Artist:
Evanescence
Song:
Snow White Queen
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This was all her fault. Everything in his mind was her fault. She brought this upon herself, and now denied it. Denied it with everything she was, everything that belonged to him. Her voice yelled it, her body expressed it, and her temper proved it. The way she didn't back down at his harsh words and violent nature was a perfect display of her defiance toward his controlling habits. Shew as perfect, perfect for him. Everyone else could find flaws in her, but he loved those flaws, he coveted them, they were his to exploit, his to control, his and no one else's. But now, now he wasn't so sure. He still wanted her, needed her, but the thought of her not wanting or needing him enraged him. The thought of another man touching her in the way he did made his blood lust rise to dangerous heights. And it was all, her, fault.
She had wanted to go to Konaha and see her, "friend", that traitor. She wanted to take time away from her life, time away from him, and go see the person that loved her. In a way she did not love him. She said she wanted to pay him a visit and see how they were doing, apparently wanting to clear the water and make sure he knew they were just friends. Even though Gaara was delighted to hear that she wanted to get it through his thick skull that her and Sasuke were never going to be anything, he didn't want her going. With her being a Suna ninja now, she needed his permission to leave, and didn't give it to her. He knew that he could trust her, she would never betray him, but the voice of doubt was something that lived deep inside the minds of every human being on the face of the earth. He trusted her a lot, but he didn't trust him in the slightest. He was obsessed with her much like he was, but when Gaara staked his claim, he staked it well. The Uchiha had tried before to get Sakura in his grasp, and had failed. But he knew Sasuke's darker mind better then Sakura. He was the same way, in a sense. The thought of admitting that he was the same as that pest set sickly shivers up his spine. But he and Sasuke shared one thing in common; they never intended to lose. And with Sakura as the common ground to their ties to each other in this world, one would never see eye to eye with the other. He trusted his companion completely, she would never do anything that included him in a negative way, just the same as he did for her. It was harder to find good intention in his antics, but they were there, they always were. But he could put no trust in the Uchiha alone with Sakura. Even with her superb chakra control and perfect knowledge of the human body and its weak points, Sasuke was still faster, stronger, and a quick thinker in a battle or chase scenario. If he wanted to do something and no one was around, he most likely could. And the thought terrified him. It shook him to his very core. The thought of another man touching her enraged him, but that was if it was her doing as well, but if she had it forced upon her, it would harm her in a way that he might not be able to undo. If she was touched in a way with nothing but greedy intent and selfish need of satisfaction, she may never look at him as a man the same way again. And that thought made him sick to his stomach. When he coupled with her it was for his own pleasure yes, if there wasn't his own need involved they would never partake in such an act. But he mostly did it for her, and her own reassurance that he cared for her to an extent that she did not even know. She loved it to say the least, they would lay awake after a night of passion play and she would just start rambling on and on. He found her inner thoughts and feeling fascinating and he would lay next to her and listen intently, playing with her hair, letting her complain, and talk about her interests, her job, her friends, her habits. Anything she had on her mind, he listened to with great interest. It was his time to love her, to beg her in his own way to stay with him. She belonged to him, but if she didn't want to, it would destroy him.
And now she wanted to leave him behind alone in his village to see the very man who broke her heart and made her childhood a living hell in it's own sense. Her caring for him was fine, her wanting the best for him was acceptable, talking and interacting with a former teammate was also fine with him, but her being with him alone, was not. And she was mortified that she denied her the right she had to see her friends.
Stoplight lock the door Don't look back Undress in the dark And hide from you All of you"How the hell can you say no?" she asked. Her voice clearly showing her objection to his reply.
"I don't want you seeing him alone. I don't trust him" he stated simply. Not fazed by her impassive face. It had not been the first time she displayed her anger to him and would surely not be the last.
"You don't trust him? He's my teammate and my friend, I have a right" she spat at him.
"You do not have a right to leave the village without my permission and I will not give you that" he said, clearly having a problem holding his temper at her defiance to his will.
"You don't get it do you?" she asked in utter disbelief. "I just want to talk to him. I just want to clear things up, then I'll be back" it was hopeless to try and get him to change his mind when it came to Sasuke, but she never liked to accept defeat.
Gaara stood from the table in the kitchen. They were at home and he did not want this kind of talk in his house. "You will not go and that's that" he stated sharply. "You don't know what he would do if you were alone with him" he stated more quietly, trying to make her understand his worry.
"What on earth would he do?" she asked, angered that he thought so low of her teammate. "He knows that I don't feel that way for him anymore, I just want to make sure that he moves on!"
"Move on?" he snapped. "Move on? Why on earth would he move on? He's obsessed with you! He needs you Sakura. Why can't you see this?" he yelled.
"He dose not! He just needs a little push in the right direction! That's all!" she retaliated.
"His little push in the right direction to him is you getting pushed away from me! He wants you to leave me! Because then you'll go to him!" he roared, not fully aware of what his anger was making him say. "If you go to be alone with him you don't know what he might do to you!"
"And you do?" she yelled. "How would you know? You never spent the years with him that I have, you don't know him like I do!"
"I know him a hell of a lot better then you! I know what he want's to do, what he wishes he could do, and I know the way he thinks of you!" he pounded his fist into the wall, cracking it and making Sakura jump slightly, unused to his physical outbursts to her when he was angry. He normally just yelled and yelled, and then left. This was really getting to him. "He wants everything you give to me!"
You'll never know the way your words have haunted me I can't believe you'd ask these things of me (ever and ever) You don't know me (ever and ever) Now and ever "I would never give him anything like that!" she yelled. Appalled that he thought she would do such a things as adultery, it was for below her and she knew it would only hurt him, and herself. "And I cant believe you don't trust me!" "I trust you Sakura, but I don't trust him" he said, trying to get her to understand what he meant by his words. But she just wasn't getting it. "I only want whats best for you and this isn't it!" "You think you know whats best for me? Your not me! I'm an adult I can make my own decision!" she spat. Gaara lost his temper. "Not when your in my village you cant! You are mine! You belong to me! And you are not going to run off to that, that thing, and plant little bits of hope in his think head!" he roared. The air churning around him from his chakra, the wind outside started to pick up and the sand began it's unusual behavior that only happened when the Kazekage was pissed, really, really pissed. "What if I don't even want to belong to you, huh?" she saw the anger rise dangerously fast in his eyes. "I am not a possession!" she stated with fury burning behind her eyes. Sand burst through the door and swarmed in the house. The wind was howling outside blew it's way into the house. Gaara stood there, wind and sand raging around him, glaring. His hands were fisted at his side, his loose clothing and hair blew in the raging winds, and his eyes were solid, glaring, deadly. He tensed up and focused all of his emotion on the defiant, and enraged woman before him and spoke slowly in a low voice, dripping anger. "You, belong, to me!" he roared. You belong to me My snow white queen There's nowhere to run So let's just get it over Soon I know you'll see You're just like me Don't scream anymore my love 'cause all I want is you Sakura gasped in fear. He rarely got this way with her. He only yelled and then walked out, only to come back later that night or the next morning and make a sorry excuse for an apology, but an apology none the less. He wasn't good with admitting that he was wrong, it seemed to be against him, but he tried very hard when it came to her, and that was usually all it took for her to accept the attempt. But this time was different. This time, he was really mad. This time he let his anger get the best of him in her presence, that never happened. The sand that swirled around him and the howling wind was a terrifying thing in itself, but when it coupled with his demonic and sadistic angered aura, and his deep scowl and obvious fury, it was simply horrifying. All the she wanted was to see Sasuke, was that so much to ask? His sand was out of control, his aura was deadly, and his look was menacing. She was afraid of him, for the first time in years she was afraid of him, but she knew why he was like this. He was afraid for her. He didn't trust Sasuke alone with her. But she would never betray him, or anything close to that. She loved him, he just needed to be reminded of that. But she was scared, and didn't know how to calm him down from this point if internal rage he had. "Gaara!" she yelled, fear obvious in her voice. He didn't listen, she could sense his chakra signature getting darker. "Gaara please, stop!" she begged, backing away from him and bumping up against the counter. She closed her eyes tight and brought her hands up to cover her ears, not wanting to hear the sand ad wind that was a product of his anger. "Please Gaara, please stop!" Wake up in a dream Frozen fear All your hands on me I can't scream I can't scream She was afraid, just like she should be. Gaara moved quickly, getting to Sakura's side in an instant. He grabbed her hands and tore then away from her ears. She gasped and looked at him with wide eyes. She realized that she was sitting on the counter. 'When did I get up here?' she thought. He grabbed her knees and pulled them around his waist. Sakura gasped at the contact, not expecting him to do this now of all times. "Gaara?" she gasped out. He had his head lowered and was looking toward the floor, dark energy still radiating from his body. The sand was starting to settle and the wind was starting to die down as he did his best to compose himself. "Wha-What are you doing?" she asked out of breath, taken completely off guard at his way dealing with his anger. "This" he said sharply. "This is what he want's" he sounded like he was pleading to her, begging her to understand. He brought his hands around her body and pulled her close, burying his face into her neck. Sakura's hands were trapped against his chest as her face was pointing to the ceiling, giving more access. He spoke in a hushed voice against her neck, almost to quiet for her to hear, almost. "And I don't want to give him this" "Gaara," she started to say, trying to ignore the way his body felt against hers, but he cut her off. "You don't know how he thinks of you Sakura, and I don't blame you for that, I just don't want you to go off alone with that man and end up getting hurt" he pulled her closer, trying to mold them together, Sakura tried to free her hands. The sand was almost completely at ease now, and the wind had stopped. "I cant ignore the twisted way he thinks about you even though your with me." I can't escape the twisted way you think of me I feel you in my dreams and I don't sleep (ever and ever) I don't sleep (ever and ever) "Gaara," she whispered, taking her hands away from his chest and bringing them to coup the sides of his face. "I would never do anything like that" she said quietly, sweetly, trying to get him to understand. "I could never betray you like that, or in any way for that matter" he brought his hand around from her back and placed it over hers, leaning into her touch and closing his eyes. "It's not you I don't trust, it's him" he said quietly, turning his head to kiss the base of her palm, making her shudder. A blush creeped across her face and she tried to hide it. Gaara knew Sasuke could only dream of seeing this reaction from her by his hands, but he still hated to think of it. "It may not even be a choice for you when it all comes down to it" he heard her breath hitch, she had understood the meaning of that at least. He looked at her with those intense jade eyes and her blush deepened. "Do you really want to get this from another man?" he asked. Using one hand to pull her closer to him, while he trailed light kissed down other arm. Sakura gasped when he pulled her closer, deepening the contact he had with her. She thought about what he had said. If another man did this to her, she would feel dirty, violated, and afraid. But when he did, she felt adored, cherished, and safe in his arms. He was the only one to make her feel like that, and that's how she liked it. He looked at her and tried his best to think of something to say that would make her stay. She was his, she belonged to him, and he didn't want her going away from him, ever. He was nothing without her. You belong to me My snow white queen There's nowhere to run So let's just get it over Soon I know you'll see You're just like me Don't scream anymore my love 'cause all I want is you She wrapped her arms around his neck and he held her close. She shook her head and answered his question. "No, never" she said, entangling her hands in his blood red hair. He grasped her hips and pulled her against him once again, putting the right amount of pressure on the spot he knew she liked. He breathed a soft moan and gripped him more tightly, securing him in her legs. He kissed his way from her collar bone to the base of her neck, then up to the hallow under her ear. She tilted her head to the side to give more access. He spoke in a low voice, full of satisfaction and desire. "Good" he entwined his fingers in her soft hair and puller her to look at him before leaning down and claiming her lips in a hard, yet living kiss. Sakura moaned at the feel of his body pressed to hers. He was a great kisser and he knew it. And more often then not, he used his knowledge to his advantage and overtook her senses before she could ever voice a complaint, not that she would be complaining anyway. He drove her crazy in the greatest way she could ever imagine, and again, he knew it. Sometimes him knowing things just wasn't fair. But then again, deep down she liked it when he overpowered her. It made her feel alive and desired, wanted and powerful. She had to be if she could bring the almighty Kazekage stop his work in the middle of work and come seek her out, for no reason really. But he tended to do it on a rare but regular basis. But now she was content with just being against him, letting him do as he pleased. She was doing just what she always did. Letting him have his way with her. Just the way he like and d the way he knew she liked it. She could bring him to his knees if she wanted to, just the thought of her would keep him from work. But she never chose to. And he was fine with that. He held her close to him and kissed her thoroughly, taking her breath away. She moved with him just like always, edging him him on just like always, and driving him mad, just like always. Every time they were together he lost his mind in the way she felt, and how responsive she was, and how she would say his name while he worked his magic. It drove him to the brink of insanity, and he loved it. I can't save your life Though nothing I bleed for is more tormenting I'm losing my mind And you just stand there and stare as my world divides Sakura was lost in sensation after sensation as the man above her did everything in his power to remind her who she chose to love, and live for. He did a very convincing job, he always did. He payed close attention to her body, and made her feel things that other woman would kill to feel. He gave her things no no else could, gave her himself, his love, his heart, his time, and his devotion. It was more then enough really, but he never ceased to give her everything to make her happy. He put his time into what they did in the bedroom. He didn't just hope up and just have the 'okay lets get this over with' attitude. It was more like the 'I want to see how long I can make this last, and maybe I'll even beat my old record' kind of attitude. She inwardly giggled at his male pride he took so high when it came to pleasuring his woman. But she was quickly distracted from her own little distraction as Gaara noticed her wondering mind, and brought her back to reality. He moved against her, inside her, touching her, caressing her, everything. He knew were she liked to be touched, knew what made her tick, and knew what blew her mind. She didn't really know when they got into the bedroom, but they were there now, and she was pressed against the soft bedding, being held in such a loving and protective way, she really didn't care much for the world around her except the man above her, Gaara. Her Gaara, her sadistic lover, her own personal tamed demon. He made sure not to be too rough with her, she was breakable, anything was compared to him, but she was tougher then a lot of things which came in handy, since he had a bad habit of breaking things all the time. He cradled her just right, held her tight enough to make her feel at one with him, whispered sweet nothings in her ear that made her blush and feel so wonderful about herself that all of her self consciousness flew out the window. She was his, she belonged to him and she knew that he liked to think that way, and she openly let him. She was his after all. And she liked that fact. And so did he. Say you belong to me My snow white queen There's nowhere to run So let's just get it over Soon I know you'll see You're just like me Don't scream anymore my love 'cause all I want is you Sakura lay in the bed next to her hot headed love and snuggled closer to him. He had his arm around her and was staring at the ceiling, something he had a habit of doing. She leaned up on her elbow and looked at him, watching as he averted his attention to her. "Gaara?" she asked quietly. "Hm?" he replied lazily. "I still want to go see Sasuke, but I'd be willing to compromise" she suggested. "Oh really?" he asked a little playfully. She smiled and nodded her head. "What did you have in mind?" he asked wearily. "Well what if you just come with me?" she said with a smile, her beautiful smile that always left him breathless. He smiled at her and pulled her closer to kiss her gently and lay her down in her spot next to him. She snuggled up to him again and began to feel the effects of sleepiness over taking her sences as she made herself more comfortable. "I think I would like that very much" She smiled at his answer. "I love you Gaara" he let her words sink in, like he always did when she told him such things. He took a deep breath and sighed it out with a smile. "I love you too Sakura" all I want is you all I want is you all I want is you (Forever and ever, ever and ever)×愛×▬▬▬×愛×▬▬▬×愛×▬▬▬×愛× End ×愛×▬▬▬×愛×▬▬▬×愛×▬▬▬×愛×
Was the ending bad?
I know the ending really didn't fit the meaning of the song that well, well it might have, I'm not sure. But anyway, I thought the ending kinda fit the lyrics soo...yeah.
Okay, so I decided that if anyone wants to give me a song that is good and creepy, take the first two for example, I might want to make that into a song fic. I'm running out of idea's. Sadistic songs are kinda hard to come by. Just a suggestion. I'm going on vacation and I wont be back till the 21st or the 22nd. Short I know, but then again I never get out hat much so I welcome it. So don't expect any updates till then on either of my stories.
I hope the format is good, I had to upload it twice, my first time got messed up, if it's still messed up, I'll redo it again after I get back from vacation!
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