Here is Bella's letter to Rosalie. Please remember Bella thinks her baby is a boy.

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Rosalie,

Thank you, Rosalie! Thank you, thank you, thank you! This letter to you could be completely filled with my thanks to you. You do not know how grateful I am – you gave me a child. You saved my child! How can I ever thank you enough for doing that? I owe you with my life. However, as it works out, I don't have a life anymore. My baby is draining it from me, but I am letting him drink. I love him too much to cut away the source of his strength, even if that source of strength... is me.

This letter… is in case I do not make it. In case the pregnancy ends suddenly, or tragically and I do not survive. I would hate to go without saying my final goodbyes to my family. You are my family, Rose. I hope I've earned that status in your eyes, now, too. I know how protective you are of them all, but I am too. I love them as much as you do, Rose, whether you think so or not. I love you, too, in a way that I think you would agree with and be able to cope with. All I really ever wanted from you was your acceptance, and I hope I finally have it.

We never really saw eye to eye, did we? I guess thats because we both wanted what each other had. That's why I was so hesitant to call you about being pregnant – and here's another thank you that I owe you - because you didn't like me. I was throwing away everything you want, but you still helped me when I was desperate and I had no one else to turn to, when I had no one else who would understand. That takes a lot of courage and I'll be eternally grateful – whether I'm living, vampire or human, or dead. Do you understand what you did for me? I hope you do; words cannot describe how lucky I am to have you stand by me through all of this.

Did you know that I was jealous of you at first, Rose, just like you were of me. I was jealous that you had originally been for Edward, and that you had the beauty that could attract him. You are so beautiful, Rosalie, but of course you know what, don't you? You had a place in the family that I wanted to be in. Well, hopefully, if all goes well, I will finally be like you. I will finally fit into your family.

Of course, that's only if it all goes well. I hope so, I really do. Of course I do! I want to see my baby grow, I want to see through vampire eyes and hear with vampire ears, and I want to live forever with my beautiful Edward. But, as you know, I'm writing this letter. I have my doubts. I know that there's a chance that all I will ever see is for human eyes, and I will never fully smell the scent of Edward.

You are very protective over me, Rosalie. I like that, and I'll thank you again and again because of it. It took me a long time to persuade you to let me write these. I don't know what you thought I would do in my time alone! It's not as if you wouldn't hear my heart falter, or my bones break. I guess we could work backwards too – it's not as if you won't hear me cry as I write my feelings in ink, as I say goodbye to my family. But I'm enjoying the privacy. It feels good after being monitored so closely for so long.

Rosalie, I'd like to ask you something. I know what the answer is before I even write it, but I want you to know what will happen if I am not there to say them aloud. Edward is not allowing me to say goodbyes, but I feel them necessary.

Rosalie, you have saved my little boy once. My little nudger inside of me. Rosalie, if I am not here to look after him, will you be? Will you help Edward raise my baby? I know you love him already, and I know Edward will need the encouragement if I do not make it. Don't hate Edward because of it, please don't. He loves me so much, and I know that. That is the only reason he wants our baby gone is so I am safe. I don't hate him for it, so please don't either. If all goes badly, he needs as much love and affection as possible.

There's something I've always wanted to say to you, Rose, something I haven't really been able to before, but you would have been a great mom. You are a great sister, and I know Carlisle and Esme think you are a wonderful daughter. Just like you want me to stay human, I want you to enjoy being a vampire. Enjoy your long, happy life with Emmett. He makes you very happy, so don't dwell on what you're missing out on, please. Instead, think of how much you've gained.

All my love, Rosalie, and thank you.

Just in case.

Bella, xx


It was a little difficult writing Bella's letter to Rosalie. There's only so much she could say, or feel comfortable saying. However, I hope you enjoyed it.

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