Sorrow. Swept. Over. Me.

"I wish I could cross my arms, and cross your mind Cause I believe you'd unfold your paper heart and wear it on your sleeve All my life I wish I broke mirrors, instead of promises Cause all I see, is a shattered conscience staring right back at me"

Dark eyes stare into a dark pool of caffine, "He told me he was in love with me…"

Chokeing is heard from the other side of the table, "What did you say?"

The pale man looks up at his friend with eyes that look lost and confused, "I told him I didn't know how I felt about him…I just…reminded him of things he already knew…about her…" Sasuke tilts his head back finnishing his coffee, then he stares back at his friend.

The ponytail wearing young man on the other side of the table sighs his head falling into his hand, "I can't believe you…you KNEW this was gonna happen!" Chocolate eyes study the man infront of him and he sighs lowering his voice sounding soft, "You knew he was in love with you…yet you let it go on…"

Sasuke slides his fingers into his hair grabbing at the chunck of his hair, "I…didn't want to hurt him…I didn't want him to fall in love..I just…wanted to be his friend…I couldn't do to him what all his others love intrests did…but I ended up doing it anyway without realizing it…"

Hopeless looking coal eyes meet sympathic chocolate eyes, "Sasuke…you have to let one of them go…"

Sasuke nods slowly looking off into the distance.

"Depression, please cut to the chase and cut a long story short Oh please be done. How much longer can this drama afford to run? Fate looks sharp, severs all my ties and breaks whatever doesn't bend But sadly then, all my heavy hopes just pull me back down again"

Loud heart wrenching sobs are heard as short tan stubby fingers grib tightly onto a pillow holding it tightly. "I'm such a idiot…he would never be with me…I can't compare…"

The blond teens words dripped with the deepest sadness he had ever felt in his life. He suddenly jumps up whipeing his face hearing someone knock on the door. He climbs out of his bed grabbing a shirt to whipe his face . The blond throws on a shirt and some sweat pants and opens the door. A pink haired girl with emerald eyes and pale skin stands there looking confused, "You ok?...Your eyes are all red…"

Naruto opens the door enoug for her to come in and shuts the door behind her, he keeps his hand on the handle stareing at the door, "I told him how I felt…"

Green eyes widen stareing are her blond friend, "Naruto…"

Instantly she wraps her arms around him tightly, he takes big deep shaky breaths trying not to cry. "He told me he didn't know what to say! He didn't know what he felt! He just tried to tell me things I already knew, like I was going to care, obviously I didn't care, DUMBASS! I wouldn't have said anything!"

The two pull away from each other, the blond boy walks over to his fridge grabbing a soda. He sits down at the table in his small kichen and takes a deep breath looking around. The girl starts to walk over and sits across from him taking one of his hands, "He's not stupid…you know that…"

"I know…He's exstremely smart…he's hilarious, he cares…he listens…He's geourgous…I know he is sincer with every word, but at the same time I don't want to believe it. I…want him to be like every other guy…I want him to be a jerk…Even thou it would hurt…" Crystal blue tourchered eyes look up into green ones, "I rather not be in love, and be in hate…than be in love with someone I know I can't have and never will…"

Sakura's frown deepens listening to her friends despaired words, "You just need to…find a new guy, you need to replace him, and find some way to still be his friend and nothing more…"

The blond throws his hands up, "I don't know how! I don't know how to interact with people, I don't like people." He sighs taking a big drink of his soda and then setting it down, "Society is like a big pile of coal, there are some diamonds among the muck. There's a lot more coal than diamonds, I choose too assume everyone is…I'm sick and tired of getting jerked around…I am so pathetic that I wait around for people to find me…because chaseing after others has been waste of my time…and at this point, its not worth the energy." Naruto stares at his friend with with his clear baby blues, "I want him, and no ones else but him…if I even were to find someone…or someone find me. I would compare them…which isn't fair to that person. Sasuke either has to want me, or completely be out of my life…" Suddenly tears form in the corner of his eyes slowly traveling down his cheek and falling onto the table, "I don't want to let him go…I can't let him go…I have never wanted someone so badly ever in my life…I have never been so in love…and it hurts like hell.."

The girl sitting across from him is completely dumbfounded. She stares at her friend as if he was laying in a hospital dying, "Naruto..you have to leave…you can't stay here…"

"I have to talk to him first…I have to…"

"It hurts just to wake up, whenever you're wearing thin Alone on the outside, so tired of looking in The end is uncertain and I've never been so afraid But I don't need a telescope to see that there's hope And that makes me feel brave"