All the examination were over and aside from a few bruised rips, cuts, bruises and a slight concussion she would be alright. The Agent was underweight to, but they would get that back on track. So she would be fine. Physically at least, Kara knew that. She had never seen her sister that way, the look in her eyes, she looked so scared and fragile. The Hero had kept her promise of course, she was sitting at her sister bed side, holding her hand and waiting for her to wake up. She didn't know what would happen after that. All she really wanted to do was lock herself and her sister in her Apartment and just hold her, never leaving her side again and making sure that nothing could harm her.

But life didn't work that way, she had to help get her sister back on her feet, like the other woman had done for her more times than Kara could care to count.

The Hero also wanted to know where Hank was. If he was still..at that place Supergirl would have to go and get him. She had to know, but she couldn't push Alex right thoughts were interrupted by the slight grown of her sister, she was waking up.

"Alex..it's alright. Don't worry you are safe."

All her senses were coming back to the Agent and panic was her response. Fearfully she looked around the Room, starting to breath heavily and trying to rip out her IV. Kara scooped a little closer and grabber her sisters hands, before she could hurt herself.

"No. Alex it's alright.."

"Don't touch me!" The older one ripped her hand away and screamed in her sisters Face. She was shocked by her own outburst and immediately cover her ears with her hand. She pulled her knees tight into her chest, ignoring all kind of pain and mumble to herself.

"I gotta go. I have to get out of here. I gotta get out...", she rocked herself back and forth while doing so.

Tears twinkled in the corner of her eyes as she watched her sister like this. This..all of this was way out of her League. She wasn't the strong one. Her sister was. She would be the one to always to count on to stand tall in a storm and now..now she was broken. She snapped out of her self pity and focused back on her sister. Kara had to do something, she couldn't watch this any longer. Not sure if it was the right way to approach she climbed into the bad and positioned herself next to Alex. Wrapping her tiny body up in her arms. She began to rock back and forth with her and tried to calm her.

"Shhh..shhh. Its alright. I got you now. I got you."Slowly the woman calmed down, her breath beginning to even out.

"Home." Alex begged not looking up from her knees.

"Alex..I'm sorry I don't know if that's the best Idea. I will talk to the Doctors and.."

Alex stretched out her legs and looked up at her sister, locking their eyes together.

"No more Doctors. No more H-Hospital Rooms. No more. I want to go Home. P-Please."

Tears were streaming down the Agents Face and Kara would not deny her that request. She was taking her sister home, taking care of her there, no matter what the Doctors would say.

"No more." She said and put a couple of stray Hairs behind her sisters ears.

Alex closed her eyes and breather out a sight of relive, leaning into her sisters shoulder. After three months..she was finally going home.

••••••••

It had been a few hours and they were finally on their way Home. The Hero was driving, while Alex was in the Backseat leaning against the window and starring at the world that was zooming by. She hadn't really talked after asking Kara to go Home. After she was sure they would leave, she shut everyone and everything out, finding no point in communicating with the outside world anymore, she didn't want to anyways.

Kara slowly pulled open the Door of her sisters apartment. She figured it would be better if they would stay at her place for a while. The Hero turned around and slowly pulled Alex in, steading her as she walked. She guided her over to the sofa and sat her down. Not one word escaped the older woman's mouth.

Looking around her apartment she felt like it had been years, another lifetime even. The life she had in her before, it was gone forever. Nothing would ever be the same, she knew that. It was to painful to think about that, everything was just so painful these days. That's why she decided to shut it off. Shut everything off, so it won't hurt anymore.

"We'll here we are. Home sweet Home."

Kara tried to lighten the mood a little, tried to make it seem normal. When no reply came she just continued to ramble.

"Well I could make us something to eat. You are probably hungry. I mean I could also go out and grab something really quick. We all know my cocking kind of sucks."

She laughed slightly, trying to get a reaction out of her older sister. A snarky comment even. But still, no reply came. Kara started to get nervous and sat next to her sister.

"Well..umm. You can get changed an showered and do..what you have to do and I'll just go and grab us some Takeout."

There was no protest, but also Alex didn't get up to change. She just remained seated and starred into nothingness.

"Alright. I will be right back."

The Hero was about to get off the sofa and head for the Door when she felt Alex grabbing her Hand. It was so hard that Kara would have probably winced if she were from this Planet. Alex was still not looking up from the point she had fixated on the Floor.

"OK. Of course, of course I will stay." Kara shifted her Body sideways so she was facing her sister now.

"You have to talk to me though. I am here for you, you know that right. I want to help you. I just...I don't know how. What do you need? No matter what it is I'll do it."

No reply came, not even a hated herself for being so emotional, she couldn't do anything about the Tears forming in her eyes.

"Alex..Please. Talk to me."

Nothing.

The one person she would ask for advice right now, was far from being the shoulder to lean on. Kara swallowed her Tears and emotions. She had to be Supergirl right now, not the scared little sister.

"Alright. Lets go and get you cleaned up and then I'll order some Food and we will watch some TV or talk or just go to Bed, whatever you want to do."

She waited a few seconds for protest and when nothing came she got up and started running a Bath for her sister, she picked out some fluffy Pyjamas for her and set them aside. When everything was ready she walked over to her sister who didn't move a muscle while she was gone. She slowly stood her up and walked her over to the Bathroom and sat her down and the side of the Bathtub. She started to undressed her sister, getting her out of those dirty clothes and helped her into the water. Kara washed her sisters Hair gently, then her Back, Arms and her Face. She was sure not to hurt her and to be gentle. The whole procedure was done in complete silence on both sides. Kara not trying to focus to much on the scars and bruises that colored the Body in front of her and how she looked scarily thin, while Alex was just starring off into nothingness.

When Alex was dressed in her favorite Pyjamas and all cleaned up, the Alien guided her over to the Couch again. The Food she ordered arrived a few minutes later. She had gotten all of her sisters favorites and laid them out on the Coffee Table.

Alex didn't even look at the Food.

"Come on you have to eat something. Just a little bit, please?"

Kara couldn't take when still no reply or no acknowledgement came. She wanted to scream, she wanted to shake her sister, tell her to come back to her, for things to go the way that they used to be. The only time her sister seemed to acknowledge her presence was when she was about to leave the room to get something, then Alex would grab her hand and not let go until the younger sister assured her that she would just do something really quick and be right back. Other than that the once fierce Agent was like a Zombie.

Alex just didn't care. She didn't care if she was eating or talking or just sitting there. Caring was to much of an effort, she just choose to stay trapped in her own mind, not even trying to break through.

After 10 minutes of prying and getting her sister to eat, she went back to her last resource. Grabbing a fork, she put some Food on it and began to feed her sister. To her own surprise the older woman opened her mouth and let the Fork inside, not saying one word, still staring ahead as if she wasn't even noticing what was happening. Kara didn't care that she had to Feed her Adult sister, she was just happy the Agent was eating. Until, after a couple of minutes she shoot up abruptly, scaring herself and Kara.

"Alex, are you..."

The Superhero was interrupted by her sister violently getting sick on the living Room Floor. Kara jumped up, eyes wide.

"Oh God. Are you OK? Umm..let me get you some water and some tissues or towels or something."

She rushed off and came back with everything seconds later. She handed a bottle of water to her sister and began so rub slow circles on her back.

"I'm sorry..I'm so sorry." The young girl was frantic. "That was probably to much Food, not the right kind either and also to fast...y-your Body is probably not used to it right now..I mean after...You didn't eat properly for a while..I'm sorry I should have thought about it not just shove bad Food in your Face..I'm sorry Alex. I didn't mean to make you sick."

The young girl covered her mouth with her hands. She felt as if she was failing Alex on every possible level. What kind of sister was she?

"I am trying..I really am trying my best. I swear. I just want to help you."

She guided her away from the Living room so they were sitting at the kitchen island now.

"Are you better? Do you still feel sick?"

Alex shook her Head and The Hero's Heart jumped a little bit, that her sister was acknowledging her presence.

"OK. We'll lets just get you to bed and I'll clean up in here really fast."

A couple minutes later Alex was clean and tugged into bed while Kara used her super speed to clean up the mess in the living Room. She went to check on Alex again. The Agent was never one who wanted or needed a lot of closeness and cuddling, she only ever did it for Her little sister, knowing how much the girl longed Human contact. There was nothing more in the world the young girl wanted to to right now that to cuddle up next to her sister and fall asleep to her steady Heartbeats. But she didn't, she had to put Alex needs first. Kara kissed her sisters Forehead and turned off the bedside lamp.

"Goodnight Alex. I love you and I am so happy that you are back. I will be on the couch if you need anything, I'll be here when you wake up."

She wanted to leave but again a strong hand grabbed hers and this time, there were pain filled eyes looking back at her. Kara knew her sister good enough so read the question out of her eyes.

"Of course. You never have to ask. I will always stay with you."

Her reply was quick and in an instant she was in bed next to her sister. As soon as her Head touched the pillow, her sister was latched onto her. Alex laid her Head on her sisters chest and wrapped her arms tightly around the Alien's stomach. Kara lifted her arms in confusion for a second, looking down at the brunette that was now attached to her. She had not expected that kind of reaction from her sister, she wouldn't complain though, being happy to finally be some sort of comfort for her and doing something right with her. She slowly laid her arms on her sisters back and started to draw circles. They had slept like this thousands of times when Kara first came to live on Earth, or even later when she just had to be close to her sister. Yes, thousands of times probably, but this time was different. This time their roles were reversed.