'kay, so apparently y'all are taking some form of interest in my madness i've just spawned. so that's kewl. anyway, on to the chat, author talkies below.
oh, and, warnings: talk of buttsmex and rape-cest.
but you should expect that from me, shouldn't you?


The Second Night

Welcome back, my listeners, welcome back. I see you've been anxiously awaiting the next storytime, right? I thought so. This night, our two boys delve a bit further into each other's pasts, possibly coming a bit too close for comfort. Well...you'll just have to see what I mean, now, won't you?

Strap yourselves in tight, boys, because tonight is going to be a rough ride...

kitXinXtheXdark: hey, man
midnitemarexxx9: Hi?
kitXinXtheXdark: what, you thought i wouldn't message you?
midnitemarexxx9: Yes. I did.
kitXinXtheXdark: psh, i said i would! i'm not a liar
kitXinXtheXdark: i mean, i lied that one time
kitXinXtheXdark: but in general!
midnitemarexxx9: Oh right. About having a girlfriend.
kitXinXtheXdark: yeah...but i AM in a relationship! didn't lie about that
midnitemarexxx9: With the one boy who doesn't want to keep it a secret.
midnitemarexxx9: If I am correct?
kitXinXtheXdark: -sigh- yeah
kitXinXtheXdark: it scares me to death every day when he gets all touchy-feely
kitXinXtheXdark: i'm only really saved because most of my close friends are like that anyway, so people think it's normal
midnitemarexxx9: Do your friends know of him liking guys?
kitXinXtheXdark: well, my close friend circle all knows about us, but no one else.
midnitemarexxx9: Ah. He wants more to know?
kitXinXtheXdark: he wants to be open about our relationship to everyone
kitXinXtheXdark: but i'm too scared of that
kitXinXtheXdark: i mean, i love him, but i'm afraid
midnitemarexxx9: Well from what I've read, loving him is all that really matters.
kitXinXtheXdark: eh?
midnitemarexxx9: Yes.
kitXinXtheXdark: you read about that kind of stuff?
midnitemarexxx9: I like to read.
kitXinXtheXdark: psh, not me. i'm a visual kind of person
midnitemarexxx9: . . .
midnitemarexxx9: Visual?
kitXinXtheXdark: like, i like movies and comics and stuff.
kitXinXtheXdark: i can't deal with all the letters
kitXinXtheXdark: makes my head hurt
midnitemarexxx9: Half the movies you've seen have been books.
kitXinXtheXdark: that may be, but i'm not gonna read the books /
midnitemarexxx9: Your loss.
kitXinXtheXdark: nah. like i said, words mess with my head.
kitXinXtheXdark: you're just a nerd
midnitemarexxx9: And you're stupid.
kitXinXtheXdark: :(
kitXinXtheXdark: meanie
kitXinXtheXdark: i'm just not as smart.
kitXinXtheXdark: jeez.
midnitemarexxx9: Yes. yes.
kitXinXtheXdark: you're just a mean, antisocial smarty pants
midnitemarexxx9: Your point?
kitXinXtheXdark: ...
kitXinXtheXdark: no idea
midnitemarexxx9: As I thought.
kitXinXtheXdark: psh, whatever
midnitemarexxx9: Idiot.
kitXinXtheXdark: ass!
kitXinXtheXdark: emo kid!
midnitemarexxx9: I
midnitemarexxx9: AM
midnitemarexxx9: NOT
midnitemarexxx9: EMO!
kitXinXtheXdark: riiiight
kitXinXtheXdark: that's what you claimed last time
midnitemarexxx9: I'm not. There are no cuts anywhere on my body that I purposely put there my self.
kitXinXtheXdark: me neither. the ones i have weren't by me.
midnitemarexxx9: No one said you had any.
kitXinXtheXdark: well, i mean...er...whatever
midnitemarexxx9: So you are or are not a cutter?
kitXinXtheXdark: no, i'm not!
kitXinXtheXdark: I have the scars on my face to remind me how much pain is involved in slicing skin
midnitemarexxx9: Oh?
kitXinXtheXdark: well, it's a bit of a long story, but when i was in gradeschool, there was a pretty nasty incident which by the end i had three whisker marks carved into each side of my face.
kitXinXtheXdark: not voluntarily, either
midnitemarexxx9: That...sounds painful.
kitXinXtheXdark: ...it was...after that changed schools several times for various reasons.
kitXinXtheXdark: my biography would be quite the complex story
midnitemarexxx9: So would mine.
kitXinXtheXdark: the murdering brother?
midnitemarexxx9: There's more to it then that.
kitXinXtheXdark: maybe...but that's still a pretty interesting topic. who'd he kill anyway?
midnitemarexxx9: My entire family.
kitXinXtheXdark: ...
kitXinXtheXdark: um...
kitXinXtheXdark: immediate or extended?
midnitemarexxx9: Both.
kitXinXtheXdark: ...
kitXinXtheXdark: well then...
kitXinXtheXdark: i see why you'd be emo
midnitemarexxx9: I'M NOT EMO!
kitXinXtheXdark: heh. that's what they all say
midnitemarexxx9: You're emo.
kitXinXtheXdark: psh, i have some excuses. i mean, at least you knew your family.
kitXinXtheXdark: i was an adopted kid.
kitXinXtheXdark: :(
midnitemarexxx9: I still live with my bastard brother.
kitXinXtheXdark: he's not in a cushy room with a straitjacket?
midnitemarexxx9: No.
kitXinXtheXdark: how the hell...
kitXinXtheXdark: are you a rich bitch?
midnitemarexxx9: Uhhh. You could call it that.
kitXinXtheXdark: jeez...it's totally true that you can do whatever you want as long as you can back it up with some money
midnitemarexxx9: Sadly.
midnitemarexxx9: I wish he would die.
kitXinXtheXdark: like, literally, or just figuratively?
midnitemarexxx9: Literally.
kitXinXtheXdark: wow...
kitXinXtheXdark: but, i mean, i guess i see where you're coming from
kitXinXtheXdark: i can't deny that i have a few people i'd want to kill literally
midnitemarexxx9: Such as?
kitXinXtheXdark: the person who carved up my face
midnitemarexxx9: That would be a good choice.
kitXinXtheXdark: yeah. i'll never forget him. though i'll probably never find him again
kitXinXtheXdark: i think they took him to the looney bin
midnitemarexxx9: Wish they'd take Itachi there.
kitXinXtheXdark: well, has he done anything other than the murder of your entire family?
midnitemarexxx9: Lets just say I make sure to keep my door locked at all times.
kitXinXtheXdark: he's not some serial rapist, is he?
kitXinXtheXdark: that'd be creepy
kitXinXtheXdark: INCEST RAPE O.o
midnitemarexxx9: . . .
kitXinXtheXdark: what, it would be pretty nasty
midnitemarexxx9: It is.
kitXinXtheXdark: wait, so am i right or wrong?
Midnitemarexxx9: . . .
kitXinXtheXdark: um...okay...well...
kitXinXtheXdark: -nervous laughter-
kitXinXtheXdark: ...er...
kitXinXtheXdark: yeah...
midnitemarexxx9: Yes.
kitXinXtheXdark: um...moving on...?
midnitemarexxx9: Please.
kitXinXtheXdark: yeeeah...
kitXinXtheXdark: er...
midnitemarexxx9: How was school?
kitXinXtheXdark: eh, fine, i guess
kitXinXtheXdark: still haven't done my math though
kitXinXtheXdark: you?
midnitemarexxx9: Annoying.
kitXinXtheXdark: why? someone in particular?
midnitemarexxx9: Every girl at my school.
kitXinXtheXdark: oh yeah...
kitXinXtheXdark: i wouldn't know that kind of annoyance.
kitXinXtheXdark: most girls hate me at my school
midnitemarexxx9: Why is that?
kitXinXtheXdark: i have no idea. maybe it's cause there's this one guy that they all like, but he only seems to be interested in me
midnitemarexxx9: Isn't that fun.
kitXinXtheXdark: yeah...he's a freak though. they only like him for shallow reasons. that and he is a pretty good artist.
kitXinXtheXdark: a bit too flamboyant for me though
kitXinXtheXdark: Takai is much more subdued.
midnitemarexxx9: Okay.
kitXinXtheXdark: Takai's pretty cool about things, and really doesn't act very gay. he just wants to be open about things to everyone.
midnitemarexxx9: Okay.
kitXinXtheXdark: what's up with you?
kitXinXtheXdark: i thought you had no problem with homosexual relationships
midnitemarexxx9: I don't. It's just I've never been in a relationship.
midnitemarexxx9: The only thing I know of it is quite horrifying.
kitXinXtheXdark: well...you shouldn't take that as knowledge...that's just quite unlucky.
kitXinXtheXdark: you should get into a real relationship.
kitXinXtheXdark: with someone you can connect with
midnitemarexxx9: Again, I don't like people.
kitXinXtheXdark: i think you want to, but you've just had too many bad experiences.
kitXinXtheXdark: i mean, i've had my share of problems...but then i move to a new town and start all over again.
kitXinXtheXdark: i work to make relationships of many kinds with people
midnitemarexxx9: I'm surrounded by complete morons at my school. All they care about is looks.
kitXinXtheXdark: well, yeah, that's how highschoolers are...but underneath that, i'd bet several of them aren't as superficial as you think they are
midnitemarexxx9: I'd rather not talk to them anyway.
kitXinXtheXdark: i think you need some human interaction.
kitXinXtheXdark: i mean, this conversation could hardly count as that. you need some IRL people to talk to.
kitXinXtheXdark: you'd be amazed how much people are willing to listen
midnitemarexxx9: No.
kitXinXtheXdark: why not? do you have any solid reason why you are a loner?
midnitemarexxx9: People lead to pain.
kitXinXtheXdark: well...i can see that in a way, but not everyone does.
kitXinXtheXdark: i mean, i'm pretty happy right now with my relationship.
kitXinXtheXdark: i may not be in the future
kitXinXtheXdark: but the here and now is what's important
midnitemarexxx9: What if he's not what you think? Hm?
midnitemarexxx9: What if he goes and breaks your heart.
midnitemarexxx9: Would you want that?
midnitemarexxx9: I don't think you would.
kitXinXtheXdark: well...no...but, like i said, i'm pretty damn happy right now, and for me, that's all that matters.
kitXinXtheXdark: i'm pretty sure he loves me as much as i love him, and that's good enough for me for now
midnitemarexxx9: Thats too much of a risk for me. I'm sorry.
kitXinXtheXdark: -sigh- i think you're missing out
kitXinXtheXdark: i was kinda like you once...
kitXinXtheXdark: back right after the incident
kitXinXtheXdark: but, all it took was one person to help me out, and BAM, i was on the road to being happier, with myself and the rest of the world
midnitemarexxx9: I hate the world.
kitXinXtheXdark: :(
kitXinXtheXdark: you're just in need of someone genuine to metaphorically take your hand and help you out
midnitemarexxx9: Oh yes. The whole fucking town knows of Itachi. None of them want to help me.
kitXinXtheXdark: ;-;
kitXinXtheXdark: i'd help...but i don't think i could reach that far.
kitXinXtheXdark: wherever you are
midnitemarexxx9: Yes, yes.
kitXinXtheXdark: i'm serious, man.
midnitemarexxx9: I'm sure you'd love to help me.
kitXinXtheXdark: what, you don't think i would?
midnitemarexxx9: I don't think you would.
kitXinXtheXdark: why not?
midnitemarexxx9: No one tries to help me.
kitXinXtheXdark: maybe no one you know personally.
kitXinXtheXdark: but i would.
kitXinXtheXdark: i swear on my life.
midnitemarexxx9: Then go help the other kid in my school.
kitXinXtheXdark: hey, man, you're first.
kitXinXtheXdark: i told you i'd help. so if i ever get the chance, i will
midnitemarexxx9: Joy.
kitXinXtheXdark: you don't believe me, do you?
midnitemarexxx9: Not in the slightest bit.
kitXinXtheXdark: i told you, i don't lie.
kitXinXtheXdark: it's my personal goal.
kitXinXtheXdark: i shouldn't lie
midnitemarexxx9: If you were at my school you'd avoid me like all the rest.
kitXinXtheXdark: -sigh- no i wouldn't...and we'll leave at at that. because you just refuse to believe me.
midnitemarexxx9: Whatever.
kitXinXtheXdark: /
kitXinXtheXdark: but...like, why exactly do people avoid you (other than the fangirls)?
kitXinXtheXdark: is it cause they think you'll be a killer too?
midnitemarexxx9: I don't know. They all just think I'm weird because I live with a serial killer and was the only one he didn't kill. They think I'm plagued or something.
kitXinXtheXdark: psh, that's odd. but it is odd that the only one he didn't kill was you...maybe...oh, wait...nevermind...
kitXinXtheXdark: people are sometimes a bit closed minded though
midnitemarexxx9: Yes. They are.
kitXinXtheXdark: i mean, i have to use makeup every day to cover the scars on my face...'cause if i don't, everyone will question me on it.
kitXinXtheXdark: and i'd rather not tell the world about my past, y'know?
midnitemarexxx9: They all already know.
kitXinXtheXdark: maybe you should change schools like i did. i mean, it sucked to have to meet all new people, but for you i don't think you'd find that much of a problem, since you seem to hate everyone
kitXinXtheXdark: -.-
midnitemarexxx9: Like Itachi would allow that.
kitXinXtheXdark: run away! i did once. but i was 10...so they just sent me back to my foster home.
midnitemarexxx9: Oh he'd find me. He always does.
kitXinXtheXdark: ...er...he really has it bad for you, doesn't he...?
midnitemarexxx9: He does whatever he can to see me hurt.
midnitemarexxx9: He loves to watch me squirm.
kitXinXtheXdark: ...er...literally?
midnitemarexxx9: No.
kitXinXtheXdark: ...well...uh...anyways...you should never stop trying to run.
kitXinXtheXdark: i didn't.
kitXinXtheXdark: i kept at it until my dad adopted me.
kitXinXtheXdark: he's the first adult to ever actually care about me.
midnitemarexxx9: Trust me. Running away is a bad idea for me.
kitXinXtheXdark: why, what will he do?
midnitemarexxx9: I'd rather not talk about it..
kitXinXtheXdark: ...-cough-...uh...
kitXinXtheXdark: hell.
kitXinXtheXdark: he does stuff to you doesn't he
kitXinXtheXdark: stuff brothers shouldn't do
kitXinXtheXdark: i'm not gonna beat around the bush
midnitemarexxx9: I'm not 5 you know.
kitXinXtheXdark: no, i'm just asking, not telling.
midnitemarexxx9: Yes. He does.
kitXinXtheXdark: O.o
midnitemarexxx9: Bastard likes to tell the whole world about how he's fucking a 16-year-old boy.
midnitemarexxx9: Of course he leaves out that the boy is HIS BROTHER!
midnitemarexxx9: The sick mother fucker! WHO THE HELL FUCKS THEIR OWN FLESH AND BLOOD!
midnitemarexxx9: THIS ISN'T FUCKING WEST VIRIGINIA!
kitXinXtheXdark: woah, hey man, calm down...look, he's definitely one sick fuck. but...well...um...
kitXinXtheXdark: -at a loss for words-
midnitemarexxx9: I'm sorry, I had a moment..
kitXinXtheXdark: yeah. oh...and...er...it doesn't hurt if you do it right...
midnitemarexxx9: . . .
kitXinXtheXdark: just...lettin' you know, man...
kitXinXtheXdark: in case you...y'know...wanna try it in the future if you end up with a guy
kitXinXtheXdark: i mean, Takai and i switch off and stuff. it's not that bad.
midnitemarexxx9: I don't need to here about your sex life.
midnitemarexxx9: I apologize for shouting my problems at you, but that doesn't mean I wanna hear about yours.
kitXinXtheXdark: i'm not...giving you my problems...i just don't want you to be freaked out about things because of what your brother does.
midnitemarexxx9: Just change the subject.
kitXinXtheXdark: ...fine...
kitXinXtheXdark: uh...
kitXinXtheXdark: er...
kitXinXtheXdark: so...back to...school?
midnitemarexxx9: Sure.
kitXinXtheXdark: right.
kitXinXtheXdark: did you get chased by fangirls today?
midnitemarexxx9: Yes.
kitXinXtheXdark: man...i'll never know what that's like. i bet they're some pretty scary bitches
midnitemarexxx9: Yes. Especially the pink haired bitch, Sakura.
kitXinXtheXdark: PINK!?
kitXinXtheXdark: holy shit.
kitXinXtheXdark: that's odd.
kitXinXtheXdark: what a freak.
midnitemarexxx9: I hate her. Then theres her little friend Ino. They always fight about who I like more.
midnitemarexxx9: I hate both of them.
kitXinXtheXdark: psh, women.
kitXinXtheXdark: they're so shallow.
midnitemarexxx9: Exactly why I hate them.
kitXinXtheXdark: i've found a few that were worthwhile, but for the most part, i prefer guys
kitXinXtheXdark: i mean, friendship-wise too. not just that.
midnitemarexxx9: Okay.
midnitemarexxx9: You don't have to prove yourself to me.
kitXinXtheXdark: well, i'm just saying that i don't have to think of a person like that to be friends with them. though you'd probably say they aren't really my friends.
midnitemarexxx9: I probably would.
kitXinXtheXdark: you did yesterday
midnitemarexxx9: Well then there you go. I already did.
kitXinXtheXdark: i mean, yeah, maybe we're not close friends or anything, but they're still my friends
midnitemarexxx9: If you say so.
kitXinXtheXdark: you're pretty cynical.
midnitemarexxx9: Yes, yes.
midnitemarexxx9: Now I have to go.
kitXinXtheXdark: psh, fine
kitXinXtheXdark: buh-bye
midnitemarexxx9: Good bye.

Ah, such a taboo subject, incest. Not to mention the fact that it's brothers, and that the younger sibling is underage. But, who said life was fair and pretty? It's quite the world out there, and our boys still don't even know the half of it. I see you're dying to know more, right? Well, you'll just have to wait until our next storytime, my dear readers.


first of all, i would like to say no offense is meant to any of you who live in West Virginia.
now, personally, i wasn't expecting little miss Paige to actually take the incest rape as being true...i was just joking. but it sure makes things interesting, doesn't it? i'm totally having awesomely amazing fun RPing like this. just thought i'd let you know.

oh, and, when the narrator -read: I- say boys, i'm not talking to you readers (since most of you are probably girls), i'm talkin' to Sasu and Naru (in a way)

as for updating this, it will happen whenever she and i have enough time to chat. which hopefully will be most nights, but sometimes that doesn't happen.