Trigger warning: Self-harm


Like any bitter teenager Lucy had thought about harming herself. When she was younger she would sometimes play rough in the back yard just to fall and hurt herself, the slight moment of pain made her forget why her heart was aching. Though she quickly stopped when she was yelled at by her father, she still thought about it from time to time.

Looking back she wish she could tell her younger self that it would get better. Then maybe she wouldn't have had as many bruises as a young teen. Or heck, she wouldn't have thought about actually harming her body or even worse.

Her guild saved her, and she wouldn't have it any other way.