Disclaimer: I don't own iCarly, if I did Sam and Freddie would be flirting in every episode.

It had all started two days ago during an iCarly taping.

"We'd like to introduce to you all a new segment we like to call" said Carly

"Ask us anything!" both Carly and Sam shouted in unison.

" It's where you can instantly send us questions and we answer them here live"

" Fredward let's get this thing rolling. What's the first question?" asked Sam in her usual 'I don't care' tone of voice.

"Why do you intend on calling me that even though I asked you not to?" complains Freddie.

"Because your not the boss of me"

" You know what Sam?"

" What Fred-"

"Guys! We're kind of doing a web show here." shouts Carly trying to get them to calm down.

"Oh right. I'll stop because you asked Carly. Our first question is from MIA80. They ask Sam who's your celebrity crush?"

"Well MIA80 the two guys I would love to bake cookies on would be David Henry and Wentworth Miller because David's character is a dork and Wentworth's character is wicked smart, which is my weakness."

Sam's p. o. v.

Why did I just say that? It's like I want him to know that I've had a humongous crush on him since third grade. Stupid. Stupid Sam. Call me crazy, but when I said that I could've swore I saw him look at me. Not just look at me, but actually stare at me like he's trying to figure me out. Maybe he was just surprised at my answer. Yeah, that's it.

"Okay Freddie what's our next question?" Carly asks.

" Carly this next question is for 101 asks 'why won't you date Freddie', and don't just give the generic "Because we're just buds" response, explain."

"Freddie is that a real question?"

"Seriously Carly that's what it says."

"Oh. . .um… Well HP101 I guess the only reason I don't want to go out with Freddie would be the fact that I don't want to ruin our friendship. If we were to ever breakup it would be really awkward and we could never go back to the way we were. We're both nice and -"

" Exactly " interrupts Freddie.

" Excuse me" a confused Carly whispers under her breath.

" That's exactly why I think we should get together. We are both genuine good people."

" Don't you think that it could get boring sometimes. I need someone who's different than me." Carly argued back.

"Carly, I like you . A lot. If you know that we'll work out and we could be good together, then say yes. Will you go out with me?" Freddie pleads.

I'm watching this scene like a distant, shadowy dream. This can't be real. I can see my best friend's outer shell of self-composure and determination to never say yes to that eternal question breaking. My heart shatters onto a million pieces when the sinful answer slips through her lips. "Yes"

The only emotion I can convey at this point is a vitriolic laugh. What is wrong with me the worst thing just happened and I laugh. You can be sure I stopped laughing when I saw the only two joyous people in the room join each other in a big, warm embrace. Remembering that we're live I say to the camera it's a rap and shut it off.

As a celebration for the end of the show and the new couple we all run down to the living room for Peppy Cola and popcorn. I don't say a word all night cause honestly for the first time in my life I'm speechless. I also don't say a word because I'm waiting. Waiting for Freddie's 'I told you so'.

"Sam your really quiet tonight?" states a concerned Carly. Any other night I would be touched by her kindness, but tonight I'm just disgusted.

Once Freddie opened his mouth I already knew it was coming.

"She's probably too busy eating her words to talk." adds Freddie. "She can't believe that all those years of her telling me it's never going to happen was a waste of time"

"what-" I rudely get interrupted by a screaming Mrs. Benson.

"Ahh" shrieking the most girlish scream I've ever heard from a grown woman. "Freddie another girlfriend. I thought I was lucky to see you with one. This time it's with the girl of your dreams." She squeezes him into a tight suffocating hug." I'm just so happy for you."

And if that wasn't enough Spencer comes in saying that he heard the big news. Suddenly something dawns on me when Spencer says to Freddie "You know maybe one day I can actually call you my brother." I'm the odd woman out. Everyone in this room will be connected to each other if Carly and Freddie work out except for me. It's always been like this. No one to be there for me and me feeling left out amongst my friend's tight knit families.

Everything's changing even my perspective on life and situations. I can't stay here any longer or I'm going to burst with tears and ruin my tough girl reputation forever. So I grab my jacket and bolt right out of there. The last thing I hear is Carly saying "Spence your taking this too far. We haven't even been dating for an hour yet." I didn't stop running until I reached home and could feel the burning lump in my throat from trying not to cry. Which leads me right back to lying on my bed and listening to 'Tangled up in Me' by Skye Sweetnam. I'm so not looking forward to tomorrow.

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