"In loving memory
when tomorrow starts without me
and I'm not here to see…
If the sun should rise and find your
eyes filled with tears filled for me,
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
the way you did today…
While thinking of the many things
we didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
as much as I love you.
And each time you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too.
When tomorrow starts without me,
don't think we are apart…
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here in your heart."
Dean felt as though his eyes were seeing in slow motion. He watched as Jake picked up the knife and drove it into Sam's back.
Sammy.
His Sammy.
His legs rushed on their own accord to catch Sammy as he fell to the ground. His heart felt numb. He felt cold. He hugged Sammy tighter to his chest. His heart was drowning in grief. His brain short circuited when he looked at Sammy's face. Sam seemed to have trouble in breathing.
He was dying.
His Sammy was dying.
In his heart, Dean knew Sammy was dying. But his brain refused to accept it. It felt as though he were being crushed. Crushed by something large and heavy. He could see Sammy smiling for the last time. His eyes crinkling under that bright smile that once melted hearts.
Tears traced a familiar path on Dean's cheeks. He hugged Sammy tighter as he whispered ,"I love you Sammy. Don't leave me. Please don't leave me. I love you. Ple"
His broken self cried on seeing Sammy smile and whisper those very 3 words back to him. The world seemed to zero in on them. "I love you Dean. I am sorry".
Tears pooled below them. Sam's breath was becoming more and more ragged. Sammy coughed a little and sighed, "Look at you trying to make a chick flick moment." He smiles weakly.
Dean's tears escalated.
Here was his Sammy, dying, dying in his arms, and he was making jokes about it.
Typical.
He hugged Sam closer. It hurt so damn much. Sam's breathing turned ragged.
The light flashed in Sam's eyes for the last time and squeezing Dean's hand one last time, Sam's heart stopped. The light left Sammy's eyes and the crushing weight buried Dean underneath it. His heart lurched. Something deep clawed free and with one hard shudder, he burst into nerve wracking sobs.
He had lost the person he had loved and adored above all. He had lost the meaning to his life.
He had lost his only reason to live.
Sam hadn't left alone. He had taken Dean's heart and soul with him leaving Dean broken and an empty shell.
Dean sobbed till his eyes became red and sore. His every breath sang the same words again and again 'I miss you Sammy. Please come back.'
Dean was going to get Sammy back. He wouldn't let go of the person who he had loved all his life. He would find Sammy and bring him back.
Somehow.
Anyhow.
After all he needed his Sammy back with his heart right where it belonged.
The end
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