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Chapter 2 - Selena's Diary

Dear Diary,

I have been summoned to this never ending hell hole. Just so maybe my parents could 'get a new start'. I thought I was getting a new start in Texas, making new friends and not having stupid Paul Espinoza at my back, twisting my words into nasty and perverted things. And personally, I take this highly to a personal offense my parents even want to come back. I thought they 'disliked' La Push like I did, but apparently not as much.

They keep on throwing words around, like 'I loved La Push' or, here's a good one, highly common in this household...'I loved how it's always so green there!'. You know, the only thing that simply should be green is grass, other than that...Nothing should be green. It should all be brown or some other natural color.

Right now on highway I-27, which we are getting off of...then we go to Seaway Air-travel. A small airport in south Texas, where it barely makes enough money to get by. I wouldn't be surprised if they closed down because of the financial crisis we are in. I don't know why, but Texas seems cold today. Not like 'cold' but... As if it's mourning me leaving. And now, seeing it this way, all the fields and streams turning a dark gray... Makes me want to stay. But as this story goes, I'm leaving to La Push, And never coming back home.

LOVE,

Selena Hart.


As I get out of the 1998 Chevy Truck, my cheeks instantly feel warm. The coldness, the sharpness of Texas faded away. But not the hurt. The hurt of leaving stayed. My Dad's friend, Tommy Burksligh who'd been in and out of our house for more than 20 years was driving. He was to take the truck, my father didn't need it. And my mother said that she had a walking distance job in Forks. They didn't even give a thought to giving it to me. I was already going to be a senior and I still took the bus with a bunch of Freshman and Sophmores. Joy! They want to ruin my social life at my 'new' school. Could this get anymore perfect? Yes! It could! My Sister, Mackenzie was going to be in half my classes. Stupid over-achiver. Because she was supposivly 'gifted' and 'a fresh breeze to La Push High'. Did I mention I have a GPA of 2.9 and Mackenzie has a perfect GPA 4.0! I hate it how everything and everyone revolves around her... and that just makes me look bad. Like once, I know my mom didn't mean to say it, it just came out that way, or let it slip." Why don't you be more like your sister? 2.9? I know you can do better than that Selena! Failure. Failure is what you put on this family!"... And since then it's always been, 'So Mackenzie... what are you doing? Oh! Yes, the school fundraiser! That's my girl'. And has all the right guys to bring home... the football stars to bring home. The right people for Dad to interrogate. Me... Not so much, Mine were so much more, I don't know... not perfect. Dangerous. Something about it appealed to me. I tried to double date with her once, lets just say it had lots and lots of awkward moments.

We were already in the Seaway Air-Travel Airport. It smelled faintly like rust, and fabreeze. Like it was trying too much.

"Welcome to Seaway Air-Travel!" The flight attendant smiled. Her red lipstick, and too much eyeliner and mascara was well...scary. Very, Very scary.

"U-Um...hi?" I studder.

"Complimentary pretzels?" She smiled. It kind of made me think she poisoned them by the way she said it.

"No thanks." I smile back. She left, leaning over the next passenger. And l felt slightly bad for that passenger. I looked out the window, it was pitch dark, the only light was the moon and the small stars filling the dark. I curled up into a small ball, and fell into the night. Sweet, Sweet sleep.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Morning Time~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I woke up to the sound of the pilot announcing that we had landed in Forks, Washington. Great I thought. I sat up, but I had a horrible cramp in my neck. Stupid airplanes.

We got off the airplane, from the help of the flight attendant. We really didn't need much help. A few steps and we were off of the plane. My parents were in the cab.

"Come on, Selena...You don't know if Kim is going to pick you up or not." My mom said. Kim was my best friend since- well, forever. We even kept in contact through phone and computer when I moved.

"She's going to come." What I meant was... She better come if she wants me to keep sane.

"Fine... Mackenzie will stay with you until she gets here, bring her back in one piece please?" My dad asked smiling.

"What? I don't wan-" Mackenzie said, but she got cut off by mom,

"Mackenzie you will go with Selena."

"Buy bye Sele! Luv you" Claire smiled. Mackenzie climbed out of the taxi, obviously unhappy. The taxi faded into the fog, we waited for twenty minutes.

"Kim... what a great friend to keep." Mackenzie rolled her eyes. Just then a big red truck pulled into a parking spot. Kim ran out of the truck, screaming. We both just stood there screaming. Kim hugged me. Mackenzie frowned.

"You took the pink highlights out of your hair!" Kim smiled.

"Your wearing jeans!" (I say this, because Kim is a dress kind of girl)

"Your wearing heels! And your hair is going natural with the curls!"

"You're wearing make-up? Where was I when this event happened? I need to teach you strategies!" I say sarcastically.

"MACKENZIE!" Kim hugged her. Trying to get out of me teaching her make-up strategies. Just then I saw Jared, he had a t-shirt on but you could see he had rock hard abs. Yummy...

"Sel... he's mine." Kim said, I looked at her. I must've been staring too long?

"Wow...All that crushing on him, you finally had the nerve to ask him out?" I smile.

"No,funny story actually..." Kim blushed. My mouth hanged open.

"You don't blush! You say it's so girly! You like him..." I say.

"Um... this is awkward, but Sel. I brought some of Jared's friends..." Kim started, she was looking behind me. I turned around like lightning.

There he was, Paul Espinoza.

I was going to KILL Kim...very, very, very slowly.


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