I'm back at the piano. This song that I'm about to play is so personal. It's about the night he left me. It's all piano, no other instruments.

Playground, school bell rings again.

Rainclouds come to play again.

It was on a rainy night. The rain had added to my tears.

Has no one told you she's not breathing?

All air left my chest as I laid down in the forest of Forks.

I'm your mind,

Giving you someone to talk to, hello.

My mind says to leave him and continue my life, but my heart won't let me. My mind is trying to say hello to my heart and to get it to wake up to what's going on, but my heart won't have any of it.

If I smile and don't believe,

Soon I know I'll wake from this dream.

It's all going to end. Or is that just what I hope?

Don't try to fix me,

I'm not broken.

That's one big lie. I'm completely broken.

I'm the lie living for you so you can hide,

Don't cry.

I wear a mask constantly. I've created a lie to live under so I don't have to face everything.

Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping, hello.

I'm still here.

All that's left of yesterday.

It's not a dream. It's a nightmare that I'll never wake up from because I live in it. I'm here, and he is my yesterday, my past. I need to live in the present and go on with the future.

But I don't think I can.

Terry, John, Rocky, and Will are all there when I get off the stage, giving me high-fives. I put on a smile, though I'm only happy because I'm with people who care about me. The song took my heart.