AN: Hey guys sorry for the wait, and I'm sorry that the CHapter sucks but this is just the chapter to get the other things set up. It is what I'm calling the starter chapter.
HOW HAS SEEN NEVER SAY NEVER? omg didn't you just love it. I am not like an obsessed Justin person but I honestly loved it soooooo much and got very emotional when he was singing Down to Earth! It really shows how dedicated he is to what he does, but anyways...
Thanks so much for reading and I love you guyys so much!
DISCLAIMER: I do not own Sonny with a Chance, if I did I probably would not be on Fanfiction right now and CHANNY would still be together, oh and Chad would be acting more like he did when the show first started!
"Sonny?" I was snapped out of my train of thought by my boy friend Tyler.
"Huh what?" I said and snapped my head in his direction.
"You seem a little distracted today. Is everything okay?" he asked and took my hand. I try to smile but fail and end up frowning.
"No everything is not okay. It hasn't been for a long time now. Anyone with eyes could see that." I said a little bit louder then I meant to. I then took my hand away and ran out of the cafeteria ignoring all the looks that people had been giving me. I haven't really cared about the looks I got from people though since the day I entered my depression.
I ran as fast as I could to mine and Tawni's dressing room, my eyes watering the whole time. Once I was safe in the door I sat down on our leopard print couch like thing and just started to cry. I let the tears fall as they came, I haven't done this in a while so there were quite a lot.
I didn't even notice that someone had been standing in the frame of the door on my side of the dressing room until I looked up and saw blue eyes looking at me. Looking into those eyes made the tears start to flow even more. In a split second I remembered everything that had happened between us through our entire relationship: Our first date, our first kiss, the first "I love you", the break up, and everything in between came flowing into my thoughts.
I turned my head away from him and sunk deeper into the couch slowly calming myself. Once I got myself under control I looked up to see him gone. I slowly got up and walked over to my vanity and started to re apply my makeup.
As I was doing this I started to hold my breath, holding it for as long as I could without hurting myself. I had told Chad about the in the letter and he probably thought I was psycho! The truth is, I think I am. All I ever do is cry or hold my breath, I can't even focus on the show. I am amazed I haven't been fired yet.
When I was done with my makeup, I went to the stage and made it just in time for rehearsals. It was our first rehearsal of the week so I had no idea what was going on this week for the show. We got our scripts and I read through it, we were doing The Check it out girls, The real princesses of New Jersey, and Soy story, a sketch I had come up with forever ago. Wait, arn't there normally 4 sketches a show?
"Marshall, were is the fourth sketch?" I asked and the others all mumbled stuff like "yeah" and "i was thinking the same thing."
"Well there are a few details on that still need to be worked out. You will be getting that tomorrow. But for now, you have these and 2 hours to start memorizing, that is all for now. See you at 3." and with that he walked off and left us to memorize our scripts.
All 5 of us stood there not really knowing what to say or do, we just kinda stared at each other for a while. "Well, I'm gonna go work on memorizing my script." I said and headed toward the cafeteria. I didn't want to go to my dressing room because I knew Tawni would be there and I didn't feel like listening to her rants about my depression.
I walked in and went to the SO RANDOM table and sat down with my script. I pulled out my Ipod and shuffled the songs.
After about 30 minutes I had memorized all my lines and heard a voice say my name.
"Sonny?"
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I'd know that voice anywhere. I slowly opened my eyes and looked into the blue eyes of the guy who shattered my heart. I pulled out my ear buds and set my script down before answering back
"What do you want Chad?"
I didn't say it in a mean way, but it wasn't exactly nice either. It had a hint of annoyance, but also a longing to talk to him. The feeling in my head were so mixed I had no idea what I was feeling.
One thing that I was sure of was that the person who had been haunting my thoughts for the past 6 months was now talking to me for the first time since our breakup.
AN: yeah so it's not much but its something! The next chapter will be a lot longer and more eventful, this was just the "Starter" chapter!
Please reveiw and let me know what you wold like to see in this story! If you have an idea I like and I use it I will recognize you(:
