Anon Review replies- Tenshi: Well I will be writing three different endings for it, so you will see ;)

blackbleedingrose539: lol, I will definitely be continuing this story!

kitteninthemoonlight: I got so many varied responses and suggestions that were all so good I just decided to write three different endings =D

Dot: This isn't an 'Ichigo falling in love with his rapist' story... even the 'happy' ending would be a bit dark. Plus I think falling in love with the rapist is a bit cliche so I wanted to put my own spin on it. But thank you for your support! =)

Bon-Bon Baby: Not exactly like a werewolf... but that's kind of important to the later plot, so I won't say too much! Oh, and about the TyrxIchigo one shot. I am more familiar with Greek gods than Norse which is why I wanted to use them, but I didn't want to change Tyr's name, that's all!

ktay: haha, Kenpachi as a pimp... argh! My eyes!

Uindo: You will see ;) In two of the ending Ichigo will end up with Kenpachi, but one of them is going to be very angsty.

Jasminrt: One of the ending will be a StarrkxIchigo.

Hollow way: None of my endings (all three of them) will be sappy. This is a dark fic and definitely leans on the 'hurt' more than the 'comfort.'

Mushu: That's an important part of the story that will be brought up, and a few ppl guessed already =D I think you will enjoy the StarrkxIchigo ending, then.

Velveteen rabbit: Don't worry, even a 'happy' ending with Kenpachi isn't going to be fluffy and sunshine and daisies... this is a dark story and the ending will reflect that.

Cuteuke: I always feel bad about Ichi, but I quickly get over it =3

NotImpressed: Right, you didn't sign in to insult me which means you don't actually care enough about your opinion to stand behind it. Reviewing anonymously to actually review the story is one thing because I adore my anon reviewers as well as my normal reviewers, but being a jerk in anon reviews is an entirely different story. I give LOTS of warning in this story and even have a warning in the summary that this contains rape. I don't condone rape or force ppl to read this story so yours complaints are unwarranted.

Toraus: Thank you =D

When I say that there is going to be RAPE in this story, what I mean is that Kenpachi is going to fuck Ichigo without Ichigo's consent. Ichigo may physically be forced to like some of it, but it is still rape. I DO NOT CONDONE RAPE! Holy shit, I cannot believe that some people think because I write stories about rape it means that I am okay with it happening in real life- FALSE. That is seriously messed up. Rape is NOT a good thing; this is just make believe, okay? If you have problems separating reality and fantasy, please don't read this story, and leave it alone for those who like it.

Beta'd by Warrior Nun- Say thankee-sai! For those who can tell me where I got that WITHOUT googling for it, I will write you an uke Ichigo one shot =D

Berserker: Part 2

It was nightfall before they reached the cave. It was in the perfect location which was close to water and the forest was full of animals. The opening to the cave wasn't very large although the cavern itself was. It was connected to two other caverns, one of which that had an underground river running through it. The other was great for storing food because it was cold and would make it spoil slower.

It had apparently not been discovered by anyone else, human or animal since he had been gone. His small storage of dried meat was still there as well as the many skins he used to keep warm in the winter. There were drawings on the wall that Yachiru did, mostly of him and her, killing animals or people.

He wanted to take his mate again. The pheromones he was releasing were intoxicating, but his mate hadn't healed yet. He was also shaking and a little cold from wearing nothing but Kenpachi's wolf pelt all day in the dreary weather. Kenpachi didn't start a fire because he didn't want to risk giving away his position before he was fully prepared to handle those who wanted Ichigo back.

He was also more than frustrated that their bond hadn't taken yet. He assumed it as because his mate hadn't cum at the same time he did. So Kenpachi went about the preparations to get his mate to be more…comfortable. He covered him in animal skins to get him warm and gave him a little bit, but not too much meat. He fed it to him directly instead of letting Ichigo feed himself.

"I can do it!" Ichigo growled in irritation and tried to take it from him, but Kenpachi wouldn't let him. After awhile Ichigo gave up and let him. Kenpachi held him in his lap so Ichigo was facing him and put the dried meat in between his teeth to give it to him. Ichigo could feel and see the erection Kenpachi was sporting, but didn't comment on it.

He brought the water to Ichigo instead of making him go get it. Ichigo swallowed it hesitantly, not really sure why Kenpachi was acting like this. So far he had seemed only intent on hurting his mate and- fuck, was Ichigo calling himself Kenpachi's mate now, too? Like hell he was!

Ichigo squirmed in the surprisingly comfortable bed of skin. Ichigo was so tired and he just wanted to sleep, but that was almost impossible with the berserker lying there beside him. He was flush up against Ichigo's back, both of them completely naked. He was also nuzzling Ichigo's hair and lapping at his throat and whatever other flesh was easy to reach.

Ichigo's breath quickened as Kenpachi reached around to find his cock. He palmed it surprisingly gently, cupping his balls and dancing his fingers along Ichigo's length. It actually felt good, and Ichigo furrowed his brow at the thought. This was a fucking berserker; there was no way in hell he was going to willingly let this man do anything to him.

Fingers nudged at his mouth. Ichigo tried to keep them clamped shut, but Kenpachi growled dangerously. "This is for you, not me. So open your fucking mouth."

Ichigo opened his mouth. The fingers were clean from bringing the water to Ichigo earlier. They were long and thick and the nails were sharp. Ichigo wasn't sure that he wanted to be prepared by those things… but then again, it probably wasn't as bad as not being prepared.

He whimpered when the fingers prodded his entrance and nudged inside. Kenpachi sucked on the bite mark he had made earlier and stretched Ichigo apart, minding his nails to make sure he didn't scratch Ichigo. He was still very tight, but once Kenpachi started to open him up it wasn't quite as bad. Perhaps he wouldn't tear him this time.

He removed the fingers and rolled Ichigo onto his stomach, making him stiffen. "Ken-Kenpachi, wait," Ichigo pleaded and Kenpachi felt a thrill go through him of his name on his mate's lips. "Please don't!"

He ignored the protests, however, and remembered to use his saliva to cover his erection in it and then pressed in. Ichigo cried out and wiggled around, fighting against the pain and Kenpachi himself. It was different this time though, Kenpachi continued to stroke his erection and thrust in and out of him without the primal violence he had before.

It felt good.

Kenpachi nudged at the bite wound with his nose and licked at it so forcefully that he started to open it once more. He huffed in irritation that his mate bled so easily and cleaned up the blood dutifully while his mate squirmed underneath him. He seemed to enjoy Kenpachi stroking him so he continued to do it although he longed to take his hand back in order to use both of them to grip Ichigo's hips.

He began to lose control again and got rougher and rougher with his thrusts. His mate whimpered but his cock throbbed in the berserker's hand so he decided it wasn't hurting Ichigo too much. He gnawed on Ichigo's shoulder while carefully not breaking the skin and tried to aim for the angle that made Ichigo moan in that pleasurable way.

He could feel the height of his sex coming and his mate began to breathe faster as well. He also felt the bond trying to catch, too. It was like it was feeling Ichigo's defenses and trying to find just the right part to grab a hold of and never let go.

Now Kenpachi was trying to hold back coming, waiting for just the right time when Ichigo came as well. He pumped Ichigo faster in frustration because he couldn't really fuck him like he longed to do now. He cupped Ichigo's balls and gave them a light squeeze, and then finally Ichigo was cuming.

His mate clenched around him and Kenpachi came as well, groaning gruffly at the clenching heat around him. His mate was breathing harshly and through the new bond Kenpachi could feel shame. It made him confused. Why was his mate ashamed of being with Kenpachi? If anything he should be proud because Kenpachi was such a strong mate.

He raised his hand to his mouth and licked up his mate's cum. It was thinner than it was in the beginning, but that was to be expected. He pulled out of his mate without care and he could sense the echo of pain in his mate's head. It wasn't that he actually felt the pain; it was just that he was aware that his mate felt it.

He pushed off the animal skins so he didn't feel so stifled and smothered and got to work cleaning his mate. Ichigo moaned and writhed at the sensation, trying to muffle his whimpers when Kenpachi tested the damage with his fingers. He felt the echo of it in his head and he frowned. He couldn't figure out if he wanted to hurt his mate more just to get him to make those noises or if he didn't want to sense his pain. It wasn't like Kenpachi actually felt it.

This time Kenpachi didn't make Ichigo clean him up as well. Ichigo was already falling asleep and there would be really no point to it. So he did it himself and then covered them both with the skins, then spooned against Ichigo. He was going to make damn certain that Ichigo wasn't going to escape from him in the night. Yeah, that was what he was doing.

When Ichigo woke up he was sore and achy and there was a hard cock pressed up against him. He wanted to at least shift around and stretch, but the berserker's arms were wrapped around him firmly and securely. He also had to take a piss.

Ichigo tried to squirm carefully out of Kenpachi's arms, but in a second Kenpachi was awake and growled.

"Trying to escape again?" Kenpachi said dangerously and Ichigo grew frantic.

"No! I just had to go piss!" It was strange, but Ichigo felt like he could sense Kenpachi's anger, in some way he couldn't explain.

Kenpachi felt the truth through their bond and relaxed slightly. He stood up with Ichigo still in his arms, but had to put him down to roll the boulder to the side which blocked the mouth of the cave. It was much bigger than the last one and he needed both arms to move it.

He wouldn't leave Ichigo alone even when he had to get rid of his body's waste, which was both frustrating and embarrassing to Ichigo. Kenpachi did, however, give him privacy by turning around. It wouldn't do Ichigo any good to try and escape, anyway.

When Ichigo was finished he was promptly thrown over Kenpachi's shoulder and carried to a lake and thrown in. Ichigo sputtered and gasped as he broke the surface. The water wasn't too cold, but he wasn't expecting it. Kenpachi dove in after him, so Ichigo decided it wasn't some sort of sick torture that Kenpachi had devised.

Instead he was held firmly against Kenpachi as he was scrubbed roughly down with Kenpachi's hands and dunked under without warning to scrub his hair. Ichigo coughed when he came back up, but Kenpachi didn't care. Ichigo didn't really mind it until two fingers were jammed inside of him and scraped against his inner walls.

Once more he was struggling to get away while Kenpachi held him still and growled in his ear. His head felt weird, like he was feelings things that weren't his own feelings. As pained and scared as he was, there was a sense of elation within him. But it wasn't like he was actually feeling it, it was like he was sensing it in a distant, out of body sort of way.

Kenpachi wanted to mount his mate again. He could feel Beltane pressing close at hand and it made him even hornier. When the time came, he wouldn't let Ichigo rest at all. He would take him constantly without even pulling out. His mate would be very happy once he found out about the pup growing inside of him and together they would search for Yachiru. Then their family would be complete.

The Berserker nuzzled his mate's wet hair and removed his fingers only to replace them with his cock. Ichigo whined into his ear and raked his nails down Kenpachi's back as he was swiftly penetrate. Kenpachi huffed and gave a reprimanding nip to his mate's neck for the slight pain. It only took him a moment to realize that part of it was his awareness of Ichigo's pain.

"'Owww…" Ichigo mumbled and shifted to cling tighter to Kenpachi. His feet couldn't reach at this depth and he was too tired to tread water. "Hurrrrtttsss…"

"Why are you so weak!?" Kenpachi snarled in aggravation. He was frustrated that every time he did something to his mate, he hurt him. It was obviously all Ichigo's fault, and he damn well better stop it, because the echoing pain made it hard for Kenpachi to concentrate. He felt the need to soothe his mate and stop the pain rather than inflict it, while his erection begged to differ.

So he ignored his mate's pain and thrust madly inside of the oranget, using the water to making the penetration smoother than before. He brushed the pleasure spot in Ichigo and grinned broadly when his mate shrieked in not-pain and felt it through their bond. Satisfied with his mate once more, Kenpachi rewarded him by kissing his lips lightly and then stroking his erection.

This seemed to make Ichigo even more distressed, but Kenpachi could tell that it wasn't harming him. At least not physically. He moaned and writhed and gasped at Kenpachi's actions which made Kenpachi even happier. When Ichigo cummed, Kenpachi did as well from the tight heat clenching around him.

Kenpachi lapped at Ichigo's lips, not quite kissing him, but close. Ichigo didn't say anything against it and Kenpachi cleaned him up again dutifully. Ichigo sniffled and rest his cheek on Kenpachi's shoulder. Kenpachi stared down at him in confusion as he felt the hurt and anxiety. He hesitantly wrapped his arms around his mate and held him securely as he got out of the lake. He simply sat down on a bolder on the edge to dry in the sun and waited for his mate to do… something.

But he didn't do anything. Kenpachi was confused by his feelings of shame, hurt and anxiety and wanted them to go away. His mate needed something like comfort and Kenpachi wasn't sure how to give it. Feelings like that weren't worth anything to Kenpachi. Anger, energy, lust, power- these were things Kenpachi could understand, not tears and hurt.

It made him angry. Without pausing to think about it he dealt with his mate the only way he knew how, the only way he had ever done it with Ichigo.

Ichigo screamed shrilly as Kenpachi lifted him up and pushed him down. They had just had sex so he was somewhat stretched, but it didn't help the pain. Kenpachi whispered in his ear as the wolf-man's hands forced his hips to rock and twist. Ichigo was startled by the fact that Kenpachi spoke rather than made mindless noises to get across his pleasure or displeasure.

Kenpachi told him about his plans to get him 'full with child' and how much he loved being in Ichigo's 'tight heat' and how Ichigo 'was all his' and he would kill anyone who tried to take him away. Ichigo preferred the mindless noises to this.

The way Kenpachi made his body move was horrifyingly pleasurable. Once he got over the initial pain that Kenpachi inflicted, he realized it didn't hurt as bad as his first time. Still hurt, but the rocking and the way Kenpachi slid him over his cock at a certain angle made him go wild with need.

He heard someone whimper and sob wantonly and realized it was him. "Oh god, 'Pachi, feels so good, theretherethereTHERE!" It was embarrassing how fast he would cum when Kenpachi put in actual effort to make him feel good.

They were dirty, again, but Kenpachi simply pressed him to lie flat on the boulder and feasted on his entrance. The bolder reminded Ichigo of the first time Kenpachi took Ichigo, which wasn't a pleasant thought. It was such agony compared to now; it was like getting your arm ripped off versus a mosquito bite.

Kenpachi thrust his tongue in and scraped his teeth against the puckered hole, making Ichigo yelp and arch his back. Without even knowing it, Ichigo's hands buried themselves in Kenpachi's hair and encouraged him to stay there. Ichigo panted and twisted his hips, moaning and whimpering when Kenpachi cleaned up his genitals as well.

Then it was his turn. He was pushed onto his knees in the dirt and he knelt eye level with Kenpachi's cock with Kenpachi sitting down. Ichigo knew better than to wait for Kenpachi to force him to do it. That would be much more unpleasant. Therefore Ichigo hesitantly cleaned Kenpachi up.

The taste didn't bother Ichigo as much as the scent. Up close Ichigo could smell his musky pheromone scent even clearer even though they just got cleaned up. It wasn't a bad smell, but it made Ichigo quiver and want to smell more. That was not normal. No fucking way.

Kenpachi grew erect under Ichigo's licks that drove him wild with their gentles and sometimes nuzzling. It felt so damn good, but Kenpachi was being driven insane. It was too damn much for him to bear. He didn't take it out on Ichigo's ass this time, but instead guided Ichigo by the chin to open more. He grabbed his erection and nudged against those plump lips which begged to be ravaged.

Since Ichigo already knew it was coming he felt a little prepared for it, at least. He still choked when Kenpachi abruptly pushed his head down and he was forced to deep throat. He gagged and automatically swallowed around him, making Kenpachi shudder and clench at his hair.

Despite Ichigo taking as much of it as he could, there were still several inches left. Ichigo timidly reached a hand up and stroked that extra bit of exposed skin. Kenpachi groaned and Ichigo relaxed a little as he was not forced to take more. He wiggled his tongue against the underside of 'Pachi's cock and swallowed the excess saliva in his mouth to let Kenpachi slide from his mouth.

Kenpachi looked murderous at the action, but Ichigo quickly swallowed the head of his cock. He was uncut, so Ichigo had to push back the foreskin to properly get at the head. He lapped at the skin underneath and pressed his tongue against the slit already leaking precum. Ichigo realized he was actually enjoying pleasuring Kenpachi a few moments before he came. He automatically swallowed the cum and tried not to wrinkle his nose at the taste.

Ichigo rested his head on Kenpachi's thigh, trying hard not to throw up when Kenpachi picked him up and threw him over his shoulder. Ichigo didn't bother to fight it and simple wiggled to try and find a position that didn't make his stomach hurt even more. Kenpachi grunted and let him slip down so he was held in his arms instead. Ichigo held his tongue from the anger he felt and simply scowled instead.

He was only set down twice- once for Kenpachi to open the entrance to the cave and secondly to drop him on the numerous animal skins. Then Kenpachi turned to leave and Ichigo panicked.

"Where are you going!?" Ichigo said before he could stop himself.

Kenpachi grunted and turned to look at the oranget. He felt the panic and fear his mate's felt through their bond and was confused by it. He hated being confused.

"I'm going hunting, so you can eat and be more fertile for Beltane," Kenpachi said bluntly and Ichigo's eyes widened. "I'll be back soon."

Ichigo thought that it was just sex talk before when Kenpachi mentioned him with a pup, but apparently he was very serious. Beltane was no laughing matter. It was a very powerful time of the year for conceiving young and was used to make even males pregnant with the magic of it. Back at the village some of the other guys talked about Ichigo participating in the female aspect of it as well, but it looked like he was going to be here with Kenpachi instead.

In the village on Beltane, the males (or dominant females) went on The Hunt for the females (or submissive males). The females would run into the forest and the males would chase after them. Whoever caught the female or male they wanted was allowed to mate with each other. It meant different things to different people. For some it meant a quick fuck that felt amazing. For others like Ichigo, it would signify a life long bond that would not be taken lightly, as well as possible pregnancy.

Once Ichigo actually considered it because the idea of his own family made him happy, but now all he felt was fear and apprehension.

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Alright, as some of you guys may already know, I will be writing three alternative endings for this fic. One ending will be bad, and two will be happy (At least somewhat.) The end pairing for one bad and one happy ending will be KenpachixIchigo like I originally intended. The happy one will be StarrkxIchigo. I don't want to give out specifics, but I will tell you that the bad/unhappy ending is the one that I originally intended to write because it's what I imagined, and I felt that the original author intended as well. However I see so many possibilities to take with this that I felt three alternate endings would be doable, too.

Please give me your opinion on this matter!