Nessie POV

As we were approaching the car, I was debating to ask Aunt Rose why she was crying or just let it go. I don't know but something in me

couldn't let it go. There has always been some mysteriousness that my family had that was deeper than vampirism. Each one had their own

secretive persona, especially Aunt Rose. I had a feeling everyone knew Aunt Rose's, except for me.

"Penny for your thoughts?" she asked

I got out of my trance, "um…….yeah…what?" I asked completely lost.

She chuckled, "What are you thinking about, you were in deep thought, I could tell by that crease in your forehead when you are thinking hard about something, please don't tell me it's about that dog of yours?, she said annoyingly. Aunt Rose didn't care for Jacob and vice versa,but both always tolerated each other for the sake of me. The jokes get old between them so I told them not to do it in front of me anymore.

"Oh, no not about him….."

I had to ask her, couldn't help it.

"Aunt Rose, we've always been very honest with each other and so…. well…..I didn't go up to ask you to go to a movie, I saw you crying and Iwanted to check on you and see what was wrong. Why were you crying? Is it Uncle Emmett? Did you guys have a huge fight again?" I asked concerned.

She looked like she was caught off guard and turned in my direction, facing me. "How did you see me crying?" she asked curiously.

"I was on the roof…..again…." I knew I wasn't supposed to be up there. I looked out the window very quickly and noticed we were in the parking lot of the movies.

" Reneesme, you know better to be up there, you can seriously get hurt knowing your clumsy just like your mom was, we've all told you about that", she said very motherly yet avoiding the questions. She only called me Reneesme, when it was serious, everyone pretty much did except for my parents. They always use Reneesme.

"I know I'm sorry….why are you avoiding the topic, just tell me, it's just me you always said we would be honest with each other", I said.

She took some time to gather what she was going to tell me.

"No, it's not at all about Emmett, look Reneesme there are things about me you don't know that have nothing to do with you. We all have our moments of weakness and what you saw was one of mine. I'm okay and don't worry about anything. It was just a moment. Please let it go", she said pleadingly.

I opened my mouth to say something but quickly shut it. I knew once her mind was made up, to just drop it. "Okay, just…if you ever want to talk about it, I am here." I said with honesty.

"I know", she gave me that charming smile of hers and we hugged. "I love you Aunt Rose", I said sincerely. "I love you too Ness". We released our hug and got out of the car.

The line wasn't that long, only but a few people were in line, mainly couples who were on a date. The men would stare at Aunt Rose, attention she always got. She would always notice but ignore it. Sometimes she would even look….uncomfortable. Those were rare times, but right now, she had one of them. She didn't make eye contact with anyone but the booth guy.

"2 for hitch please", she said. The teenage boy stuttered. "Um….sssixteen fifty". He said admiring her chest.

Aunt rose gave him the money and he handed us the tickets. We walked in finding our way to the concession, I don't believe in watching movies without popcorn. So we stood in line and I could hear the gasps people were making, staring at us. You'd be amazed how often thishappens and sometimes with Uncle Emmett, we would make a scene, just for the hell of it. It was quite entertaining. We made our way toour seats, the people behind us was on a double date. The girls were typically jealous because both of their dates were talking about AuntRose. People have no shame. The movie was cute, we laughed which is good, and I felt like she needed it. Walking out of the movies wepassed the restrooms, where those guys were waiting outside for their dates to come out. One approached us. He was tall, with dark hair and light blue eyes, very attractive. He smiled at me and turned to Aunt Rose.

"Excuse me, I couldn't help but to stare at you, you are incredibly beautiful. If you are interested I have a friend who is photographer and would love to shoot you," he said looking at her up and down, still smiling. The other guy was chuckling to himself watching us.

Aunt Rose looked pissed. "No thank you", she said politely but with a rude snare to it. She grabbed my arm as we walked away.

"Fine, your lost babe", he shouted laughing afterwards.

Uncle Emmett would have kicked his ass, no wait he would have killed him. We kept walking to the car, Aunt Rose looking angry. We got in and drove home; we got home in 10 minutes. We entered the house, where everyone was there. Dad, Uncle Emmett, Uncle Jasper and AuntAlice were back from hunting and Grandpa was home from work. Dad came over and hugged me. Every one of them came and greeted us with hugs. Aunt Alice went to Aunt Rose and hugged her whispering "You Okay", she said concerned. Aunt Rose smiled. "I'm fine thanks". She closed her eyes while they were hugging. Uncle Emmett had that goofy grin as he hugged Aunt Rose. They shared a passionate kiss.

"I missed you, Rose", he said so adorably too. "I missed you too love", she said so sweetly. I smiled watching them. You can tell she meant it, by the day she had. They loved each other so much, it was incredible to watch. My whole family was like that. It's one of the best things we can do and are good at. I caught my dad looking at me, with a curious look.

Let's go home and I'll tell you. I said mentally. He nodded. We all said our goodnights and me, mom and dad made our way to the cottage.

Rose POV

We were driving to the movies, I glanced to look at Nessie and she was thinking hard about something.

" Penny for your thoughts", I asked.

She looked at me after a few seconds. " Um…yeah…what?", she said confusingly.

I chuckled, "What are you thinking about, you were in deep thought, I could tell by that crease in your forehead when you are thinking hard about something, please don't tell me It's about that dog of yours?, I said annoyed.

"Oh, no not about him…..", she said without a smile. That's odd, she usually always has a smile when thinking about him so it must have really not been about him.

"Aunt Rose, we've always been very honest with each other and so…. well…..I didn't go up to ask you to go to a movie, I saw you crying and I wanted to check on you and see what was wrong. Why were you crying? Is it Uncle Emmett? Did you guys have a huge fight again?" she asked quietly.

I panicked for a moment, wondering how the hell she saw me. I parked the car in the lot and turned in her direction, facing her. " How did you see me crying?" I asked curiously.

" I was on the roof…..again….", she said admittingly. We have already told her about that, Bella almost had a heart attack the first time we caught her up on there. We couldn't find her anywhere.

" Reneesme, you know better to be up there, you can seriously get hurt knowing your clumsy just like your mom was, we've all told you about that", I said sounding kind of motherly. She knew I meant it and I was hoping she wouldn't say anything else.

"I know I'm sorry….why are you avoiding the topic, just tell me, it's just me you always said we would be honest with each other", she said.

I looked at her, for the first time I didn't know what to say to her. Of course she could never know about my past. That was something we all had discussed and agreed to.

"No, it's not at all about Uncle Emmett, look Reneesme there are things about me you don't know that have nothing to do with you. We all have our moments of weakness and what you saw was one of mine. I'm okay and don't worry about anything. It was just a moment. Please let it go.", I said sounding as gently as I could.

She was going to say something but she decided not to. " Okay, just…if you ever want to talk about it, I am here.", she said with some worry still in her eyes.

" I know", I said smiling big for her and we hugged. " I love you Aunt Rose", she said with real meaning to it. " I love you too Ness". We released our hug and got out of the car to go watch the movie.

I am used to the snickering and stares I get. Usually I would play the part but sometimes when nights like these, when nights that reminded me of my past, I would get uncomfortable. I didn't like men staring at me, I would always think of him, and how every man was like him. Men who just want to collect beautiful things, and that's what I was to them, a thing. A toy, where once you break it, it has no more use. We walked up to the ticket booth. The ticket boy was a geeky teenager, the kind that played dungeons and dragons on the weekends and never really seen a naked woman before except on the internet. The kind with a lot of acne and voice squeaked when they spoke.

" 2 for Hitch please", I asked boredly. I noticed him admiring my boobs and rolled my eyes.

The teenage boy stuttered. " Um….sssixteen fifty", he said still looking.

I gave him the money and he handed us the tickets. I knew Reneesme wanted popcorn so we waited in the concession line. We stood in line and I could hear the gasps people were making, staring at us. It happens all the time and sometimes when Emmett is here, he would stare right back and ask people if they had a problem. It would scare the hell out of people, it was so entertaining to watch. I laughed in my head. We made our way to our seats, the double dates behind us were annoyed by me because their dates kept staring and nudging each other to look at me. God I hate that. The movie was okay, I laughed a little and it felt good to escape for awhile. Walking out of the movies we passed the restrooms, where those guys were waiting outside for their dates to come out. One approached us. He was attractive to the human eye. He looked at Nessie and smiled looking at her up and down quickly. That pissed me off, to do it to me fine, but not to her. My worse fear is for her to go through what I had gone through. I would never let that happen. Times like these when I was grateful for the dog, because when he looked at her, he really did love her and we all know he would protect her.

The guy spoke. "Excuse me, I couldn't help but to stare at you, you are incredibly beautiful. If you are interested I have a friend who is photographer and would love to shoot you," he said looking at me up and down, smiling. A lame attempt that I've heard over and over, you'd think they'd retire that line after all these years. The other guy chuckled while he watched us.

I was pissed but didn't want to start anything, I wasn't in the mood and I just wanted to hurry home. " No thank you", I said politely yet with rudeness. I grabbed Nessie's arm as we walked away. " Fine, your lost babe", he shouted laughing afterwards. The emphasis on the babe part is what got to me. I wanted to cry but couldn't, for Nessie's sake. We kept walking to the car, I was so ticked off. I wanted Emmett. We got in and drove home, we got home in 10 minutes. We entered the house, where everyone was there. Edward, Jasper, Alice, and Emmett were back from hunting and Carlisle was home from work. Every one of them came and greeted us with hugs. Alice came to me and we hugged as she whispered " You Okay", she said quietly so no one else could hear us. I smiled. " I'm fine thanks". I closed my eyes as we were hugging, Alice always had that affect on people. She's always there for me, in my worst of times. Just like a true sister. Emmett made his way to me with that goofy grin I love. He held me as we shared a passionate kiss.

" I missed you, Rose", he said, lovingly. " I missed you too love", I said not wanting to let go of him. Edward, Bella and Nessie said their goodnights and went to their cottage. Emmett and I went upstairs to our room. We lay on the bed, cuddling. I played with our fingers intertwined, thinking about today.

" What's on your mind Rose," Emmett asked. I turned to face him. He stroked my hair out of my face.

"I think I have to tell Nessie about me", I said confessing. I looked at his face. He was worried.

" Why? We all agreed to never tell her. What happened when I was gone?", he asked now sitting up looking at me.

" Nothing happened, she just....starting to ask questions.", I said .

" Well, we just have to beat around the bush, she could never know Rose, it would hurt her to know such things", he said taking my hand. I smiled and nodded.

" Your right, we'll let everyone know", I said.

We heard a knock on the door.

" It's all of us", Alice said. Emmett got up and let them in. Alice, Jasper, Carlisle and Esme, entered.

" I saw your conversation and she's going to ask all of us soon about it", she said sitting on our bed. I stood up.

" Okay, well we will all beat around the bush, like Emmett said and just make sure she knows this is out of love, I'm assuming Edward and Bella know?", I asked Alice.

" Yes, they didn't say anything, they said it was up to you to tell her if you wanted but they let her know we all love her", Alice said.

I nodded and everyone left. Emmett went to help Esme with furniture moving. I sat at my vanity thinking about the first time we all had this conversation.

Emmett and I sat on the living room floor, coloring with Reneesme. At three, she was a genius and never colored outside the lines. Everyone was around us watching TV and occasionally looking at us. Me and Emmett were probably a little too into our coloring. The next thing we know Reneesme stopped and looked us with an adorable smile.

" Aunt Rose, why don't you have kids? You and Uncle Emmett are great with me and I always want someone to play with , who's my size….", she asked innocently. I looked up to everyone looking at us. All eyes on me and I looked at Emmett who looked down.

" Um, well, you see Reneesme, Some people can't have kids. They don't have the ability, that's why you are so special. You are an impossible miracle.", I told her looking in her eyes smiling.

" How does someone not have the ability", she asked.

I was sure she would drop it with that answer.

"Well there is something inside their bodies that can't make a baby", I said hoping she would drop it this time. She looked down and started to color again.

" Like what", she asked continuing to color.

I didn't know what to say I looked at everyone who was thinking the same thing. " Help Edward", I said pleadingly. He got up from the couch and grabbed Reneesme. " How about a snack?", he asked tickling her as he lifted her up. She giggled. " Okay, I want the gold fishies".

I got up and ran up to my room and I broke. I never thought this day would be so soon, she could never know. I would never tell her that. Emmett walked in an hour later, I stood looking out the window. He came from behind wrapping his arms around me. He kissed my neck. " Let's talk about it", he said.

I closed my eyes and sighed. " Okay let's go do it", I said. I turned around and he took my hand as we went downstairs. Everyone was sitting in the living room waiting for us. Jacob took Reneesme to La push, which I knew he was ecstatic about.

" Rose, this is all up to you, me and Bella have talked and we will say whatever you want us to say". Edward spoke. I smiled.

" Thanks, she must never know about my past. Tell her a lie if you have to but not the truth. Just make sure she knows we all love her.

"Okay, we will all agree to that", Carlisle said. Everyone nodded, Esme stood and gave me a hug and everyone went and did their own thing. Emmett gave me a kiss and went to hang out with Jasper. I swore to myself to keep Nessie away from harm, I've done it since before she was born and I will always do it.

Reviews are appreciated but not necessary. thanks for the love so far guys :) hopefully this weekend ill be able to upload at least 4 new chapters..its been crazy since I am in college. Oh and friday I'll show you guys my shirt my best friend made me for Twilight! Cant Wait to see it!!!