It was a week. And he still didn'tt know why she was so suffering. She spent hours sitting watching the rain, he looked at her, but didn't know that she could not forgive him. There was nothing, only emptiness. She didn't have her place, she knew now and he didn't know why. He wanted to apologize to her . For what- there was so many things. She waited there until he tells her that everything is a big mistake. In all this rain there was still no sense, he saved her, but still did not love her, he did not want her. She did nt have her place. She felt so helpless, with no shelter. She so wanted him to see , that he could be her. And still she waited. Throughout her despair.
Neji again looked at her. Brown hair scattered on her shoulders. All of her broken into pieces, just broken. For what? For him, there was no explanation. He was afraid to even say the word-after all, she could break up and disappear. He didn't want that to happen, so he kept silent, not aware that it was he ,and no one else, was one who can destroy her or fix her with just one word. He was so ridiculous, so blind. He just thought he was useless by now-for her. He just wanted it to end. He wanted to let it recover. Go out and may never return-for her. He knew that she would never be able to find herself if he'll be here.
-Save me again-she whispered- just once.
Still she was staring blankly out the window, but Neji could swear that she said it to him. So he stayed.
-I can't-he said too softly for him.
-No one else can , Neji.
Hyuga felt a cold stab of regret. He loved her, but what could he do? He wasn't sure. He walked over to her and held out his hand just to get it immediately back.
-How? - Asked wryly.
TenTen looked at him with sad eyes. She smiled -how could she smile?
-How can you be so blind? You're a genius of Hyuga clan, Neji. Treasury, a Prodigy. Still, you can not see that you're my reason-she said bitterly, looking at his pale eyes. He was the reason?
-TenTen ...?
-Won't see me, right? Even if I die. So why do I live? Why can't you understand?! - She almost cried - I love you, you're my obsession, my everything! But you don't even bother! I don't need anything but you ... - she whispered-only you ...
He looked at her and he loved her. He didn't know what to was never able to express feelings so he simply walked up to her and locked her in his stayed like that.. As if everything were to fall apart at the moment when he let go.
-I will never be your reason-he muttered burying his face in her hair-'ll stay forever, as long as you want. I wont be the reason anymore.
She didn't say anything. She didn't know whether he is telling the truth, she didn't want to know. Not now. As long as he was beside her, she might just be. She didn't need more. Nothing was important. She was no longer afraid, even if the voices in her head were screaming with fear. They didn't bothered her. They could scream even louder, for her they were too quiet. But they could not hurt her, even if they were a lie-Neji would make them go away. He promised that hewill protect her, so voices would finally die, fade, go away. She believed in him, because if he wanted it or not he was the reason. The reason to die or live. Voices began to sing their sinister songs .
-Tell them to be quiet-she asked softly.
-Shut up-he said without asking who she meant.
Dissatisfied voices cried for the last time and disappeared somewhere in her head. She smiled. He truly was going to save her from herself.
