"So, where are we doing it?"
"I don't know. My bedroom?"
"Your bedroom? No, no way. Someone might see us."
"Do you really wanna lose your virginity in a cupboard?"
"I'm losing my virginity to James Potter, I don't think it can get any worse."
"Oh, shut up. I'm a romantic." Lily snorted. "I'm not taking away your virginity on a cupboard."
"You're such a girl." She said.
"I am not a girl. But once I tried to have sex with a girl in a cupboard and she slapped, not risking that again."
"Okay, your bedroom. Are you sure it's empty?"
"At this time at the day? They're probably having dinner. Sirius and Peter would never skip a meal."
"How about Remus?"
"Oh, he'll be so embarrassed if he actually spot us that he won't probably see you."
"Potter!"
"Okay, we'll close the curtains." He said, ignoring The Fat Lady's exasperated look.
"Of course we are closing the curtains, you moron."
James said the password, and they both entered the common room. A few kids from the first year were scattered around.
"You first." James said, smiling. Lily stared at him, but went up the stairs for the boys' dormitory.
"Eyes front soldier." Lily alerted when she looked back and saw James staring at her ass.
"My eyes are always front!" He defended himself. He opened the door, and Lily grimaced. His friends were down, well, at least that. But the mess was unbelievable.
"Is that a bra?" Lily asked, spotting a red bra on one of the beds.
"It's Sirius' bed, don't blame me."
"Oh God." Lily said, wondering if her life would be any better if she became a nun. She probably wouldn't be in this situation. Unless James was a really hot priest. He would really look cute in a priest outfit. Should she ask him to dress a priest to Halloween? Wait. People at Hogwarts don't dress up.
"So, Lily, how are we..."
Lily stepped forward and pressed his lips with hers. Her lips were dry and small compared to his, and they didn't fit perfectly like they were meant to be, but they weren't meant to be. She was Lily Evans and he was James Potter, and they were everything except meant to be. But they would figure a way. He slipped a hand behind her neck, and invaded her mouth with his tongue, and Lily responded, teasing him with hers. Lily lowered her hands to his pants, her act slow and uncertain, while his hands went down to her boobs, touching, caressing and making Lily moan softly on his mouth. Her hands lowered the waist of his pants, lowering it until it fell flat on the floor. James kicked his pants away and had a fight with his shoes who apparently didn't want to get out, while Lily kissed his neck, playing with hair. He slowly made his way to the bed, lying down, Lily lowered herself above him, and returned the work she was doing in his neck.
"We should probably close the curtains." James whispered, playing with the zipper of her dress. Lily giggled, taking his lips once again, but breaking it quickly.
"Probably." She replied, staying in the same position, and trying to pull the curtains closed. James' fingers brushed Lily's thigh playfully, sometimes wandering way too high, but coming back at a safe distance, marveling how he got the girl he loved and hated him in this situation. He used to act like he was the king of the world, that he could do anything he wanted to, that he could get anything he wanted, but that wasn't the truth. He smiled and laughed a great deal, but only when we thought someone could see him. Lily was perfect for him, she smiled not because she had to but because she wanted to. She helped everyone, even people she hated, because she wanted to make everyone better. James hardly helped anyone but their friends, and he admitted he was extremely mean to people he hated. He remembered that day after the O. , when he provoked Snape and he called Lily a mudblood. Since that day, he couldn't help but feel guilty. He may hate Snape, but he was Lily's best friend and made her happy. All he wanted was Lily to be happy. No one understood what he saw on her. Everyone just saw her like a smart ginger muggle-born girl. No one noticed the way she liked to bite her fork, or how she gesticulate a lot, how she write songs lyrics in her hands, and draws on her papers. No one got her. No one properly understood the complexity of Lily Evans. James was just a stupid boy who got laid way too many times, and here he was, having the chance of having a great girl and probably screwing that up, like every good thing he has on his life.
"James?" Lily called. "Am I that bad that you already wandering?"
"Oh, Evans." He replied, sitting up. "You're marvelous." He put his arm around her waist and pulled her closed, locking their lips together. Her breath was warm, and his fingers worked on her zipper, taking more time than necessary because his fingers were tremble. Get a grip, Potter. He thought to himself. He had slept with a lot of girls, and not even in his first time he had been so nervous. The zipper was open, and Lily took her dress off, throwing it to the end of the bed. He reached out and touched her boobs again, this time only a pink bra in the way of a skin-on-skin touch. Lily's eager fingers opened the buttons on his shirt, while biting down on his lip. Soon enough they were a mess of skin, underwear and sweat. James reached for Lily's bra clasp, opening with quick. James was always quick with bras, it didn't matter how nervous is was. He gaped at her boobs. They weren't huge, but they weren't small either. He planted soft kisses in her shoulders, making his way down. Lily sighed softly, unconsciously dropping her head back. He smiled against her boobs, and put his hands on her waist band, slowly lowering her underwear. Lily locked her legs around his waist, and his erection pressed against her. She started to take his boxers off, but stopped.
"Did you bring protection?" She asked, her eyes suddenly wide. He chuckled, and brushed their lips together.
"We're wizards. We don't need protection. I know a spell." She smiled, slightly embarrassed.
"Let's get down with it before I come to my senses again." Lily said, finally letting him naked. Their mouths didn't fit perfectly, but their bodies did. Lily moaned when she felt him inside her, his breath on her neck, hot and quick. It hurt, but not as much as she was expecting to, and quickly her body was filled with pleasure. James pounded her, and she lifted his face to take his lips. It was a mess of groans, moans, tongues and bodies. After a few minutes, James' orgasm came, but he kept kissing her. They pulled apart. She breathed quickly, her chest going up and down. James dropped his body, and Lily lay besides him, using his blanket to cover her breast. For the first time in his life, James really wanted to cuddle. To brush her gently and say she was perfect. But they weren't a couple. And they would probably never be. So he got his wand and murmured the spell, without looking at her at trying not to think too much.
"I just lost my virginity with James Potter." She muttered. "If I wasn't going to hell, I sure am now."
"It wasn't that bad."
"No, it was great. That's why I'm going to hell."
James laughed, and played with her hair.
"You have sex wearing socks." Lily pointed out.
"You have sex wearing your shoes."
"Touché."
Someone opened the door and entered the room, and Lily jumped up, letting the blanket fall.
"Prongs!" Called Sirius. "Are you there?" James opened enough of the curtain so he could put his face out.
"Yes. And I have company. Out, please."
"A girl?"
"No, Padfoot. A boy, it's actually Remus. Of course it's a girl!"
"Who?"
"You won't believe, its Ev-"
Lily bit James' hard strongly.
"Ouch! Why would you do that for?"
"Don't tell him it's me!" Lily whispered.
"Evelyn."
"I don't know any Evelyn."
"She is a ravenclaw."
"Can I see her?"
Lily bit him even harder.
"Love, there's no need to be so rough." Lily stared at him, deadly. The look didn't have much of an effect because they were both naked, and Lily looked kinda of hot with that stare. "Padfoot! Where are you manners? I got a girl, out!"
Sirius chuckled.
"Don't worry, Prongs. I just came to get the map." He said, grabbing a piece of paper. "Have fun you two." He said, winking and leaving the room. Lily were midway a search for her bra.
"For God's sake, where did you put my bra?"
"I was too busy looking somewhere else."
"Yes." Lily said. "Like my boobs. What is up with my things? They always disappear. All the time. I think they plotting against me or something like that. Like this morning I lost my toothbrush. Who in the world is capable of that? Sorry, I'm rambling. I do that a lot."
"No problem." James said, looking at her. She found her bra and quickly put them on, and processed to searching her underwear.
"We don't talk about it outside this bedroom, okay? We aren't friends. Or a couple, for that matter."
"Wait, you wanna keep going?"
"Well, of course!" Lily exclaimed, then blushed when she realized she had just openly admitted that she wanted to keep having sex with James Potter. Potter grinned. "Anyway." She kept going. "We can't just do it here. It's too dangerous, someone might see us, because your friends aren't exactly best friends with privacy, and me, a girl, going to the boys' dormitory is kinda suspect. I mean, even the girls from the first year will know someone is getting laid."
"Where do you plan to do it then?" James asked, using his best I-am-better-than-you grin to hide the fact that he wanted people to know that they were together.
"I don't know! Anywhere. Cupboards. The castle is big enough, we'll find somewhere."
"Lily, do you have some kind of fetish for cupboards?"
"Shut up."
Lily opened the curtain and raised herself, completely dressed again.
"Were are you going?"
"My room. Don't tell me the great James Potter is a cuddle fan."
"No, of course not. But most girls are."
"Most girls wouldn't become friends with benefits with someone they aren't even friends. Lily Evans is not most girls."
She pressed her lips to his, and gave him a smile.
"They said that once you do it for the first time you get addicted."
"I'm not getting addicted to you, Potter." She replied, closing the door behind her.
"I've created a monster."


So it was my first smut and I kinda suck at doing it idk. Anyway thank you for the alerts and the favorites, and please review!