AN: so this is the next part, I wasn't sure that I would continue this but as you can see, I did that.

I just wanted to say thanks for the review they kind of helped me make the decision on that I would write one more chapter. I'm thinking of writing one more chapter, it would be a year later also at Christmas. Just like a little epilogue, that would be about the same length as these two chapters are.

But it's you all that decides that.

Once again thanks for the reviews and leave one to this chapter, just so you know when you start to read this chapter is in Spencers' POV and if there is one more chapter I'm not sure whos' POV I would write in you will decide that.

Disclaimers: don't own SoN or the song, Last Christmas with Wham!

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Last Christmas

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

So here I am, alone on Christmas, it is the first time in a very long time that I am that. I kind of promised my parents that I would make an appearance on one of those Christmas parties that it seems that everyone in this city has. But as for now I'm stuck at work, it is always like this when I have some place to be. If I should be honest I really don't care about that little fact.

I believe that you all are wondering how it comes that I'm alone on Christmas. Honestly I'm not alone it's just that I don't have someone special to share it with, but I hope that it'll change. Hopefully sooner rather than later but that is not up to me decide, it's faith or something like that.

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

I told you that I'm stuck at work, well that happens when you work on a hospital. I know what you all think, you are a doctor of course you don't have anyone special in your life you work to much and that is your life. But that isn't true, I had someone special, until last Christmas, she left me the day after Christmas day, it was horrible, but let's forget about that.

But that is my problem I can't forget about that, I honestly thought that she was the one, I had it all planned out in my mind, I was going to propose to her on New Years' eve last year. I had a ring that I was supposed to get two days after she broke up with me. She left me for someone else.

I'm guessing that you want to know who I am after that little ramble and I will tell you.

My name is Spencer Carlin and I'm 27 years old and yes I'm a woman and I like other women and that makes me, what? Well I think that you can figure that out and if you can't, I'm gay. And as you know I'm a doctor and currently single but I don't want to be.

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance
But you still catch my eye
Tell me baby
Do you recognize me?
Well
it's been a year
It doesn't surprise me
"Merry Christmas"
I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I love you"
I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now
I know you'd fool me again

I was sitting in my car on the way to this party, I had finally been able to leave the hospital about two and half hours late. I really hate the holidays everyone tries to do things that they shouldn't be doing that is all I'm saying.

Let me tell you what I had to do that made me this late, there was this family that tried to make homemade toffee, that is something you shouldn't be doing when you have three year old kid running around, they came in and the kid had some burns, I think that you all know how that went. Besides that there were some other cases but let's not get into those.

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Finally I had made it to this house that I think that the party is being held, it wasn't the easiest house to find. But it was big, that is all I can say. When I had made my way up to the front door, I was just going to ring the bell, that was when it happened, it was like someone new that I was there, the door opened and there she was, the girl in front of me was beautiful almost breathe taking. I need to say something.

"Hi, I hope that I'm at the right address, maybe you can tell me." I said, stupid, how the hell could she know if I'm at the right address, she doesn't even know where you are going Carlin, real smoth.

"I'm sorry, I kind of zoned out, and so if it's not that big of a problem for you, you might be able to say it again." The brunette in front of me said and I could see a small blush beginning to show, she isn't just breath taking she is cute also. Carlin just get a grip even if you batted for the same team she wouldn't go for you, she is out of your league.

"No problem. I was just wondering if you could tell me if I'm on the right address." I said and it was my turn to blush, that is something that I do a lot in present of a beautiful woman I'm surprised that I didn't do that earlier.

"Sure, so what is the address?" She said and smiled, oh my god that smile, why did she have to have a smile like that. God please help me.

"Well, I don't really know the address by heart, but I'm supposed to be at a party that is held by the Davies." I said, I know stupid, of course I have the address, the problem is that I forgot it at this moment.

"Well, miss then you have the right place. And it was nice to talk to you." She said and smiled again, I really like that smile.

"Likewise." I said, that is me, why couldn't I say something better than that.


Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

ooooo
oh oh baby

As she was on her way out the door, she was literary on the stairs and about to close the door when I turned around and asked her something.

"I'm sorry but I didn't get your name." I said, I really wanted to get her name and ask around a bit about her.

"Sorry about that, its Ashley Davies." She said, it couldn't be could it.

"Davies?" I said, I wanted to be sure that I had gotten her last name right.

"Yeah."

"So why are you leaving, I guess that it's your parents that are the hosts of this party." I had to ask her even thou it might not be any of my business.

"Yes it is but I don't like these kinds of gatherings but I most show up." She said and I understood what she said, I myself isn't that found of these things to.

"Okay, so then I l know why you're leaving and your name."

"What can I say, you are one lucky girl then. But I should really go."

"Okay, maybe we will see each other again." I said to her, I wanted to see if she would react, I wanted to see if she remembered that I haven't told her my name, if she did that meant that she was listening to what I was saying.

"I sure hope so but before I can say anything about that, why don't you tell me your name and I can give you a better answer to that." She said, she listened.

"That seems fair."

"Well I thought so too, so tell me." She said and looked at me.

"I'm Spencer Carlin and it was nice to meet you Ashley."

"Likewise, Spencer and if I may say your father is pretty amazing."

"Thank you and just so you know that is who he is, he is pretty amazing." And when I had said that to her I walked into the house and she walked out. And that was what it all was about. I had fallen in love when I first saw her even before I knew who she was and when she told me her name I was sure that she was the right one for me.

A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you
And your soul of ice
My god I thought you were
Someone to rely on
Me?
I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

I had been at this party for a while and all I could think about was the girl that I had met at the door when I came here, why I couldn't get her of my mind was something that I didn't understand. I know that she was beautiful that might not be enough to describe her, and that says a lot about her I think. All I know is her name Ashley Davies and that her parents are the ones that are the hostess for this party.

That means that I can get her address or number, so that I can see her again.


A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover but you tore me apart
oh oh
Now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again

I had been talking to my parents for a while and my dad told me that he had a great conversation with Ashley Davies and that he thought that the two of us would be great friends, let's just say that I hope that he is right and I hope for more but that is something that I don't know yet.

Half an hour later I had talked to both of my brothers and after that little conversation I knew that I needed to talk to the Davies just so that I could get a number or an address to their daughter. Glenn had told me something that I was glad to hear. He had said something about that Ashley had said that one of his siblings had a better chance with her, than he had and he had thought that she had meant Clay at first but that wasn't the case. It was me she was talking about, she was gay too.

I was looking around the house trying to locate someone in the Davies family that wasn't the easiest thing to do. There were a lot of people and I didn't know any of them so it was just to plaster a smile and pretend to listen and maybe give a nod so that they could see that you were listening. After awhile I thought that it was time for me to really meet the hostesses for this party so I excused me. This time I managed to find one of the hostesses.

"I'm sorry that I just had the chance to introduce myself, I'm Spencer Carlin." I said to Mrs. Davies.

"Oh, so you are the girl that I have heard so much about this evening." She said.

"I don't know that, that depends on who you have been talking to?"I answered her but I think that she might have been talking to my parents. They kind of go overboard when they are talking about me.

"well I talked to your parents and as far as I can tell they are very proud if you."

"That is true but I think that half of that might not be true, they kind of then to say a bit too much but I still love them." I answered her and after that we talked a bit more about my work and somehow we managed to get in to the subject of her daughter.

"Well I did meet her." I said.

"You did?" She said a bit surprised, "I thought that she left before you got here."

"Well, that is true she was on her way out when I got here, so we just talked in the hallway and she confirmed that I was at the right address." I told her.

"I'm glad that you at least got to meet her, she has been a bit down during the last week."

"I'm sorry to hear that, I don't mean to pry or anything but why has she been down?"

"Last year, actually a year today her girlfriend dumped her and she had thought that she was the one."

"I can relate, the same thing happened to me last year."

"I'm sorry to hear that."

"it's getting better but there was a reason that I wanted to talk to you or your husband. And I hope that you don't get offended or anything like that."

"I don't think that I will."

"Well I kind of forgot to get your daughters number or address, I kind of wanted to talk to her again." I said and I hoped that it was a good thing to be honest to her and that would help me. If it didn't I would be in big trouble.

"Ah, she managed to get to you during that little conversation you two had?" She asked me.

"Well, yeah but I wasn't alone in that part." I said and thought about what had happened.

"what do you mean?" Christine asked she was just a bit curios.

"I think that she kind of blushed a little." I said. When she heard that she laughed and told me that I might be right and then she gave both Ashleys' nubs and address. Thank you, I know where I'm going now.


Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

I was sitting in my car on the way to Ashley Davies apartment, I had finally found out where she lived and as I said I'm on my way over there. I'm not sure on what I should do.

I didn't really think this trough, not that smart Spencer, I normally has everything planed this is the first time that I ever do something like this but as I mention before she is really beautiful and she might be the one and I just talked to her for about five minutes.

Get a grip Carlin now, before you are there and make a fool out of yourself.

I walk from my car to the apartment and I was standing in front of her door trying to calm down my nerves that was on the outside. I really needed to calm down before I knocked on the door.

I was going to make a fool out myself and to do that I needed to be calm, I think that it's understandable, but what do I know.

Nothing.

Nothing about her more than she is the daughter of Christine and Raife Davies. And that she had talked to my brothers and my father. And that she thinks that my father is amzing.

And here I am out her door.

Knock, knock.

Slowly someone opened the door.


Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

SPECIALLLLLL

When she opened the door she stood there, Ashley Davies.

"I'm sorry" was the first thing that left my mouth."

"As far I know, you don't have anything to be sorry about." She said to me, I think that she was shocked to see me at her door but I on the other hand was really happy she was home and that she opened the door.

"What I meant was that I'm sorry to disturb you but you see, there was one thing that I forget to do when I met you just before you left your patents house." I said and I looked at her she was truly the most beautiful woman on this planet.

"What did you forget?"she asked me, while I was looking at her I could see that she really thought about what it was that I could have forgotten.

"I forgot to do this." Was the only thing I said and then I copped my hands around her face and closed the distance that was between the two of us, and gave her a kiss. Before she even had the slightest chance to react the kiss I broke it.

"I'm sorry, but I really needed to do that, and I normally don't do that." I said and I had a lot more to say but I didn't know what I should say to her. When I had kissed her I had felt something that I never felt before. When I stood there not doing anything she took the opportunity that was in front of her and closed the distance between the two of us. This kiss was a bit more gentle then the one that I had given her, but I realized that she was kissing me before she had a chance to break it, I kissed her back.

"You don't have anything to be sorry about." She said to me, that was when I realized for sure that she wanted this as much as I did. And for the third time in the last ten fifteen minutes we kissed. I could feel how she was tracing her tongue along my lower lip asking for entrance. I could feel that it was up to me, that she didn't want to force anything. But I didn't care about that at this moment, I granted her permission to enter more than willingly. Our tongues were dueling for dominace and after awhile she gave in. When we broke apart this time it was because of the need for oxygen. I must say that this was one of the best Christmas parties that I have been to, and I'm truly happy that I did get there in time to meet up with this girl.


A face on a lover with a fire in his heart ( Gave you my heart)
A man under cover but you tore me apart
Maybe, Next year I'll give it to someone
I'll give it to someone special.
special.