I don't own anything to do with FFX or this song. What if- Kate Winslet.
Here I stand alone
With this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change
Yuna stood on the piers edge and watched the sun slowly disappear under the long blue line of the sea. She was nearly always here, hoping he would emerge from the sea his blonde hair glistening in the sun light his azure eyes looking into her own, as he did before. Yuna remembered the days when he was here, her pilgrimage. She looked back at the start when he came to Besaid and right up to when he jumped from her arms and left her standing on her airship heart broken. A tear sprung in her eye and she let it fall.
Well I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind
The sun had disappeared and the moon had risen. She held her arms tight and prayed for him to come back. But, what pained her the most was that, Could have I saved him? Could she stop him fading, if only he told her he would disappear she might have, she would have saved him.
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
If she could go back she wouldn't have killed Sin, she would rather live in a world with thousands of Sins just to be in his arms. To have what she should have had. What if she didn't let him go, she tried, but in her heart she says she didn't try hard enough. If only she could go back in time, but she'll never know.
Many roads to take
Some to joy
Some to heart-ache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change
She'd lost her way she thought. He'd made his choice, he'd made his path and stuck to it. He wasn't going to let her die and he didn't, but she lost him and he failed. She is dying inside. And Yuna wanted him to know that, that he was killing her. She'll die inside because of him. She wanted to go back to the start and save him as he saved her along the way. If only she had his determination she knew she would be able to save him.
Do you think how it would have been sometimes
Do you pray that I'd never left your side
And sometimes she thought, is he like this too? Is he hurt inside? Does the dream, dream of what could have might have been. Does he want her with him forever?
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
If she was offered the chance to be with him she take it no matter the cost. She loved too much. She let him go, she let him fade, she lost her dream. If only she could go back in time, but they'll never know.
If only we could turn the hands of time
If I could take you back would you still be mine
Would he still love her even though she didn't try and stop him fading. She was the reason he faded, she was the reason Spira had the never ending calm. They don't understand, she done something many summoners had tried to do before and she was the only one who did it. But it came at a huge price, something she didn't know she'd lose. If only, if only I didn't do what I thought I had to do, he'd be here.
'Cos I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keep on spinning in my mind
I could have saved him as he saved me. Could I have saved him? The question would never leave her it'd be in her head screaming at her till her dying days, when maybe she might be with him again.
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
What if I had never walked away
'Cos I still love you more than I can say
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
We'll never know
And now he was gone she loved him more than ever because she told him and she knew he loved her. She'd let him go she knew she should have tried but she didn't, she was too late. She's done the damage and she couldn't turn back the time.
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