I'm really sorry its took me so long to put the next chapter up but I've been really busy thank you to the ones that reviewed and I hope more people review. So here is the next few chapters' hope you enjoy.

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BPOV

All I wanted was Edward back in my arms all the Cullen girls where in the room including Rosalie which kinda shocked me so something bad must be going all I could hear was Carlisle shouting saying something like how irresponsible he was and he could of killed me I automatically knew it was Edward he was shouting at.

I tried to go and tell him I was as much to blame than Edward I kept pushing and pushing till he finally gave in but the Cullen girls would let me move from the bed they went about cleaning the room and told me to shower whilst they did it. Once I was showered and cleaned up all the shouting had stopped and there was no-one in the room then I saw him in the corner near the large window I tried to rush over to him to kiss him and tell it was ok but he moved so fast I just stood there not knowing what to do.

He turned around I could tell he had been crying even if no tears would ever produce I could tell the next words he said broke my heart into a million pieces. He said "Bella my one and only love I have to leave and I don't know if I will see again but know I love you with all my heart and I am truly sorry for what happened but its over" I couldn't believe he told me he's leaving me I tried to speak but no sound would come out he walked over to me kissed me and was gone.

I walked down the stairs all the Cullen's were staring at me then everything went blank I think it was Alice who caught me when I came to I was in my bed and Alice was sat beside me looking through the picture album and giggling to herself probably about how red I am in some of the pictures. Then it all came back to me he left me all I could do was cry and cry Alice was there to comfort me she then told me the rest of the Cullen's were leaving to it made me cry even more. I asked if I could say goodbye to everyone she told me yes and they were leaving tomorrow night she wouldn't tell me were they were going but made me promise I'd move on and forget about him. I said I would try but I knew I wouldn't.

Saying goodbye to my second family broke my heart even more if it could break any more as I watched them drive on to an unknown destination I fell onto my knees and sobbed and sobbed till they was no tears left as I drove home thinking about all the happy time I had with the Cullen's I didn't know what I would do next so I put a happy face on and pretending like nothing had happened.

EPOV

I couldn't believe it me and Bella finally had sex and I go and mess it up by craving her blood. When Alice and Carlisle came barging in I smelt her ten time more than I ever did before I could help myself I tried to lunge at my beautiful Bella what kind of monster would do that. If it weren't for Jasper and Emmett I think Bella would be dead now.

Carlisle was shouting at me downstairs after I hunted I killed two grizzlies and two deer's I was satisfied. Carlisle was saying how stupid I was and what if I killed her I knew then that I had to go, even though it meant leaving my beloved Bella behind. Once everything had calmed down and Carlisle had stopped shouting at me I called the girls downs I knew Bella was in the shower I told them of my plan that I would leave and never come back. Alice was the angriest as her and Bella had become best friends and she knew they would come with her even Rosalie was mad and with them tow being mad meant that Jasper and Emmett were mad only Carlisle and Esme were not mad they was the only one who understood what I had to do.

I could hear Bella get out the shower so I decide to wait in the room to tell her. When I saw her beautiful face light up at seeing me I could help but smile I knew she couldn't see as the room was pitch black she tried to come to me probably to say its ok I didn't know I could read her mind. When I next looked at her face it looked to pained and I knew it was my fault I put that pain there what I said next to her broke my heart as much as it broke hers.

I told her that I was leaving and didn't know if I would see her again I told her she was the love of my life gave her one more kiss and fled I could see her trying to speak but it seemed she could form no words. I watched her for a little while she was sobbing hysterically as she walked down the stairs to tell the others then I saw her collapse and Alice catching her I knew it was supposed to be me but I couldn't. I was sobbing on a tree outside her house waiting for her to wake up once she did everything seemed and looked fine with her then her face changed into loads of different emotions even Jasper wouldn't be able to keep up Alice was there comforting her telling her they was leaving too and for her to try and forget about me.

I stayed in Forks a little longer than my family Bella was putting a front on with Charlie and her friend sat schools she was even getting close with Jacob a La Push boy. She looked happy to everyone else but at night she would cry out for me and I could comfort her she started getting sick that was then I decided to leave I knew if I stayed any longer I would want to help her and tell her she would be fine. So took one last look at her sleeping form kissed her forehead she cried out my name and left without a glance back.

I really hoped everyone enjoyed this chapter and please review and tell me what you think and what else I should put in it. I'm putting another chapter or so up within the next day or two.