dedicated to Jess...An awesome person who's as pervy as I.

WARNING!

This contains YAOI.

If you don't like...Don't read.

Chapter Sneak Peek:

Cloud struggles to keep his hands off the half naked man in his bed!

;)

CHAPTER TWO

CROSSING BOUNDARIES

It was 2:30am and he was still wide awake.

-Ugh...-

Cloud didn't know what to do.

He couldn't go back to bed... but being awake was driving him insane!

-Can't. Stop. Thinking. About. This.-

Zack had fallen asleep around two hours ago.

Unfortunately for Cloud though - it hadn't been easy to get him to drop off. The man had grown suspicious of his attitude and hadn't hesitated to question him. The two of them usually got on really well. Cloud was being distant...

"Why aren't you joining me?" Zack had asked. "Don't mind sharing – do you?"

-Well, yes I do actually.-

-Very much.-

Cloud had casually laughed in response and slid himself under the covers.

-You'll regret this decision one day, Zack.-

He had impatiently waited for the man to fall asleep; listening carefully to every breathing pattern and monitoring every shuffle. Whilst at the same time making sure he didn't allow his mind to go into overdrive. Cloud's dirty thoughts couldn't get in the way...

-Ggh.-

For now, at least.

It was going to be a hard night...

-Not the only thing that's going to be hard...-

Cloud reluctantly began staring over at the sleeping man.

-Maybe I should go over there?-

He really wanted to... He'd been dying to do it for the last couple of hours. It was clearly the wrong thing to do and was a dangerous move, but... It was driving him mad... Cloud needed to release all this pent up desire.

Release his urges...

-Too many urges...-

He couldn't hold back from it anymore.

Cloud slowly got up out of his stiff position and made his way towards the snoring man. Most of the cover had slipped off his body and left his entire stomach on show. The cover wasn't small either – it was huge. Somehow it had slid off of Zack; mocking the poor blonde.

-Typical.-

There was so much perfection... The muscles – the tan – the battle scars. Cloud shuddered at the thought of bending down and running his hand over those abs...

-He's asleep, why don't you?-

Cloud shook the thought out of his head.

He couldn't... could he? It would be a total disaster if Zack were to wake up and catch his friend drooling over his sleeping figure. What excuse could Cloud use then? There was no way he could do anything to the man without it seeming suspicious.

"Sorry – I dropped something on you accidentally."

No, that wasn't it...

"Sorry – I dropped my sanity and willpower around here somewhere... tell me if you find them."

Yeah, that was more like it.

-What willpower?-

Cloud groaned.

Something bad was going to happen... He knew it.

The only way to prevent it was to march himself right back to his chair and forgot about the whole thing. Forget about the fact that Zack was lay completely exposed in bed; murmuring Cloud's name in his sleep. He had to be strong! This was crazy...

Cloud wasn't a pervert!

-Yes I am.-

He couldn't take advantage of him!

-Yes I could.-

Cloud whined to himself. Even his conscience had turned against him...

"Zack..." he whispered to himself. "If only you knew what I was thinking..."

Well, to be perfectly honest, he didn't want the man to know what he was thinking. Cloud didn't doubt for one second that the Soldier would disown him as a friend and a colleague if he found out about this. Zack didn't need Infantry Men drooling over him – touching themselves over him.

-I'm such a fool...-

Cloud had joined Shinra to become a 1st Class member of Soldier. His goal was to return home to a proud family and tell them all about his success and dreams. What had happened to that being his only goal?

-But look what's happened.-

Instead of looking up to Soldier – he was fantasising over Soldier.

It was unfair.

-They didn't put this kind of thing in the application form!-

...

Cloud was still stood over Zack like some perverted freak.

-Some of his hair's fallen onto his face.-

He itched to brush the black lock behind the man's ear.

Cloud sighed.

There were many many things he wanted to do...

-Just go with it.-

He was slowly beginning to side with the wrong choice...

-He's asleep, he won't catch you.-

Cloud groaned at his lack of self-control and lowered his hand down towards the man's body. It was a risky move – one that could land him in serious trouble if Zack were to wake up. Why couldn't he stop himself?

His heart was hammering against his chest.

-You're more stupid than daring.-

Cloud swallowed loudly as his hand hovered over the man's exposed stomach.

-You're insane.-

This was ridiculous...

Why was he being so needy?

-Oh Gaia...-

Cloud shuddered as his hand fell on top the man's body and traced upwards; stroking every defined muscles and raised scar. He started from Zack's belly button - delicately tracing the smooth bumps - before slowly moving up towards his arched neck. The fear he had was slowly being replaced with lust... Despiration...

He licked his lips.

-I don't care if this is crazy.-

-He's sleeping, so he won't even know.-

Cloud found himself edging closer and closer towards the man's open mouth; desperate to run his fingers across those smooth lips. He didn't care about waking him up any more – too caught in the moment to consider the fact that these touches and teases might actually stir the man.

It was something he'd wanted to do for a while now.

-This is practically taking advantage of him...-

Yes, it was.

Cloud whimpered weakly as his fingers finally reached the man's open mouth and slowly caressed the bottom lip. He really wanted to kiss him... The urge was killing him! But all he could do was stroke it...

-Ggh.-

The Soldier automatically groaned in response; his nerves still wide awake and vunerable to every touch. Sleep didn't stop his body from reacting naturally... Zack was still able to sense that something was touching him in all the right places.

-Shit!-

That groan made the blonde snatch back.

...

Was he going to wake up?

-Phew...-

No, he wasn't – thankfully.

Cloud breathed out a sigh of relief.

-That was way too risky.-

-Stop now, you've had your twisted fun.-

That was it. That was the end of it. Time to return back to his chair.

Cloud needed to keep that remaining ounce of pride...

-If I have any left, that is.-

He slowly and carefully began pulling the sheet back up; desperate to cover that perfect body. Having that on show opposite him certainly wasn't going to help with the recovering stage. If the cover was over him; Cloud could at least imagine that the man had a disgustingly terrible body.

-Although that's the biggest lie ever.-

Cloud furrowed his brows in confusion.

The sheet wouldn't pull up... It was stuck... Something was preventing it from going up...

-What the?-

Cloud squinted his eyes and carefully began inspecting the white bed cover. What was it? Where was it caught? Might it have got caught on the bottom of –?

Wait a minute.

-Oh please no...-

He finally found what the problem was.

-Please tell me I'm seeing things-

Cloud wasn't seeing things.

There was something sticking up out of the bed sheets that the cover had caught onto. That was why Cloud couldn't pull it up any further... It was fixed onto something... Something abnormally big...

-Gotta be kidding me...-

The evidence was right there.

-!-

Zack had tented the bed sheets.

-Oh no, oh no!-

The man must have grown aroused from the attention being given to him. Unbeknown that it was his best friend. Just his natural instinct... Asleep or not...

Zack was just as hard as the blonde had been earlier that day.

"No way..." Cloud choked. "How am I supposed to deal with that?"

-How am I supposed to keep my hands away?-

He was praying that the man wouldn't wake up...

But still.

He felt a little pleased. If only just a little.

Cloud had been able to do that to Zack...

"I need some air," Cloud said to himself, turning away from the sight. "Gotta get outside."

Maybe the cold breeze would calm him down.

Anything to get his mind off the thing growing underneath the bed sheets... The thing that he had caused.

"Well done, Cloud," he hissed. "Really over stepped the boundaries this time!"

-Can't believe I just did all of that!-

-Without his approval.-

It was official – he was mad. Really mad.

Willpower percentage = 0%

Hopefully he would never have to share a room with the man again. Well, that is... unless they were sharing a room because they were together. But Cloud couldn't get his hopes up. It was never going to happen.

-Don't be an idiot.-

"Really overstepped the boundaries," Cloud repeated.

But if he thought about it.

Were there really any boundaries left after tonight?

Ahh, I'm sorry.

So much smut – no story – just pervy Cloud.

I apologise... this is only temporary. Story will come in soon! I'll balance it out.

I'm such a big perve myself I guess...

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