A/N : I would like to thank everyone who reviewed the last chapter. I hope you enjoy this one!

The sun was beginning to come out. The first rays pierced through the window that was right next to her bed. She looks the sun rays a little in trance. She was already awake. Yesterday was another sleepless night. Although the sleep came early, after a while it completely disappeared. She wanted to believed that the pregnancy was at fault, but that is lying to herself. There are so many things running in her head that make her unable to reconcile a little of tranquility. Her pregnancy, her Land, her People, those that are always around her, and those that cannot be near her. There are some many things right at this moment, that she cannot do anything about it. She really has no control.

Suddenly she jumps a little bit, but right away she has calmed again. She looks at her belly and began to rub it.

"This morning you're wide awake don't you?" She says looking tenderly at her belly.

Many could think that because of the circumstances in which the pregnancy occurred, and the reasons that caused it, she would be unable to show love or affection to her baby. But from the moment that she knew of her pregnancy, she swore to herself that her baby was not going to have the same childhood as she. Living with a mother who didn't care about you, didn't love you. A mother who looked at you and only saw a mistake. She does not want that for her baby. She wants to give him or her all the things that she didn't have. All the things That her parents were unable to give her.

"I will always be by your side.." She reminded her baby again while still rubbing her belly. Thinking of her childhood, lead to also thinking of that other thing she wants her baby to have. Something that was also laking in her childhood. A father. That is the hardest thing for her to give to her baby at the moment.

Maybe not now, maybe later can be possible. She tries to be positive with herself one more. With that thought in mind, she takes the decision to start the day. slowly she began to get up, she notices that every day was a little more difficult. The doctors said that with time, her pregnancy would cause some hardships. That she has to take extra care. That is why from some time now they did not let her do much effort for the baby's safety. Before she was able to do some tasks around the house or on the farm but now she was limited to walk a bit and rest on the porch. She sighed as the thought came to her mind. Sitting there all day means waiting, waiting at something that she was not certain it will come today.

It will come, Historia. He will come. She tried again to stay positive. Shaking her head, she tries to scare all the negative thoughts. If you are not the one hoping, and the one with the faith who else is going to have it? Eren? He has other worries surely. But on the other hand, Maybe the short time we spent together ... trying to have the baby ... did not mean as much to him as it is for me... she ponders while she finishes changing. She goes to the mirror in her room and stares at her for one moment.

You have to stay positive Historia, you cannot be discouraged. Especially not by yourself. With determination, she looks at herself one last time before leaving the room.

Approaching the kitchen, she could smell immediately the breakfast, at that moment the baby kicks again.

"yes, we are going to eat," She smiles at her belly.

"You said something historia?" he turns and looks at her expecting. He is finishing preparing the breakfast.

"Nothing...good Morning" a little distracted she takes a place in the table.

" Good morning, how did you wake up today? How is the baby?" ignoring her tone, he sets the breakfasts at the table.

"The baby is fine," she really not want to continue talking. She does not feel like it. She waits for him to sit, to start eating. She feels his eyes resting for a moment in her before he also starts eating. They continue to do it in silence until both of them are finished.

"I'm going outside," leaving the plate on the table, she stands and moves towards the door. He didn't respond, it was not like she expects or wait for one. The moment she opens the door and she is able to see the landscape beyond the house, she feels a calmness taking her body. The house represents a jail for her. A Cage from which she cannot flee. Feeling a little more relaxed and calm, she sits on the only chair in the porch. Her chair. Already seated she gazes again on the trees beyond the limits of the farm. The sun is really giving its best today, with all the sunshine that she gets at the moment.

Maybe today it is a little different than the other days. Rocking again and again in the chair, she starts to close her eyes and let her thoughts to fly freely in her head.

She had been outside his door for more than ten minutes now. All the way to here she tried to convince herself that it was a good plan, that she can pull this off. That they could pull this off. But now she cannot even knock his door. She told herself, that if she ordered him from her position as queen, he would fulfill the order like the good little soldier that he was. But she really did not want to go down that road. She really needs that he takes her offer, not because she is the queen, but because she is she. She is not blind. Or at least she thinks she is not. She has noticed how sometimes he stares at her for a few moments, a little like in trance, to pose his eyes in something else immediately. The way in which he interposes her security over many other things, its something that she also cannot forget. He is the first one to think of her, the first one to be there and defend her. How could they possibly think she would choose anyone other than him?. How nobody sees that she is also always looking after him, in her own way.

Taking a huge breath, she raises her right hand and knocks the door twice. Some noises can be heard coming through it, and in seconds the door opens, with Eren behind of it.

"Historia ... what...what are you doing here? Somethings wrong? " he says unable to disguise the surprise in his voice.

"Do you think ... I can come inside? I need to talk something with you "looking at the halls she adds " I really don't want that anyone hears what I want to say to you,"

Eren rubs his forehead, a little confused, but still nods while opening the door a little wider so she can pass. Taking it as a good sign, historia gives one last look to the corridor and enters. She thinks is her first time in his room. They really weren't that close, when she was a soldier. There was never the necessity to visit him or go to his room for any reason whatsoever. Years later she is standing here, trying to come up with the craziest proposition she has ever made to someone.

"What is so important that you have to come here to discuss it with me?," Eren says behind her closing the door.

She enters a little more in the room, waits a few more seconds looking at it, taking a last-minute courage and turns to acknowledge him. Eren is really beautiful. She noticed it from the first moment she saw him. From the first moment, she saw his eyes. She never questioned the fact that he was attractive, but she also didn't think much about it. Her focus was to be Krista, and Krista didn't have time in dwelling her likes in men. But now. Now was different.

"I have decided ... I have decided that I will continue with the final part of the process...I want to get pregnant "

"Historia. ," he is looking at her sadly, she can see that he was going to start again making excuses. That this was not the road that he wants for her. That there must be another way to resolve things.

"Eren..i know what are you going to tell me. I know all of it. After battling with myself and trying to find another way out, I came to the conclusion that this is the only way that there is... I want to get pregnant, I want to restore our land, and I want that…. I want your help in doing it" determinate she starts to get closer to him, starling him a little bit.

"if you are not going to hear me out, I don't know how much help can I be in this situation," impotent and angry he looks at the floor.

" But you can..i already told you once, that I didn't want anyone to dictate anything in my life. That I want to take control of my decisions. That I want to be stronger for me. Although I am to be pregnant for the sake of my people, I want to be able to choose the father of my child"

He looks at her quickly "I still fail to see why do you want my help in this. I am really not OK with this decision Historia. But you are the queen. It is not like you need my approval or something like that,"

" But Eren..," She starts to come near him "I need your approval in this. How can I get pregnant, when the father of my future child is not OK with it,"

She never before saw Erens Eyes go so wide like at this moment.

"Historia….what are...what are you trying to say," he looks at her incredulously.

She takes one final step, both of them are so close now, almost nose to nose but not quiet.

" What I am trying to say, is really that..that I want you to be the father of my child.,"

He still looks at her with his eyes wide open, full of surprise, unable to say anything. Taking advance of his momentary lapse, she takes one final step in his direction and closes the small gap between them. Pressing her lips in his. Initiating their first kiss.

Opening her eyes she starts to notice that the sun is starting to set again. Her memories taking her far away for here, taking all the time of the day.

"Historia. Come inside. The food is ready," He is the one that this time doesn't wait for an answer, and goes inside almost immediately. He did not wait for an answer like she didn't wait for an answer this morning.

As she starts to get up, she throws one last look at the trees beyond the farm. Today was really not so different from yesterday or any other day. But she stills hopes that tomorrow would bring her something new.