Chapter 2

I woke up with the sun shining on my face. I turned to look at the time it was 2:00 P.M. I had slept through the whole night.

I stood up ad walked to the window. I opened it and stuck my head out the window the heat felt nice on my face. It had been a long time since the sun had come out.

I loved the sun. It was something I never really ever got to experience often. I heard someone walk in through the front door. I closed the window and sat back down on the bed it was probably just Charlie.

"Hello!!!"

I heard the familiar chime like voice coming from downstairs. Alice must have stopped by. She was Edwards adopted sister, and my best girl friend.

"Bella!!!!" I heard footsteps coming up the stairs and my door opened to reveal a small pixy like girl looking astonished as she observed my room.

Dirty clothes was all over the floor and the food Charlie had made for me which had gone uneaten was on the table in a mess along with makeup, hairbrushes, and anything else I decided just to dump out but never throw away.

I stood up and went back to observing the sky from my window.

"I see you haven't been cleaning up around here," her voice sounded horrified.

I stood silent.

"Bella come on! Will you please say something you haven't talked to me since the accident I am really worried about you.

"I don't need you or anyone else to worry about me I am perfectly fine" I said rudely

" How can I not worry about you when you're like this. If you think I am bad you should see Edward he is like dieing since you wont even talk to him. He thought giving you your space all summer would have done the trick but I guess he was wrong."

I thought about this what was she trying to tell me I didn't understand.

" You know you should really just stop acting like this it's been 2 months. Your mom wouldn't want you to be like this…"

That had done the trick I turned around to face her.

" What would you know about my mom!!" I yelled it right in her face I didn't even feel guilty.

" Well I know enough about her that she wouldn't want you to be like this or act this way!!" she yelled right back but you could tell by the expression on her face that she was hurt.

"You don't know anything! You don't know what its like to loose someone you love!"

These made tears go to her eyes.

"Actually I would remember. Both my parents and my little brother died in a fire." She said this quietly then she started to walk out the room.

I stood there for five minutes not moving and not thinking after awhile I went to go sit on the edge of my bed. I couldn't believe I had just said that to Alice. Alice who had been my best friend. Alice who came all the way over here to cheer me up after I ignored her all summer. I started to think about our entire conversation.

That's when it happened realization just hit me. I had probably been the worst friend in history. I had ignored Alice and Edward, my best friends, all summer. I couldn't believe it.

They probably thought I was the worst person in the world. I thought about what Alice had said about Edward." he is like dying since ou won't even talk to him." Did that mean he cared in another way about me like more then a friend. Okay I have to admit that I had always had a crush on Edward. I mean he was handsome, smart, reliable, and he could make you laugh.

I thought about this and it made me feel worse and worse.

I got off the bed opened my closet and put on the nicest clean clothes. Some dark jeans and a v-neck dark purple shirt with a black tank top.

I ran down the stairs and left a note for Charlie saying that I was leaving and would be back home later tonight. I grabbed my bag off the table and went outside. The warm air overwelhemed me. I started my way down the road as fast as I could I new I wouldn't make it to their house until sundown. It was a 10-mile walk and I didn't have a car or cell phone so they only way I could get there was walking. I never mind a long walk its just that I wanted to get there as fast as I could. So I started jogging, and before I knew it I was running, and after that I was sprinting. I sprinted the entire way not stopping never looking back and not paying attention to my throbbing calves.

I saw there house in view so I tried to wipe off as much sweat as possibly put my hair up in a neat ponytail and walked up the front steps. I rang the doorbell and saw that someone was coming to open the door.

Esme opened the door with a big smile on her face.

"Bella what a nice surprise. Oh dear you look terribly did you walk all the way over here." She asked worriedly.

" Hi yes but I'm fine really."

" Oh ok well why don't you come in and clean yourself u then I'll cook you something to eat. You don't look like you've eaten in ages."

I walked into the house and looked around everything was just like it used to be. The grand piano in the living room with the white sofas and the kitchen to the left with all of the expensive cooking pots hanging from a rack. It was the best house anyone could ask for it was beautiful.

"Why don't you go to the restroom then you can go visit with Alice and Edward while I cook you some dinner."

"Thank you, but really I'm fine."

"Don't be silly. You look starved from your long walk here."

"Thank you"

She smiled at me brightly then I made my way up the stairs and walked into the bathroom on the left hand side on the other side was Alice's room followed by Edwards. I walked into the restroom and everything was neatly organized. It was Edwards's bathroom I realized they must have switched so that Alice could have the bigger bathroom.

I turned on the faucet and started to wash my face as I lifted my face I noticed that my face had more color in it and I didn't look that sick anymore.

I walked out of the restroom and made my way to Alice's room. I slowly opened the door hoping not to scare her, but when I opened the door I found a long blonde hair kissing Edward. No not kissing making out. The quickly pulled apart the girls face was bright red but Edwards face was full of shock.

"Bella?"

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