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I don't know why I cut myself,
God, give me a sign or help
I won't cry it'll be fine,
I'll take my last breath
Push it out my chest
'Till there's nothing left
The Loss - By Hollywood undead
When we opened the door Alice came running in. "Hello, Bella! Im surprised to se- OMYGOODNESS" She gasped "What happened?" I told her the whole story about the elavator, and Edward saving me. Her eyes got wide when I said how I was climbing up the ropes.
She leaped over to me to grab my hands. I jerked away for 2 reasons. 1) Hr hands were cold! 2) My hands hurt. I looked down at them, and saw they were bloody and red. I smiled and took in my own brand of herion. Blood. I got a little crazy so I ran to the bathroom. I searched around for one of Alice`s razors, and when I found one it wasnt even used!
Hmm oh well its as good as anything! I sliced through one of the diagnol scars. I hissed in pain, but then I felt good. Then I noticed I was bleeding worse than usual. Hmmmmmmmmmm...
Alice POV
After Bella ran into the bathroom, and locked the door, I turned to Edward. "what do we do?" I cried. He looked at me franticly, and shook his head. I looked to the future to see what would happen.
Bella was sitting on the floor with one of the razors I have to keep up the appearance. She cut to deep, and hit a major arterie. She bled to death.
I screamed. "Edward! Get in there!" He ran as fast as he could. When he got there he knocked the door down. I was assulted with the scent of Bella`s delicious blood. I swear I started drooling. I shook it off and ran to Bella.
When I walked in. There was scarlet all over the floor, and all over Bella. She was just smiling repeating over and over "I dont know why I cut myself. wont cry it'll be fine" She laughed and her eyes shut. "Call 911!" I wailed. He nodded feverisly, yanking out his phone. A few seconds later, he was yelling at the police where we were, and when to come.
"No! You must come now! Please! I cant loose her!" He insisted. He sobbed without tears until they got there. The EMTs who werent rushing Bella out on a clean, dark stretcher. I looked at the youngest Emt who looked to be at least in his late 20s. He was asking me how she got hurt. I told him that she cut her wrists purposly, with a razor blade. He nodded vigerously, then sprinted out the door.
We listened to the sirens fade away into the distance I looked at him and he had many emotions playing out on his face. He was bewildered, helpless, nervous, uptight, and worried. I hugged him tight to my chest. I held him like I was a little girl, and he was my damaged rag doll. "Lets get to the hospital, shall we?" I asked meakly. He nodded weakly and we walked into the pristene hall way. Why do they have pristene malls in the middle of no where? Before we left, for once in my long life, I threw on sweats, and a t-shirt.
Bella POV
It was all dark in the place I was... where was that in the first place? I looked around, and suddenly the scene changed. I was now in a golden, calming forest, with a bubbly brook. I heard the rustle of leaves and I whipped aroung. There standong before me was a beautful woman with long, pale blond hair. She was standing on a larde muscle shell with pearls in the middle of a small pond. She was wearing a white cloth romper with gold rope tied around it.
"h-hello" I stammered. She smiled timidly. She stepped from her shell and walked on the water to get to me. She stopped in front of me.
"Hello. I am Aphrodite. Godess of Love and Birth. I am here to tell you Bella, that you have made a mistake" She scolded. She flipped her blond hair behind her ear, and her crystal blue eyes watched me carefully
"Okay?" It came out as more of a question. She squared her shoulders and looked at me, thinking.
"Would you like to know about me?"
"Yes" I responded.
"I am, as you know godess of Love and Birth. But in my time of life, I was very, very selfish. I was also vain, bad tempered, jealouse, and unfaithful. I wish I could go back and change it, but what happened, happened. But you, my dear, can change it while its the present. Please dont give up your chance at living a long happy life."
"Thankyou, Godess I will. "
"Also, That Edward boy is much like my Hephaestus. That boy has fire in his soul. He is not like you though Bella. He is not mortal. Like me, he is immortal. He feels for you though Bella. He will protect you from all danger that surrounds. "
"I beleave I can trust you, Aphrodite. Thankyou for your insight" She nodded, and leaned down to hug me. She was warm yet cold. She smelled like warm apple cider, and Grandma Swans`s homemade ginger bread cookies. She leaned down and smiled proudly at me.
"Do the right thing, Daughter. Please remember what I said. Remember me. Remember that I wanted to change. Dont forget" I struggled to catch the last part because she started to fade. I waved to her and watched her drift away.
I woke up with a gasp and tried to shoot felt as if stones were holding me down. There was an annoying beeping nose somewhere around me. I looked around to see Edward and Alice focusing on me. I smiled and reached my hands out to hold theirs. They looked down on me, and looked disaproving, yet happy.
"Why would you do it Bella?" Edward asked.
"I hate myself. I dont have anyone but Blaine, Aaron, and Linda! I dont have any family. The mental paine thing. It keeps me from sleeping. I can rest in peace. At least knowing that nobody had to know me, and hurt because of me. I dont know why I cut myself. But, I breath and then push it out of my chest." I turned up towards the ceiling. "You put me through hell!" I screamed, thrashing around. I felt the IV tear through my fles, and the waarm blood trickle down my hand.
"Help me!" Edward yelled. "Shes going to hurt herself!" a bunch of nurses came in, and one with visibly died red hair, stuck a needle into my arm. I immediately felt come, and went limp. From my perhiperal vision, I saw Alice stand. She was wearing hot pink sweatpants, with a light pink shirt with a black bow on it. Then she had a hot pink and black tiger stripes hoddie on and black high tops with a girl on it, with hot pink laces. They suddenly faded out of my sight of vision.
I heard Edward whisper "God, not her. Never." Why does he care at all?
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