A/N: Oh wow…I'm shocked by all those alerts I've gotten. Even though there were a lot of mistakes! Thanks everyone for the reviews, and alerts. They put a smile on my face. =D - Like that one!
BTW: Did you SEE tonight's episode of Degrassi? Clare was like dry humping Jake! Um…Praise Jesus? Where's the Saint in that? But that's another story.
Disclaimer: I don't own Rihanna's song, I don't own Brawny Paper towels and of course, I do NOT own Degrassi…If I did, Clare would be in a convent somewhere.
Song: PS. I'm still not over you.
"Did you know I kept all of your pictures?
I don't have the strength to part with them yet.
I tried to erase, the way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget."
PS. I'm Still Not Over You
Eli's POV
Jake Fucking Martin…whoop de fucking doo. This is just what I need.
Eli couldn't help but continue to stare at the strip of paper with the dreaded name etched in. He had a clean sheet of paper and a pen in his hand; but, nothing was written. Eli was still trying to get his thoughts in check.
How the hell do I even start this? "Dear Jake", um...No too informal. "Mr. Martin"…no that's too formal. "Yo, my brother," …no that's preposterous, "Oye ese,"…that's just…What the hell is that? Think Eli!
But Eli couldn't think. How on earth was he supposed to write a letter to his ex's new love? Knowing that he was very much still in love with her. Clare says it's nothing serious, but Eli's not an idiot. He saw that note that she left on his car, and he knows damn well what the term "fun" meant. Eli has seen the way the two interacted with each other: his snide comments and her shy blushes. He was all too familiar with that. That used to be him! That used to be his smirk that made her weak! That used to be his comments that made her roll her eyes, yet smile. That used to be his touch that made her nervous. That should ALWAYS be him. Not some walking Brawny paper towel commercial in a red pickup truck.
Eli has met Jake, he seemed like a nice kid, but the fact that he was comforting Clare, touching Clare, kissing Clare, even talking to Clare made his blood boil with rage. How dare he come into Degrassi and take away his Clare…that's right, his Clare. Forget Imogen right now, forget acquaintances, forget letting bygones be bygones. Hell, this is personal right now.
"You have twenty minutes everyone. Remember, let out all of your feelings". Ms. Dawes reminded the class.
Maybe dumping those pills were a bad idea.
Eli sure could have used them now. But, he knew what he had to do. Ms. Dawes wants him to let out his feelings? Fine, that's exactly what he's going to do. For the first time since the accident, Eli let down all of his barriers, writing like no tomorrow. Not even bothering, to put a heading.
Alright Clare, you thought the play was bad? Oh…you have NO IDEA.
*Hides under a table* Is this better? I'd like to think so. Sorry it's so short but I really wanted to end it there. That will be my last short one. I promise you can have Clare's POV tomorrow. I'm thinking this can be maybe 8 chapters? You get to see the letters, and the reactions to them. Please Please Please Review. I would really like to know what you guys think so far.
Again, thanks so much. You're pretty damn awesome.
Ciao Bellas ;)
