When Eye Sex just isn't enough
Chapter 2: Wrong Turn
We just stared at each other. We gawped for what must have been at least 10 minutes. His eyes shot down in shame to his hands and he fiddled with the hem of his shirt round his bare legs.
"You're ...a... a..."
"A whore? A slut?" He looked up slowly and I saw fear in his eyes. Fear of me.
"But, why?" His features darkened and that fear he had turned to anger.
"We weren't all born rich, sire"
I can smell it. In this dingy little room pervy men have been paying to use my Merlin, do things to him I can only dream of doing. I can smell the sweat of mingled bodies, he himself is radiating of it. I feel disgusted and (I'm ashamed to admit it) slightly aroused.
NO! Oh no, don't do that! No! Naughty penis! Crap, I'm gonna have to explain that, unless I cover it up with disgust, maybe it'll go away.
"Don't worry. I'm not going to shout it from the rooftops. "Merlin scoffed, his voice oozed sarcasm. Fury rose up through my veins and calculating brain kindly reminded me that Merlin could of been with dozens of men for all I know.
"The hell you aren't. This stops. Now!"
"You don't control my life! Hang on... why are you here?"
Fuck
"Err..." Think of something! "Well..." ANYTHING!
"You were here for some action. But why are you in this room? Women are on the right?"
"Must have taken a wrong turn"
"Ha, nobody messes that up!" Suddenly his voice dropped and he whispered with an implacable emotion in his eyes, "Arthur, are you...gay?"
SHIT, deny it you fool! "Merlin how dare you!"
"Well then, why are you here?"
"If you must know... I can't have bastards scuppering my plans."
Suddenly his voice was louder again and that tenderness was gone completely...
"So you just thought you'd have a stable boy... well Arthur I'm right here, come get what you paid for!"
I can't. Once will never be enough...
"Oh shut up Merlin! We are leaving now!"
"Why? Am I SO repulsive you don't think anyone will want me? Well guess what, I have plenty of satisfied customers!"
"Stop it Merlin, I don't want to know..." Because it's killing me inside.
"Don't act all high and mighty! You can think as little of me as you want, but you are no better. You came here for a quick shag. I came here for some money. Who's the man-whore? Me of course."
This is terrible, it looks like he is about to cry. But I can't leave it there and I certainly won't leave him here.
Suddenly Merlin exploded, "I don't have to explain myself to you. Just get out!"
"Merlin..."
"OUT!"
I walked toward the door and opened it before turning back,
"You'll still be there for work?" I muttered quietly to the floor.
His eyes stayed glued to his feet, not once meeting my eye and nodded. I gently clicked the door shut.
