You Make My Dreams

AN: This is one of my favorite songs ever. The next 2 chapters are pretty good. I'll update at least 3 more times this week. I've got a psychology exam on Wednesday the 27th, wish me luck! Enjoy!

I got out of school early. I was too tired of everyone saying "I'm so sorry about your loss" to me. I'm tired of the fake pity.

"Why did Cam do this? Did he want to make my life harder? Did he ever care? That whole "Anything Could Happen" thing is just BS. I hate him. I've never hated someone more than I hate him," I thought.

"Maya, I'm taking you to get pizza," Katie commanded. She was wearing a black top and gaudy green pants. Good luck Jake.

"Ugh, just take me home!" I shouted.

"Dammit Maya, you don't do anything anymore! You go to school, ignore your friends, eat lunch alone, and then go home! It's been 2 weeks! I'm not telling you to get over it, but you need to talk about it!" Katie screamed. I have never seen her angrier until I saw her then.

"I'm sorry, ok? I'm sorry that I'm tired of the fake pity, the flowers, the cards, hell the special treatment! I wanted to go through high school unnoticed! Cam ruined that!" I hissed.

"Maya, it's not his fault-" she started

"YES IT IS. HE MADE THE CHOICE," I stormed. She was silent.

"I'll take you home then," she whispered. She was crying now.

"I'm sorry Katie," I added.

"It's hard honey, but you can't lock yourself away," She stuttered.

"I know…can we still go for pizza?" I asked with a smile.

"Of course we can," she answered.

When I got home, I went to my room directly. I wanted to do my homework, but I also wanted to see what the next song was. I was extremely hesitant to check, but when I saw the title, I knew what was going to happen.

"MAAAYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAA!" Cam screamed. He was wearing his pajamas. It was the day he went home early. "Today's song is You Make My Dreams from Hall & Oates. Yes, the same song we danced to for like an hour straight when we were studying that one night." I laughed for a second, and then I closed up again.

"Maya, you might be wondering why I picked this song, especially since it's pretty…old? Don't kill me for saying that. I picked this song because you're the flame in my heart, the true beauty of the world. This needed to be cheesy, I had to. Well to be real Maya, I picked this because I wanted you to know that even when I'm having a bad day, seeing you makes my day better." The song played in the background. I opened the journal and looked at the page. You Make My Dreams was drawn out. There was a really beautiful picture of what I think is him playing hockey and frowning and me holding a sign and smiling.

"Maya, "Cam said. I jumped for a second. "You're everything I've dreamed of and more. You're perfect. I don't know what else to say, but I'll try. By now, you're probably thinking 'why is this doofus showing his love for me with love songs?' I'm doing this because I'm not always good with words…I'm not good with a lot of stuff. With music, I'm able to say a lot more. Of course you wouldn't catch me dead singing in front of anyone. I hope you understand how much I love you. This is too soon to say it, but it's true Maya. Umm…what else can I say? Oh, also I want you to know that I can't give you diamonds or a 2013 Mercedes-Benz, but I can give you my heart. You'll probably laugh at this because it is extremely cheesy, but it's true. I can give you a heart full of love. No I'm not at all saying that I will include A Heart Full of Love from Les Miz, which I watched by force and NOT because I wanted to." He had a huge smile at this point. I paused the video. I remember when I made him come to see a local production of Les Miz…he cried during I Dreamed a Dream and when Gavroche died. I pressed play.

"Maya, this is day 2 of hopefully infinite days of music and bad commentary. I hope you love it." He smiled as the video ended. I laughed as the song finished. I can't let him back to my heart.

"I'm not going to justify what he did at all. He made the choice. I should just stop watching these videos. They're pointless anyways." I thought. I pulled the flash drive out and looked at it.