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Chapter 1
Salvation
Life for me started on June 20, 1901 where I was born to a woman named Elizabeth Masen. She gave birth to me in Chicago. As I grew up under the watchful eye of my mother I started looking at becoming a soldier. I wanted to fight, to serve my country and come home the victor. My father Edward Sr. was never around much. He worked hard to support his family. In 1918 the Spanish influenza was sweeping across the city like wild fire. My father was the first of us to contract the virus. Soon after my mother and I followed. My father died quickly, I was already in the hospital and I never had the chance to say goodbye. My doctor told us there was no cure for the virus that me and my mother both would soon follow him. I had fallen asleep at some point in time. When I woke back up I saw my mother laying next to me, dead. Tears fell from my face. I knew I wasn't far behind her. I reached out grabbing her now cold hand. The doors to what I figured was the morgue, opened. Dr. Carlisle Cullen walked in with a solemn expression.
"Why am I in the morgue? I still live?" He shook his head as I hear soft sobs from his chest.
"I.....I promised your mother I would save you...." I looked at him curiously as his head lowered.
"There isn't a cure, you said it yourself." He shook his head once more and with inhuman speed appeared beside me. He pulled me from my bed cradling me in his arms. I felt fear, fear emitted from him as he carried me out the opposite door he arrived in. The door connect us to the alley behind the hospital.
"Where are you taking me?" I asked in a weak voice. I was coming so much closer to the end. I really didn't care where we were going only that I was going to join my family soon. I closed my eyes as the door behind us shut. Carlisle never answered me where we were heading. The only thing I knew after my eyes had become shut was it felt as if I was flying. I imaged I was heading towards heaven but I saw no light and after a short period I had stopped. I opened my eyes to find myself on the floor on top of a pile of blankets. I tried to look around the room but it was pitch black except for the moonlight that entered a window. Carlisle kneeled next to me, pain, torment, loneliness, confusion, all covered every inch of his face. I was as if he was debating with himself over something. He placed a hand on my forehead. It was ice cold and I flinched away before turning back to stare at him with my own confusion.
"I'm lonely in this life. I've been alone for far too long. Your mother, she asked me." He paused with a look of pain again.
"What, what did my mother tell you?" I thought to myself about what my mother would have said to this man. Maybe something she wanted to tell me before she died.
"She asked to me save you, to do anything possible that only I could do. It, it was as if she knew. Edward, I want someone to help me through this life but more importantly I am doing this for your mother. I promised her I would....." Before I could ask him what he meant he had his lips on my neck as if to kiss me but a few seconds later pain shot through my neck and quickly the rest of my body. It was like fire had taken place of my blood. With each passing beat of my heart it grew hotter and more unbearable. My heart had finally stopped after 3 days. Carlisle explained to me what I was, what we were though I came to realize that I could hear his thoughts and knew everything before he even said it.
He told me that we could live off of animals instead of humans. I tried but after awhile I rebelled against the idea. I used my mind reading ability to hunt the evil of humans society but after awhile I became sick from what I was doing. I no longer wanted to be a monster. I rejoined Carlisle and his diet of animal blood. I watched as my family grew and grew. First Esme who became Carlisle's wife. Then Rosalie was turned by Carlisle. She found Emmett and had Carlisle turn him. Rosalie and Emmett also became mates. Alice and Jasper soon found us and joined the family as mates. Everyone was paired up, everyone had their other, except for me. I had not found my mate, the one I was destined to spend my immortal life with. I was angry at first, my family all had their own but I was left alone as their thoughts of love filled my mind one after another. I was bitter towards them for awhile but I soon came to terms that there wasn't that someone out there. I slowly integrated myself back into my family life tuning out as much of their thoughts as possible. We moved around ever so often before anyone caught on that we didn't age. This time we moved back to Forks, Washington one of our favorite places. We had just arrived a few days ago. I took a break from everything and came to Seattle. I had taken a train from Forks to Seattle just to relax. I'd been in the town for awhile just walking around. It was nearing late afternoon and I decided to go ahead and head back. I was entering the platform from the far left when I saw a group of boy in a circle and the far right. I heard them speaking to someone though if I were human I would have heard nothing.
"Come on give us your money." One boy said. then I saw them push the person. I was debating weather or not to get involved. They were only thinking of taking her money not much harm in that. I learned in my 100 years of being a vampire that you don't involved yourself in anything.
"I, I don't have any I spent the rest on my train ticket." My mind stopped when I heard this girls voice. It sounded like an angel even with the frightened tone. I found myself taking one step to her. I searched for her mind wanting to know what she was thinking but there wasn't anything. Completely silent. I heard the other one around her but nothing from her. Then I heard it. One boy was planning to throw her onto the tracks 7 feet below. But I was too late. I knew if I ran I'd expose myself. I watched as if in slow motion as she was pushed down onto the tracks. They heard em coming and ran. I wanted to go and rip every one of their throats out but my mind also worried about the girl. The girl whose mind I could not hear. I reached the spot where she had follow and was taken back. Her scent was overwhelming. I could feel the venom angel's voice I had heard matched her angelic face. I jumped down checking to see if she was alright. There wasn't any blood which I was grateful for or she would have been my next meal and I didn't want her to die like that. No I thought, she would live a long happy life and no vampire like myself should disturb that. I also wanted to know why I could not read her mind. I laid a hand very gently on the side of her face. I made the mistake of taking a quick breath purely by impulse. Her skin was so soft and warm but her scent burned the back of my throat as I resisted the urge to kill her. I fought an inward battle with each side of myself. The monster in me wanted to rip her throat and drink every last drop of blood that pulsed in her body but my other side fought against it reminding me how upset Carlisle would be. I also heard a small part of my mind, a part I had never heard before fight along side the part of me that resisted the monster in me. Before I had a chance to figure what part of me that surfaced I felt the ground shaking. Looking up I saw a train barreling down on us. I looked down at the girl next to me. She still had her eyes close. I shook her shoulder lightly hoping to wake her but to no avail. I didn't want to jump up so high with her in my arms only to have her awaken but the train came closer and closer to us every second I hesitated so I decided to act. I picked her up in my arms and jumped to the side opposite of the platform and started running. I didn't understand why I kept going only that I was running, running towards home hoping Carlisle could help her. I didn't want to lose her. For some reason I thought I heard my heart beat once after each time I thought about her. It was as if she was now my world, my salvation.
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