A/N: Hey guys! Another chapter DONE and READY TO READ! Hope you guys like! This chapter goes a little more in depth with the twins. Cody has a deep conversation with himself AND you get to find out a little secret Zack's been holding back... AND our first sex scene! Oh joy! I'm gonna be splitting up both Zack and Cody's respective thoughts so it's easy to follow along! HOPE YOU ENJOY! :-D R&R
Chapter 2: What Did I Do? What Should I Think?
Cody walks into his room, ignoring his moms greeting for the first time in forever. He drops his bag at the foot of his bed, kicks his shoes off and lies back. He closes his eyes as he lets his thoughts overtake him…
"Am I gay? I CAN'T be gay! I mean, yea. I may be a bit feminine at times…well…ALL the time…but I like GIRLS! I dated Barbra! I crushed on Max a few times before! Let's not forget Irma…So HOW could I be gay? Well…I always did pay attention to my studies more…Barbra really wasn't ALWAYS on my mind…
STOP IT CODY! YOU KNOW YOUR NOT GAY! Do you? Oh I just don't KNOW anymore!
Those girls did have a point…I WAS a great cook and baker…I mean I was the best…So what? Guys cook, too! Then again…I was captain of the Knitting team…I'm so glad we won first prize for that sweater…NO! Guys knit, too…I guess…
SO WHAT? I may do things a girl does, but I still love my women…Well whenever I pay attention to them, which is not a lot. I just wanna find the RIGHT girl for me, you know? Someone with nice eyes, great hair…a good sense of style…nice, hot abs…someone who as a bigger-
NO! NOT THAT LAST ONE! Oh GOD! Was I about to say…no. I'm NOT gay! I was on the cheerleading squad! That's FILLED with hot women! Yea! And besides, we won the NATIONALS! I was able to lead them well…
Cody let out a gasp.
Oh my god…this isn't happening…Am I really GAY? I've never looked at a guy that way before…except for that one time…No no…That was a girl…No wait…It was a guy…I remember him walking along the pool with his shirt off…Psh okay. So I stared at ONE guy…
Wait…we can't forget the boys shower…So…many…guys…such…big…
OKAY. Get a grip! Now lets think of this logically…Wait, how logically can one REALLY get when it comes to something like this?
I can't believe this…I CAN'T be gay…
Cody buries his face in his pillow and grunts. "I'm not gay…I can't be…" He repeats as he drifts off to sleep.
Zack walks into the suite feeling a bit upset after what he saw. He ACTUALLY passed a REAL cutie, too.
"Hi, baby! Hungry?" Carrie says, greeting him.
"Hey mom. No thanks, I'm not that hungry. I'm just gonna get some sleep." She replies with a nod as he follows Cody into their room, closing the door behind them. He plops on his bed face down and tries his best to fall asleep, but he can't help but recall what happened on his first day of school…
Zack walks to his locker prepared to start a new day.
"Ahh. New locker. New school. New GIRLS!" He says with a grin. His brother, Cody had already left, eager to start a new school year in a new school. "He's such a nerd." As Zack settles in to his new locker, a boy walks up to the locker next to him.
"Hi." The new boy says in a highly feminine voice. "Hey dude, nice to meet you. I'm Zack. Say, you wouldn't know how to get to this room, would ya buddy?" Zack extends his schedule to the boy, who grabs his wrist instead and looks at the paper.
"I'm John, and yea. I'm actually headed there now. Why don't we walk together?" John offers.
"Uh. Sure, I guess. So, John. How old are ya? You don't look like you belong in this grade. I'm 15, by the way." Zack laughs. John laughs, too. Although he thinks this kid is cool, Zack can't help but notice something different about him. "Well, I'm 15, too. I get that I look older all the time." They both walk to their classroom.
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"Zack! I got Science Club today, so tell mom I won't be home for a few hours!" Cody shouts as his brother and his new friend John walk out.
"Dude! It's the first day of classes! How in the world could you already be in a club?" Cody eagerly runs up to Zack. "It's prep day! We get to shine the beakers and fill the bunson burners!" He says with a smile on his face. "I swear, can you get any nerdier? Sure. I'll tell mom." Cody hugs his brother with thanks as he runs off.
"So John, since my brother wont be home dorkin' the place up, what do you say we go to my house and play some video games or something?"
"That sounds lovely. Thanks!" John exclaims. Zack and John were hanging out most of the first day, and although Zack had a funny feeling about him, he thought he was a pretty cool guy.
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"Zack honey! I'm gonna be gone for a concert for a few hours. Dinners in the microwave if you and your brother get hungry!" She shouts as she leaves the suite. "OKAY!" Zack shouts. Zack and John sit on the sofa watching TV and talking. The feeling had completely vanished and Zack felt comfortable around John for some reason. This was his first actual guy friend that he can hang with.
"So tell me something, Zack? Have you ever considered…exploring?" John asks.
"What me? Nah. That's my brothers thing. ALWAYS talking about places he wants to go. China, Peru, somewhere far land." John laughs.
"No no no. I mean have you ever "explored"…you know." John says, moving closer to Zack.
"No. I don't know." Zack turns his attention to John, who's now so close, he could feel his minty breath in his face.
"Well…Let me show you." Just then, John leans in and plants a kiss on Zack's pink lips. For a moment, Zack begins to feel sick, but before he could push John away…something inside him told him not to.
"What are you THINKING Zack? Push yourself away from this freak!" He thinks to himself, but to no avail. Soon his thoughts become blurry to him as the kiss intensifies. Soon, soft, sweet kisses turn to hot, delicious ones, both their tongues dancing in each others mouths. John finally pulls away and Zack sits in awe. He couldn't believe what just happened…and what was even MORE incredulous to him was that he didn't STOP John.
"Well…looks like we found something little Zachary likes. Now tell me…do you like this?" John says in a sexy tone. Just then, he begins sucking and gently nibbling on Zack's neck. Zack tried his hardest to get himself to stop, but for some reason he couldn't…in fact…he was actually ENJOYING it. It was long until the constant sucking and nibbling had Zack reacting wildly. Small moans and mewls were coming out of his mouth as his head was tilted back in pleasure.
"Whaddya say we try something else…if you liked that…then I'm certain you're gonna LOVE this." John whispers as he gently removes Zack's shirt. He begins circling Zack's pink nipples with the pads of his fingers. Zack didn't know what to make of it, but it drove him wild with pleasure. Small moans and mewls turned into loud ones. He could feel his shorts tighten uncomfortably from the boner he'd gotten. John then began to tongue at the love swelled nubs. Zack went into a state of ecstasy, gyrating his hips and grasping the couch fabric so tight it could rip. A wetness formed in Zack's shorts and boxers as he could feel the pre-cum spewing from his hardened member.
"Oh god…John. JOHN!" He moaned in pleasure. "Yea, I knew you'd like that. Finally, the home stretch. Prepare for this one, Zacky poo. You're in for the ride of your life." John began kissing and licking up and down Zack's hairless chest. This sent him into a state of euphoria. He couldn't control his urges and he could hear his thoughts screaming loudly inside his head.
Zack knew he was receiving this amazing feeling from a boy, but for some reason he was alright with it…he was quite comfortable. He felt as though everything would be alright. This was a feeling he'd NEVER gotten from thinking about girls. And when he looked at porn on the computer and jacked off, he'd never felt this way.
"Oh…John…I'm gonna burst. JOHN!" He screamed as John continued on his stomach. He had found his sweet spot, the area just below the belly button. Finally, John began unbuttoning Zack's shorts and slid them off, along with his blue and white boxers, revealing a rock hard boner, standing straight up, soaked in pre-cum. John gave Zack a smile as he engorged his entire 5 ½ inch length into his mouth. Once Zack felt his cock be enveloped by soft velvety lips, he let out a very loud moan. He began writhing in ecstasy, unable to control his hips constant movement and humping. His moans turned into screams of joy as John forcefully sucked on his length as if it were a lollipop. His eyes were clenched shut, and his hand clasped tight to the couch.
"OH! OH! UHHH! NGGGHH!! JOHN! JOHN! OOH! JOOOHN!" He felt his tip boiling with hot, juicy boycum and was ready to blow any second. As he approached orgasm, his movements came to a halt, leaving his entire pelvis propped in the air, his arms keeping him balanced. His jaw was locked open, his eyes shut tight, screaming in pleasure.
"OOH GOD! JOOOOOOOOOOOOOHN!" He breathed in and let out the loudest moan he'd ever made, as he experienced the most intense orgasm he'd ever felt, spurting cum all over Johns throat. He began whimpering during each spurt, trembling with pleasure. John swallowed all of it down in a cinch, and Zack slumped down onto the couch. Breathless, he could barely speak or even stay awake. His body tingling with comfort and release, he breathily said, "I…cant believe…a guy…WOW…so good…SO fucking good…" John wiped his mouth and smiled.
"Well, love. I think we're through here. I'll show myself out. It was fun though, maybe we can do it again sometime." He smiled. Zack nodded as he tried catching his breath, still melted like putty into his couch.
"By the way. I knew you were gay from the moment you said hi to me. Nothing to be shy about, sweetie. You'll get used to it." And in that instant…John was gone.
For what seemed like HOURS to Zack, took only a few minutes for him to relive his past experience. The thought ran through his head like a thousand horses. "Gay…" Just then, he realized his boner was getting increasingly uncomfortable. He got up and dragged himself to the bathroom to take care of his "problem". All the while thinking…
"Wow…I'm gay. I like boys. It's no WONDER I always felt uncomfortable around girls. How do I tell people. How do I tell CODY? I can't believe I forgot…In fact, I don't even think people are buying the whole, "I'm straight cause I'm in sports" bit, anymore…God…I knew this day would come…"
He closed the door behind him and ran the cold water in the shower, which wasn't normal for Zack. The icy water made him shiver, but got rid of the boner fast. He put his head against the wall as he accepted himself…
I'm gay…
A/N: WOW. Loooong chapter! Did you guys like it? Personally, I liked Zack's side a tad bit more. Don't worry, a LOT more to come! Chapter 3 is imminent! Review please!!! Thanks!
