"It's been 30 days Kamina."
"Shut up."
"Your not the only one grieving."
True to Yoko's word, it's been a month.
Since Simon died.
He pays the redhead no mind as she runs her hands up his arm in a gesture of comfort. He hopes by not reacting she'll take the hint and leave him alone.
Instead, she takes it as an invitation to gather him up into a hug. He ignores her and focuses on the core drill, the small trinket pulsing with green light. Since the accident, he couldn't pilot the Lagann. His grief must have been the obstacle but he could care less about what the others think.
What was the point in fighting for the surface when he lost his purpose? His father was already dead. Simon was too.
It was only a matter of time until Yoko joined them, all under the pretense of self-sacrifice and protection.
Since the day Simon and him had done it, the boy had not shown any hints that he remembered that night, and was forced to take the brunt of it all. It was lonely to say the least, and the day it all ended came too soon. And if he could go back! He-
Didn't know what he could do... Simon was still...
"Simon's gone." Yoko echoed his thoughts and hid her face, but he still caught the expression she made when she started to cry. It was an ugly, scrunched up thing and he was glad he didn't have to see it.
He remembered jealously that Simon and her had been...involved. Because he didn't want to give what they had a name. If he did, his inner monster would have no remorse whatsoever. The only thing that ticked him off more was that he knew Yoko never liked Simon like that anyways. If the way she wasn't hitting on him was proof enough.
Later on, he let's his contempt bleed elsewhere.
"Kiss me."
So he does.
A/N: Anyone confused? Good! ^3^ Because these are just drabbles slash connected oneshots that have the same plot- Jealous Kamina and Soko! (I'm pretty sure I just made that up...oh well!) But this one isnt the same as the first chapter, so have no worries!
