I woke up to darkness. I rubbed my eyes and sat up. "Edward?" I moaned. No one answered. I was alone? I got up and tried to find the door. Then I realized I wasn't even in my house. Alice came in the room and turned on the light.

"Bella! Lay back down!" She ordered and put me back in Edward's Bed. Why was everyone so over protective now?

"I'm fine Alice. What happen why am here?" I asked. I sat back up and she got quiet. "Edward just wants you here is all. To make sure, with Carlisle being a doctor and all. Nothing to worry about promise." She said and kissed my head. "Now lay back down, the sooner you get better to sooner our shopping trip will be" she lay-ed me back down and smiled.

Something was up but what? Alice normally never lies to me. She smiled and bounced out of the room. I got back up and went over to the door. I cracked It open to look around. "You can't sneak around Bella, it's not possible in a house of vampires." I turned my head and Jasper was standing next to me.

I sighed and opened the door. I was waiting for him to tell me to go lay back down but instead he was staring down at the stairs. "What your not gonna tell me to go lay back down?" He shook his head and smiled. "Your not a very obedient human, you'll just try to come out again."

He was right, I wanted to know what was going on, I felt so left out. Jasper looked at me and calmed me down. "I know you feel that way Bella, but trust me it's for your own good, just let us take care of everything, you'll be fine."

"Yeah yeah.." I nodded. My throat was so dry. I took a deep breath and started coughing. Edward was in front of me holding a glass of water. When I finally stopped I looked at him. He was horrified but angry at the same time. Horrified about whatever was wrong with me no one would say, and angry cause I kept trying to find out. I didn't know.

He picked me up and brought me back over to the bed. "Can't you please just stay here and rest?" I stared at him, he was doing well at hiding whatever emotion I saw before.

"Edward, what's wrong me? Why is Alice lying to me, and Jasper-" He put his finger to my lips to stop me. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath. "Bella, calm down, your fine. I want you to just please rest, if you need something I'll get it for you. Alice just doesn't like the thought of you sick either. And Jasper, well I don't know."

"Is what Alice said true?"

"Yes, just in case anything happens Carlisle is here. Don't worry about it my love." He brushed his hand against me cheek and got up.

"Where are you going?" He sighed and lay-ed down next to me. I curled up against him and he held me. I couldn't go back to sleep, I couldn't even close my eyes. I knew for a fact I didn't have the flew, but what?

I pulled away from him and tried to get up. He grabbed my arm and pulled me back down. "Edward… I think I'm fine enough to walk." He wasn't looking at me though. He was staring at the door. I followed his eyes. Was he expecting someone to come in?

I pulled away from him once more, if he was in some twilight zone I could sneak off and get to Emmett, I'm sure he would tell me.

I sat up and was just about to stand when I was against the bed once more. Edward was on top me holding me down. He looked calm but I could tell I was pushing it now.

"Would you please stop trying to get up. Your making it hard to relax." He said. I tried to move my arms but he was holding them down to the bed. He was serious.

"Edward.. I just.." I had to think, Somehow he had to let me leave. "I have to go to the bathroom?" It sounded more like I was asking for permission then telling him. I didn't like the way his eyes looked.

I'm sure he could tell I was lying, I was a terrible lier. He leaned down and kissed me till I couldn't think straight anymore. He put his lips to my ear "Now we both know that's a lie, stop trying to force yourself , just rest, you'll be better soon." He sounded like he was trying to convince him self more than me.

I sighed and gave up, Jasper was right, I couldn't sneak around a house full of vampires with super sonic hearing. Edward let go of me and stood up.

"I'll be back soon, Alice is down the hall if you need someone." And he was gone. Alice would probably see me trying to get to Emmett. I closed my eyes and started whispering Emmett's name.

Soon enough he was in the room. I could tell when I felt the bed plop more to one side. I opened my eyes and he was sitting on the other end of the bed.

"Emmett!!" I sat up and wrapped my arms around him. He laughed and hugged me back. "What ya need Bella?" He asked. "Well I was wondering if you knew why everyone was over protective, and stuff. No one will tell me anything."

"Well I'm not really suppose to tell you.." He said . I made a sad face, "Please I'll do whatever you want"

He seemed to have to think then he had a huge smile on his face. "You let me win the arm wrestling match when you're a new born." I nodded.

"Ok well you have some kind of disease that only Jacob's blood can cure or something like that, but he won't do it." A disease only Jacob could cure what the hell? "They didn't tell me everything probably for this reason." He shrugged.

" But can't I just be changed?" He shook his head. "Carlisle said that would only mean it would never go away. And you wouldn't be a healthy vampire"

I sighed. "Thanks Emmett." He nodded and got up and left. What kind of disease could I possibly have? It made no sense at all. I lay-ed back down and closed my eyes. Jacob doesn't want me to be okay? Does he hate me that much.

Then again maybe Emmett was right and they just told him something. Otherwise Alice would have stopped it right.

I just wanted answers I knew I'd never get. I could find some way to get to Jake. No imposable. Maybe it's all just a dream, and what Edward said about people dying from the flew just still had me in a nightmare. Well either way I wanted to wake up soon.