Logan's POV
I cannot believe Camille just kissed me even though she knew I was dating Carlos now. She knew I had feelings for him since I started dating her. I told her I was only doing it to make Carlos jealous and admit his feelings for me. I knew he had feelings for me the way he looked at me and always would hug me longer than it was supposed to be. But I never complained about it because I loved it.
Now Carlos thinks I was cheating on him because I was kissing Camille. Camille said she needed to talk to me because she was going through a rough patch in her life right now. If she did not get another acting job soon she would get kicked out of her apartment. Then before I knew it we were kissing on the couch. And Carlos walked in on us. I was shocked when he left saying he needed to get some air.
Then I heard two voices talking to me and it took me out of my thoughts.
"Why were you kissing Camille?" Kendall asked.
I really did not know why I was kissing Camille we just got caught up in the moment.
I stayed quite for a couple of minutes and did not say anything at all.
"Cat caught you tongue there Logan?' James asked.
He sounded pissed off at me because Carlos and him were very close since they were younger. They were friends first before Kendall came along and then I came along.
"No. And it was not what it look liked. Camille was upset because she needs another job and if she does not get one she is going to get kicked out of the Palm Woods." I said. "And we just got caught up in the moment and we started to kiss."
"Yeah it is true James and Kendall we were just got caught in the moment I was vulnerable and did not think what I was doing. Logan did not even kiss back I did all the kissing." Camille said. It was the first time that she spoke up since Carlos walked in on us kissing.
"Yeah. You want me to believe that?" James said. "Logan I have seen you flirt with other girls down by the pool while you were dating Carlos. By the looks of it he just broke up with you." James said.
That is when reality hit me Carlos broke up with me and I started to break down. This cannot be happing. I love Carlos to much I need to get him back before it is to late.
"James I do not know what you are talking about. I stopped flirting with girls since me and Carlos started to date because I know that was one thing he did not like." I said while I was crying my heart out just thinking about how much I just hurt my little Carlitos.
"I think I should leave now." Camille said
"You think?" Kendall and James both said together with a venom in their voice.
I know that they are really pissed at me right now but I have to go look for my Carlos before he decides to do something that I would not be able to see him ever again.
I was heading to the door when someone stepped in front of me. I looked up to see James with his arms crossed and staring at me. He looked really upset with me right now.
"Where the hell you think you are going Logan?" James asked.
Was he really serious did he not see when Carlos walked out crying because I just broke his heart in to million of pieces.
"James are you serious? I am going to look for my boyfriend before he does some thing that we all will regret later for not fallowing him when he left" I said.
"Your boyfriend? Last time I checked he broke up with you then he ran out crying" James said "And why do you care. You do not love him anymore. You have Camille now."
That just did it for me. I started to cry harder than I ever have before. How could James think I do not love Carlos any more? I really love Carlos that is why I broke up with Camille when I found out that he was dating blond Jennifer. I could not stand seeing him with her. James and Kendall both knew about my crush on Carlos. I told them about it in middle school. I told them to not tell him or any one about it because I knew he had a crush on some body else, even though he never told any one who it was.
"James how can you say that. I love Carlos. You have known that since middle school when I told you and Kendall that I had a huge crush on Carlos"
"Yeah right. If you loved him you would of not kissed Camille" James said.
"Okay. I have had enough of this bickering" Kendall said speaking up for the first time since Camille left. " James me and you are going to go and look for Carlos okay?" Kendall asked. James nodded his head and grabbed Kendall hand and started to walk to the door to head out.
"Hey what about me? I am his boyfriend. I am the one who is suppose to look for him not you'll" I said.
" You stay here just in case Carlos decides to come back. And if we find him we will call you and bring him back" Kendall said.
"Okay. But when you find him call me right away so I can tell him how sorry I am and that I love him with all my heart" I said to Kendall.
" Okay. Logan if Carlos comes back by himself give him some space. He might not want to talk to you right now" Kendall said.
"Yeah I will but just find him before any thing bad happens to him. You know how bad Los Angelas can get when it gets later at night" I said to Kendall and James even though he was not paying attention to me. Kendall just nodded and left with James hand in hand.
I sat down on the couch and started crying my heart out for my Carlitos. I cannot believe I kissed Camille and to top it off Carlos walks in when we were in the middle of it. I decided to go to Carlos room and mine and lie on our bed. I grabbed the pillow that Carlos uses when we are sleeping. I put it up to my nose to smell it and it smell like him. I really loved how my Carlitos smells. I started to cry harder. Then I started to remember the day when I told Carlos that I broke up with Camille because I was in love with him.
Flashback
I was walking back to apartment 2J with a smile on my face because I just broke up with Camille and I am going to tell Carlos that I am in love with him. When I walked in to the apartment I saw Carlos on the couch watching the television with his helmet on. Man he looks so cute when he is watching cartoons like a little kid even if he is 16 years old. He looked away from the tv and saw me standing by the couch he smiled at me.
"Why are you happy Logan?" Carlos asked.
"Oh I am smiling because I just broke up with Camille. And now I can tell the person that I have had a crush on for a long time that I love them" I said.
Carlos looked happy and sad at the same time when I told him that I was going to tell my crush that I love them. Right there and then I found out that Carlos feels the same way about me. He is just scared that I will reject him because I do not like guys. Well he is totally wrong he is about to find that out.
" That is great Logan I am really happy for you" Carlos said " I hope you find the right person this time."
He got up from the couch and started to walk to the door. Before he could get to the door I grabbed him by the arm.
"Carlos do you not want to know who I have had a crush on for a long time?" I asked him.
"No it is okay. Beside who ever it is I know they are going to make you really happy and you are going to make them happy" Carlos said. I could tell by his voice that he was really sad.
" Carlos the person that I have had a crush on since middle school is you" I said.
Carlos was shocked when I told him that. His eyes got really wide. I started to laugh at him.
"Um Logan well I have something to tell you to" Carlos said.
"What is it Carlos?"
"I also broke with Jennifer I couple of weeks ago. Because I am also in love with some one else." Carlos said.
It was my turn to be shocked because know I knew he definitely was in love with me. I just have to ask him before I jump in to any conclusions though.
"That is great Carlos. Who is it?"
"Logan it is you I have had a crush on you since the first day in the park when I meet you. Even though we were little and we did not know what love was. But I knew I really liked you" Carlos said. I was smiling the whole time when he was telling me this.
I leaned in and started kissing him passionately. He was kissing me back. I was so happy that he was also in love with me.
When we needed air we stopped kissing and put our foreheads together.
Then Carlos asked "So Logie are we boyfriends now?"
"Yes Carlos we are boyfriends now."
"So we have to tell James and Kendall now they are going to be really happy now that they are not the only couple in this band" Carlos said.
"Yeah. But before we tell them lets go to our room and make out in there before they get here from their date" I said. Carlos smiled at me and grabbed my hand and we walked in to our room to make out before we tell every body the news about us.
End of Flashback
I must of fell asleep while I was thinking and crying because out of sudden I heard the apartment door open and close. I hope they found Carlos so I can apologies to him and we can get back together.
