0ctober 12th 8 year's old year 775X
In the last year, I have continued my rigorous training and studying of my new world like normal gaining a few more skills and tricks here and there with mother's and her spirits help. The most notable things though are the gifts I had received from mother, Jude and even an aunt I have only recently found out about from Jude's side of the family named Mary.
Mary is nice enough and has good intentions so I like her more than Jude who is getting more annoying and demanding lately.
On my birthday, I received quite a few books on celestial magic and a few on other kinds as well from mother which I was ecstatic about considering the books even had a few spells I could learn.
Jude surprisingly gave me a really, soft and cute plush toy, a nine-tailed fox to be exact which I promptly fell in love with and named Kumara as opposed to Naruto's Kurama. I literally adore foxes and I take kumara with me absolutely, everywhere!
Childish? Yes! do I care? No!
Aunt Mary gave me the newest magic item on the market of gale force reading glasses which despite already knowing about couldn't help but find extremely useful for my intense studying. I even finally got my very own and consequently first silver gate keys! Aunt Mary was the one who gave them to me surprisingly considering I've never met her until now. She gave me three silver gate keys, the first was Horologium the clock, the second was Vulpecula the little fox which I was more than happy about being a fox lover and all and the last one was Lyra.
I have yet to contract them because I wish to first finish a magic spell I am working on. It is one of my own creation like the others I made as far as I know but I wouldn't be entirely surprised if it has already been created in another fashion or other but I decided to have fun with it either way.
September 5th 9 years old year 776X
A year has passed and flew by with my training in both magic, body and mind going fantastically! Don't forget about also getting to know my three spirits more. Unlike the Horologium in the anime I once watched the Horologium I am contracted with is a beautiful charcoal color and loves to scare people which is very amusing I admit considering he always manages it despite being easy to spot.
His name is Log and is real nice company and my first actual friend from the living considering my only friend up to that point was a plush fox.
Despite what others would think that is not sad considering the more I love it the more chance it comes alive in the future when I learn that spell midnight used on Lucy's Michelle or whatever she was called.
Lyra is actually pretty much the same as in the show so I guess this is how she got Lyre in the first place unless Lucy got her at a magic shop that just so happens to be the same key as the one Mary got me.
I'm friends with her though I can't call her out a lot due to the contract but she seems to be thinking on changing it to more days which I am happy about since I like her music and she is nice to be with especially with the knowledge on different music magic she has stored away in that airhead of hers.
The last little lovely is my dear Vulpecula who is named Sasha, she is real flirtatious with long wavy red locks with black tips she's also quite tall and let's not forget her cute fox ears and tail! She is so much fun and a very good dancer and information gatherer with her specialty being in sex.
She's been teaching me more dances to the ones I already know to help me improve my footwork and my skills with a whip and dagger.
So, my year has been fun with training with and getting to know my spirits.
October 30th date 777X 10 years' old
Well mother died…. During this year, she suddenly got really 'sick' and after giving me her keys near the end eventually passed away…. Jude became a mess and threw himself into work and basically told me that I wouldn't be using magic anymore…. like yeah no I'm still going to use it. The only thing more interesting in this world aside from learning of different earthy properties and creatures is the science of how magic works.
I have tried to get Jude to open, up more and be an actual dad to me but all I receive is a cold glare and a cruel remark…. yeah that's not going to go on for long I tell you that, I won't be evil and leave straight away I will train and study for a year or two more and if nothing changes with Jude I'll simply leave.
I'm only being this nice since Layla and Lucy would be sad and he is my dad in this world I suppose.
I summoned and contracted with all three of mother's spirits on the day of mother's funeral to let them also grieve the loss of their summoner. They were all thankful to me for that.
I can't summon all three at once or even two yet because of my still being unused to the massive magic drain and usage of the golden gate keys but I can summon all three of my silver quite easily.
Oh, and I mastered the art of water walking this year too…. Certainly, took long enough! Managed to get wall walking easily enough but water? Nooooo it had to be difficult! Honestly, I think Aquarius had something to do with it although I can't prove anything but her smirks are enough too haggard a guess.
I miss you mother… look after Lucy and please forgive me and look out for me alright.
November 1st date 778X 11 years' old
Nothing much has changed with Jude aside that he has gotten verbally abusive from all my efforts to get him to be a human being again. He has even hit me a few times…. I don't dodge the hits because in my opinion I need to show him I'm not afraid and I won't back down from him.
Stupid reason really but it's mine and I will commit to it. Even if I do plan on leaving in a years' time.
I've grown a lot stronger with Capricorns, Aquarius, Cancers, Log, Sasha and Lyra's help and per them I am one of the strongest celestial mage's they have ever encountered especially considering my age so…. HECK YEAH TAKE THAT FUCKERS!
No offense to my dear departed sister Lucy who would have been strong in her own right…. I suppose so anyway just that I am and always was destined to be stronger, my sense of ambition wouldn't have allowed for anything else whether I could use magic or not.
September 15th date 779X 12 years' old
I'm out! I'm gone! and I am Free! Of the Heartfillia residence and Jude that is, I have finally left for greener pastures. The abuse Jude was dishing out was getting extremely violent so I left before any permanent damage was done or I decided to just up and kill him.
Now, I am in a place called Sugar town in the only inn. I was at the only magic shop here earlier and I brought three more spirit keys since the others they had were multiples of the keys I got from Mary.
I also found out that Mary died last year of food poisoning…. I do so wonder why no one even considered or bothered to tell me about her death.
Anyway, before I left the estate I took all the money I could get my tiny greedy little hands on which admittedly was quite a lot from the many times I stole from Jude and took from his safes. I also stole some other expensive items that weren't family heirlooms or important enough for Jude to pawn off.
I managed to leave all the books I owned and took from the personal family library with Capricorn who stored it into the spirit world somewhere for me.
He still calls me Master Akira though…. Oh, yeah Akira is my name but please call me Aki!
The keys I got are the Chisel Caelum who is a stunningly silver black and the other two are Orion and the Canis Major…. the big dog's name is Yin.
Orion is tall dark and handsome and he sort of reminds me of Mori from OHSHC if he talked more and was tanned.
But as I have only just had them for the past month or so I can't tell you much about their personalities.
October 31st date 780X 13 years' old
A lot has happened this past year, for one after my last entree I asked Cancer if he could help me change appearance to better hide from Jude, he did. So now instead of the very small short haired blond boy with ice blue eyes I am now the long wavy white haired and red eyed little girl.
I look like a Vampire! It's so awesome.
Beside my change in appearance I have also continued my training/studying even more relentlessly and finally have some real life fighting experience in this world now from doing jobs. obviously for small towns I visit and constantly chasing off those stupid perverted Gorillas which I only recently remembered were called Vulcans since they always somehow keep popping up.
I have also got four more keys, I could have more if I decided to get some from the magic shops I visit but their all multiples of ones I already own and I decided I would rescue spirits from abusive owners after I got the Leo Miner from a horrible monster who called herself human.
I have done bad things in my life both in this one and my last but I would never do to another what that witch did to her. I won't say what she suffered only that the witch who did that to her is now dead and gone and spread all over after I had…. 'played' one of my games with the bitch.
The keys and consequently now my new friends I have acquired are as I said the Leo Minor who is a she named Leko with brown hair and blue eyes, per her she is Leo's real or Loki as I know of him as little sister unlike with all the other silver Leo minor Keys out their... which is 4 since there is only ever 5 keys in the silver for circulation at one time in the human world.
Leko is very shy and sweet despite how she has been treated and she loves to be with me all the time and has become quite protective of me. Which amuses me greatly as she had once yelled at some big buff guy after I had accidentally bumped into him which made him laugh as well and call her mighty mouse.
The others are Ursa Minor which happens to be a ginormous Yellow mechanical bear which I find to be super awesome, since the Ursa minor keys happen to generally all be called Polaris per Orion and Cancer when I asked so I call her Ola. And yes, I have deemed the bear female.
The Southern Cross Crux, not the same one from the show but I find this one cool he is a very mellow guy and loves lemon ice tea. He has a black beard too and in all honesty if I didn't know better I would say he was a stoned surfer dude.
Last but certainly not least Ursa Major who is a size changing tough as steel black grizzly bear. Her name is Rose and she is awesome and her interactions with some of the others like Orion and Capricorn are Funny as hell to me I tell you now.
I have a lot and I mean a lot more magic and non-magic books now and spells in my arsenal, I can't find any mention of Ureno metria in any library or book I have read so far so I think I will head towards the Blue Pegasus guild to see if I can persuade or pay for the knowledge from that guy in the tri-man squad, can't remember his name.
Who knows if that lady who claims she's a celestial mage has Loki and Aries maybe I can…. acquire them before she gets the idea to be more of a bitch then she most likely already is that will eventually lead to her death.
September 3rd Date 781X 14 years' old
So far, this year has been both a train wreck and a blessing, I have yet to visit blue Pegasus as I was planning in my last entree, instead I have been battling small dark guild after dark guild, acquiring both new spirit keys and enemies, I am in fact writing this on the train to my next destination to eradicate a dark guild that is said to have a celestial mage with a gold key.
I'm not sure if this rumor is true nor do I particularly care, silver or gold they are all important and special. I just hope that if it is a gold key that it isn't Gemini…. I would have literally no true way of hiding my… let's just say more shady deeds or past life for that matter from them nor my thoughts.
If they find out I orchestrated my own 'sister's' death and they told either Aquarius, Cancer or hell even Capricorn let alone all the others I know I would… well not break inside but I would certainly be upset if they wouldn't be able to handle their hatred and animosity of me and I would not and could not have them stay with me I can't do that to them…. Or more like I couldn't do that to myself since I am a truly selfish creature in the end and I would most likely find them all an amazing new friend to wield their keys before I eventually took to wherever the wind took me and continuing my journey to learn all I can of this world.
They all mean so very much to me I would even die to save their lives if it was completely necessary such as the case Lucy did with trying to save Loki. They may heal in the spirit world after sustaining damage but if I used them as a shield or didn't do my best to protect them by doing my part in battle I would never forgive myself…. Not that I wouldn't still use them if they wished to protect me from a death or even critical blow I am in no way a saint after all.
I've already taken a bad hit to protect Cancer and Yin from an attacker and was reprimanded harshly for it after wards but I don't regret it even if it was slightly foolish but it was planned even if no one else knew it and it managed to distract the enemy and he was taken down. I have techniques to prevent most kinds of damage and I completely forgot all about it to be honest when they were in danger and in my planning which I was quick to rectify.
It was embarrassing enough to forget about spells I worked hard to create let alone let anyone else know about my small hiccup in the field and I certainly won't do it again! I learn from my mistakes after all.
I suppose in this world they are my only real source of companionship and to try to be even a semi-decent person. I have killed in this life no doubt about it dark guilds are made of a lot of bad people who I wouldn't want to come back to kill me or my friends later if I showed even an ounce of hesitation or compassion.
Not that I have a single ounce of hesitation or compassion in my small body and ice cold heart to those I decide to play games with.
I have made sure to always wear a disguise when attacking dark guilds with an animal mask and dark cloths…. I look like an Anbu from Naruto in the outfit honestly which is totally bad-ass by the way! In the disguise, I go by the name blood fox and I have quite the infamous reputation for it! even if it is a bad one though I happen to take pride and pleasure in it… people in this world still detest killing even the magic counsel which sucks…. Well besides if you're a criminal they don't care about shit.
Sometimes I wish I could go straight back into my own life of crime…. But then I wouldn't get nearly enough free time or even chance to play all sorts of interesting new games!
My spirits are slightly sad of my killing sprees though they don't know the way I choose to do it in but they do understand the need to protect myself and any friends I make in the off chance they figure out who I am and take revenge if they were to live.
I don't kill everyone of course! That be foolish! I leave alive the ones that are relatively young and that I can just tell deserve to live… well more that I find a use for and for the fact if I'm not playing some of my games then I just detest pointless killing.
Being very observant of people and their body cues and having the ex-job description of an assassin helps with my ability to tell who deserves such privileges.
I was kidnapped and tortured without use of my magic or use of my limbs for a month by the first dark guild I took out and it was my bloodiest bloodbath in either this or my last life…. I was raped and beaten within an inch of my life 5 times before I managed to somehow free myself enough to do some deadly carnage.
It's what lead to my whole eradicate dark guilds spree.
I'm not unused to torture… well in my last life I wasn't but I knew and still do know how to survive and while being raped is certainly not a new experience of mine It is certainly more physically painful as a boy as I've come to realize. Either way I forced myself to deal with it and I was luckily helped to cope with the few night terrors I went through with help from my spirits.
After I am finished with this one last dark guild I plan on heading to blue Pegasus though…. I hope this world is different enough from the anime I once watched to be able to save Loki and Aries from their abuser and hopefully not have their fate be the same.
October 20th Date 782X 15 years' old
Now, I am in a farm house in a small country town where I managed to find Taurus's key. He is quite amusing in all honesty and when we first met he believed me to be the female I portray myself as and it was hilarious when I told him of my real physical gender… his expression was priceless.
As in my last entree I told of my going to blue Pegasus to hopefully acquire new friends Aries and Loki. While I can safely say, I have acquired Aries along with a few other keys I was too late to save Loki from banishment.
I had reached a certain city before I reached the guild and I happened upon the scene of Angel killing Karen, I managed to beat her and gain the silver keys she had quite easily but Angel managed to get away from my grasp while swearing to high heaven of getting her revenge one day.
I was too ashamed of myself to go to the guild in that instance so I took the keys and ran in the other direction.
When contracting with Aries she was quite upset and I managed to calm her down enough through her stuttering out apologies the story of what happened. I couldn't exactly tell her I already knew of it even if not in the details she told of.
I promised her I would figure out a way to help Leo one way or another and though she seemed completely shocked at my declaration and most likely didn't believe it she smiled and thanked me none the less.
I have gained and rescued a lot of keys from weak and pathetic mages and even got some in jobs from job requester's as well as a few from magic shops.
I have yet to gain the keys of Virgo, Gemini, Sagittarius, Pisces, Scorpio, Libra or even Ophiuchus though, not having Loki is a given considering the circumstances.
I have a few doubles of silver keys from rescues but I don't mind and contract with them anyway and usually dual summon them when I need their assistance for jobs or just want to play and talk like I normally do with all my summons when I can with the contracts and all.
Per a lot of my spirit friends I am the most popular spirit mage in the spirit world and a lot of keys wish for me to find and contract with them even if I have a few of the others in their key.
I am both happy and sad with this revelation. Happy because I have never ever had so many actual 'friends' or people wishing to be with me before and sad because when I acquire Gemini or another mage's magic manages to find out everything I have done and lived through and my spirits just happen to find out then they will all definitely despise me and I would force them to leave me…. Maybe anyway still mostly undecided about that.
Well anyway tomorrow I plan on finally setting out to join Fairy tail! I plan on joining as myself not any of the aliases I have made up over the years but just plain old Akira Heartfillia.
Well before I head out I will make one thing clear…. I'm not joining the Future team fucking Natsu ok! I am a solo mage and always will be! I will tag along on missions with different people yes but I won't be a permanent player to any one team.
Not that I'm going to be a forever Fairy tale mage just like for four or five years to get what little I know of the show over with before they do the S-mage games and go to Tenrou island for seven years.
Unless of course I start dating someone already in a team…. But I doubt that would happen considering I'm a messed up little shit and only allow myself to show my 'true' self to my spirit friends.
I'm a complete and utter little liar who derives utter joy from constantly playing games both physical and mental with both enemies and alleys alike so who in fairy Tail could possibly accept all that along with my being a complete sociopath and still love me?
Well besides myself of course but that's a given.
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