Chapter 1.5 Love Letter

Len's POV

Will she ever notice me? I hope so…

I said to myself as I combed my hair with my fingers. I am still on the library looking for some books that I might needed.

"Ah…anou…Tsukimori-kun…" a girl from our department said at my back, who was holding a piece of pink envelope with my name on it.

"Anou…" she said blushingly.

"This is for you! Please accept it. " She bowed her head and reached the letter to me.

"I'm sorry, I am kinda busy right now. I don't have any time for such things. I don't have time for nonsense." I turned around at her as I said it icily.

Nonsense?…Does my feelings for Kahoko is nonsense?...

"Why are you so cold?" she said facing my back as I stop walking when she shout at me. She is almost teary eyed.

"You know what! I gather all of my strength just to come to you, to talk to you just to give you this letter that I made just for you than to leave this letter to your locker and wait for nothing? "she paused, sobbing.

"Oi…s-stop crying." I just said. I can't believe what was happening right now.

"I spend so many night just to think the right words that I should write just for you to know that I really like you. All I want is just accept my letter. Read it and tell me someday or sometime…anything. Anything you wish to say for me. I don't care if you will accept my feelings or not. As long as you will tell me the truth, I will accept it. That's all I want."

Silence…

I was very surprised of what she had said to me…I realize what if…I did to Kahoko what she did to me just a moment ago…what if…I at last…confessed my feelings for Kahoko…will she ever accept it?...or dump me like I did to this girl a moment ago?…she cried in front of me…I am really such a VERY cold person…

"Ok…" I just said.

"Huh…" still sobbing.

"I will accept your letter…I will read it and tell you what I think of you…tomorrow..at the rooftop..after class…is that fine?" I said not looking at her.

"Yes…" wiping her tears. "Thank you very much…I am looking forward for your answer."

She handed me her letter and went away.

I just stared blankly at the letter. I take a seat, opened it and read it.

Here what it says…

Love! Love!

Ever since I first saw you, my heart has super love love! Tee hee! Just thinking of you makes my heart get crazier and crazier as if there were eternal cyclones and never changing hurricanes. I'm so into this love.

I want to be in love to you. My heart is swirling in the winds of LOVE!

Love,

Kirei Erika-san

I can't imagine what it says here…it is so not what look at her. Is this the right words that she think of me so many night?

Really funny…

I think I should gather some "right" words too…in order not to hurt her feelings more for tomorrow.

I should better get going…

Normal POV

Ding…Dong…Ding…Dong…

As the bell ring, the class is adjourned.

"Oh brother…" Len said while suddenly remembered the girl from yesterday. He should get going to end the meeting in an instant.

While walking, he keeps on sighing from the classroom to the hallway, from the music room to the library then to the stairs up to the rooftop.

When he opened the door, he saw the girl already standing there, waiting for his arrival. She turn around as she heard Len speak.

"Hey…"he said combing his hair with his fingers.

"Tsukimori-kun…"

"About yesterday…"

"Yes…"

"I'm sorry…even though you gather all of your courage just to give me the letter. I…I won't be able to answer your feelings. I already had someone else on my mind. There's already a girl whom I cherished…" He said blushingly while thinking of Kahoko…smiling.

"Hontou?Is she your girlfriend?"

"Girlfriend?...ah..no.."

"Classmate? Childhood friend? Huh? huh?" she asked almost pushing herself to Len.

"Ie..none of the above..."

"Oh!...you know what? I'm glad that you're not a cold person at all. Also glad that you already ave someone you cherished...I think she doesn't notice your feelings yet. Am I right?"

"Yes..."

"Well...hope she will soon because I am not going to help you...teehee..." she put her left hand under her chin, smiling.

"Well...good luck to you Tsukimori-kun...and your girl too. I'm glad you told me the truth . That is really all I wanted. Thank you very much Tsukimori-kun. Jyaa nee!"

"Yeah...Thank you too."

She just smiled and waved goodbye.

"Sigh...at last..." he said sitting on the nearest bench he saw.

"Now I should make my move...tomorrow..."

Hope she will notice me...tomorrow...

As he went home...thinking of Kahoko...


A/N: Gomene minna. It took me long time to post the next chapter. I will try my best to post my next story...soon.