A.N.: Dolls, dolls I'm terrible…I was in a big rush when I posted first chapter, because I was hurrying to airport (by the way the vacation didn't start well, but after three days and couples of drinks and hot sun I feel heavenly in Greece ! And I finally had time to write too ! Yayy !) sooo-I made a mistake in one very very important part of the plot ! Well I fixed it so…Please I know it's irritating for you-maybe-but go and check the first chapter again before reading second chapter…it applies only at the moment, and I PROMISE I won't do any other changes and I'll try to write properly, with no rushing ;-) Anyway, enjoy the story, I hope you'll like it…I'll go grab a Vodka Sunrise, and you see from me soon hopefully ;-) :3 with much love your relaxed ZiZi hugs and ZiZi kisses xoxo


Roxana woke up, all alone in the large bed, in even larger bedroom. Caesar was gone, and she felt that slight melancholy again, and it was only morning.

Lazily tossing her body in sheets, she stretched her arms and let out contented groan as she stretched her body pleasantly. She slowly slipped off bed, and wrapped the sheet around her body, walking to balcony.

Her eyes set close and smile spread on her features as she deeply inhaled fresh air, and her face filled the warm touch of morning sun. Slowly opening her eyes, she looked over the gardens and over all blooming flowers. And she didn't have to wait for too long until she spotted her most favorite gardener, in white short tunica in colors of emperor's servant.

Roxana asked for new bed of wild roses right in front of Caesar's balcony, and the gardener was just making space for them, weeding out the bed.

As she was watching him for a few moments, her grin widened as he took off the shirt of his tunica and used it to wipe off his face all the sweat, before he put the fabric aside and went back to work. His tanned skin and his wonderful muscles on his front made her morning more beautiful than it was before.

Only after couple of minutes was gardener finally done, and by that time Roxana was already starving, thinking of something to eat, so she went back to Caesar's bedroom to dress in some clothes, but instead she found the great Emperor himself just walking inside the room.

,,Good morning my love. We thought you're sleeping yet…'' he greeted her on his way to her, before he caressed her bare shoulders and lightly leaned down to kiss her. She smilingly kissed him back, before looking up in his crystals.

,,I was, but I woke up alone…again…why did you left before I woke ? It's making me sad, especially in the morning,'' Roxana caressed his chest through his red, long, loosen tunica he wore when he was only lazily spending the day.

,,I didn't want to wake you, since you look so beautiful when you sleep. But to hear you are sad is ten times worse than to let you sleep peacefully. I am so sorry, my Afrodité, I promise I shall wake with you from now on,'' he smiled at her truly and kissed gently her forehead.

Narrowing he walked towards balcony slowly to look in the garden, while speaking with such joy in his voice.

,,I let gardener to finally bring the roses-''

,,-So I noticed. You are really fast in making my wishes,'' Roxana giggled softly, when maid walked inside the room, and she nodded at her, so she could start dressing her.

,,Just as you. Veni. Vidi. Vici, my love,'' Caesar said from balcony, spreading his arms along the thick marble railing, and looking over the wide gardens himself. ,,But as I can see, the gardener is not working fast enough…I should feed him to lions-''

,,-Don't !'' Roxana immediately nearly yelped at him, as the maid just buttoned her sky blue stola, which hung only over one her shoulder. Roxana smiled thankfully at maid, putting on her wrist her golden bracelet, before reaching balcony in swift steps ,,You don't have to feed anybody to lions just because they're not working fast enough. To make garden grow, to pamper it and to breed every single beautiful flower takes patience and time, Juli.''

Roxana petted up his arm, and hopingly looked in his eyes when he finally looked at her. Smile tugged at his corners as he lifted his hand and caressed her cheek ,,You are right Roxana. With my attitude I wouldn't have a single servant by now. If I didn't have you, with your kindness.''

She nuzzled her cheek against his palm smilingly, before he brought his face closer to hers and gently kissed her lips.

,,I am so happy by your side,'' he yet said before he kissed her once more, she only managed to stifle the cry of emotion from his words.

She held his hand on her cheek, kissing him back and when he broke the kiss his forehead touched hers, she breathed out harshly ,,I am happy too, love. I truly am.''

Caesar narrowed, looking in her chocolate eyes before he smiled ,,Brutus is already on the training field. Maybe he might really make me proud, and win the games….I was thinking.''

Roxana suddenly focused on what he might say, because she was shocked already, Brutus took the threat of losing princess seriously.

,,Since Brutus shall represent Rome, I would like to see him, so I'd like to go in Greece for the games and….I'd love you to go with me,'' Caesar smiled, his thumb caressed Roxana's cheek and she inaudibly gasped, her eyes briefly widening.

But her shock quickly faded, when she breathed ,,Really you want me there with you ?''

,,Of course I do,'' Julius answered confidently, with no mark of hesitation.

,,And is it proper for your hetaera ?'' she softly wrenched from his touch, crossed her hands on her chest and inquiringly cracked her brow.

,,You are not my hetaera,'' Caesar shook his head, but that time Roxana already walked back to bedroom.

,,Then why everyone in Rome-if not in entire empire-thinks I am ? Everybody says that we are together just for one thing, and in last past days even I think it's true. Instead of giving me your attention, you need time to enjoy your imperial reflection. You rather spent time with your friends, instead taking bath with me, and you let me sleep when I'd rather woke up with you in the morning, but instead I'm waking up alone….I can't spend all of my time only with books, in garden or bathroom…I would never complain about our intimate life, but I need your presence in my heart too !'' Roxana was walking from one side of the room to the other, her voice increasing by each following sentence as her hands freely flew through the air, until she stopped and faced him. She looked deep in his eyes, since he stood by balcony doors, only gazing at her in awe, she was too afraid of her voice breaking, so she whispered ,,I love you, Julius.''

,,I love you too Roxana. Of course I love you,'' Caesar quickly walked towards her, trying to calm her down, since he yet haven't seen her such upset, he could say almost furious. Caressing her arms he soothed ,,And you're not my slave ! Not even my hetaera ! You're my-''

,,-What ? What am I ? What am I to you, that you cannot marry me, oh-Caesar !'' she whimpered her last words mockingly as tears sprung to her eyes. ,,It's been five years ever since you abducted me…five long years, and since then everybody here calls me your concubine, and you….if you love me, then why don't you marry me ?'' Roxana whispered, tears rolling down her cheeks now, leaving hot trails on her skin, which burned painfully. ,,Why you cannot marry me, tell me why ?''

,,Because I don't want to lose you !'' Caesar suddenly yelled, holding her shoulders and shaking with her petit form, she got a lurch from his increased voice all of a sudden. For the first time she got scared when he yelled, but only briefly, until realizing what he just said.

,,I don't want to lose you…I don't-I….I don't want to lose you, Roxana,'' he softened his voice his eyes closing and she spotted that single tear rolling down his cheek, before he buried his face to her neck, repeating with low voice ,,I don't want to lose you…''

Roxana suddenly realized, and now it all made sense to her.

She knew very well, that every his lover he was with, Caesar never married. Only if he really loved some woman, he married her. But all his wives unfortunately died from diseases. And he was so much in love with Roxana now, that he was afraid, if he married her, he would lose her too…and this time he wouldn't bare it.

,,Shh-'' Roxana suddenly soothed, since Caesar hugged her waist and buried his face further to her neck, repeating the very sentence in whispers to her skin over and over. Her arms wrapped around his shoulders and she caressed lovingly the back of his head, cooing ,,Shh-love-shh….you won't lose me, I promise. You will never lose me. Shh-you never will. I promise.''

It was the sweetest gesture from him in all those five years they were together, and she loved him even more for his care and love, even though he didn't spend with her every minute of the day. She understood him now.

He narrowed nodding, as she wiped the tear off his cheek with her thumb and tiptoed to kiss him sweetly, soothingly calming him down.

When he broke the kiss, he smiled at her, his crystal orbs shinned, when he asked softly, carefully ,,Would you go with me to Greece ?''

Roxana smiled back up at him, and nodded to their together delight ,,Yes, Juli. I will go with you, love.'' And as she caressed his cheek, he leaned down for another kiss.


They've spent whole day together, and Caesar was the most happy when Roxana didn't mention their previous dialogue. He was happy to see her so much happy in last past days. And because she didn't want to take bath this time, and since he spent with her whole day, she gave him space, waiting for him in bedroom.

She stood on balcony, looking at the beautiful sunset, when suddenly somebody crept behind her, and hugged her waist from behind, she already knew it wasn't Caesar.

,,Avoiding me again ?'' Demitrius smiled to her neck, his hands wandered down her curves, and as his lips trailed over the side of Roxana's neck, her eyes closed.

Sighing loud, she breathed ,,I am not avoiding you. And obviously even if I did it purposefully, you would find me anyway…''

,,You are very right,'' servant nodded, kissing up her nape, making her sigh from relish and guilt at once.

,,Demitrius, stop. Caesar is coming back-''

,,-He's having bath, and he won't rush, I'm sure. So why couldn't I just make you relax, before he comes, hmm ?'' Demitri smiled, his hands stroked up and down her sides, his chest pressing to her back, making her body clutch against the thick marble railing of the balcony.

His lips brushed over her skin and when he parted them and gently nipped at the soft flesh of her neck, she moaned in the back of her throat.

,,You don't know how much I'd love to take care of you…to kiss you on other places…to make you moan like this in much better moments,'' he whispered each word as he kissed the back of her neck and moved his mouth to the other side of her nape, spreading kisses over her pulse point.

,,Why does men want something, that is not their ? Land…power…women,'' Roxana sighed, her eyes fluttered when Demitrius nibbled at her earlobe, and his hands moved to her front again and cupped her chest through her light blue stola.

,,It's arousing to know you're only His. The power of him is reflecting within you. It's radiating from you. From every inch of your body. And your beauty only strengthens it…I cannot deny you, as any other man in Rome,'' Demitrius said the truth aloud, not ashamed for a second of any of the words he'd proclaimed. He kept kissing from her cheek down her pulse point, over the curve of her shoulder while muttering to her skin ,,I would pamper you in every way during the day. I would give you care, attention and pleasure at once…and I would take you. Right. Now. In His bed…''

It was too tempting to succumb to his words, especially after long five years since she didn't change men, but stayed loyal to only one of them all. And Demitrius was attractive enough to make the temptation violent for her.

Roxana opened her eyes and swallowed thickly, watching the sun, which was already half over the horizon, when she suddenly uttered ,,I'm leaving to Greece with him.''

Demitrius narrowed and looked at her, when she turned in his embrace.

,,You would leave me here alone ?'' he asked softly, trying to absorb what she just said.

,,Demitrius as I said…I am not yours…but His. And he asked me to go with him, and I will, no matter how good I feel with you,'' she spoke determinedly, stroking his cheeks, before she wrenched from his hug, and looked firmly in his eyes.

,,How long-''

,,-For couple of days. Until the Olympic games finish,'' she nodded, looking in his brown eyes, which were sad all so suddenly.

Demitrius was probably the only man in Rome who didn't think of her as of hetaera.

,,Then I have nothing to say, except…I will miss you, my Goddess,'' he smiled, and brought her hand up to his mouth, kissing the back of her palm lightly.

,,When I come back, I will need a long, proper bath,'' she smiled to sooth him softly, and he repaid her smile, narrowing himself.

,,Then I shall be at your service,'' he smiled nodding, and as he appeared in emperor's bedroom, after Roxana nodded and kissed his cheek as a goodbye, he slowly and carefully left.

Roxana turned back and watched the sun slowly, but surely falling over horizon. In such moments she was gladly and willingly forgetting the time and space, she just flew with the orange shine which was embracing the land.

Suddenly she felt another two hands running over the curves of her shoulders, chest gently pressing to her back and a hot breath on the back of her nape as the feature heavily inhaled her scent.

Roxana smiled, still gazing at that marvelous sunset and in low voice she murmured ,,I thought you wanted to prolong and enjoy your bath…''

Caesar smiled to her soft, short brown tresses, his hands glided over her arms as he approached her ear with his hot breath and responded in whisper ,,I enjoyed my bath, but I missed your company.''

,,Love, when I asked you to spend more time with me I didn't mean you have to start right now-'' Roxana wanted to turn to him, when his hands held her firmly and her sentence cut his lips, grazing the line of her ear, closing around the lobe and sucking at it very lightly.

It caused her eyes to flutter, and her knees to melt, she had to steady her body against the railing of the balcony, when the voice echoed in her ear once more.

,,I couldn't miss the sunset with you,'' Caesar smiled to her neck, nosing with her hot golden skin and rewarding his lover with one hot kiss on her pulsing vein.

Roxana's eyes fluttered again, she could already see how her world spins under Caesar's mouth, and the only coherent thing she let out was ,,O-ohh…''

,,Shh-my darling. Just relax, and stay still…watch the sunset,'' Julius softly ordered, and she willingly obeyed, trying to force her eyes to open again, though with quite difficulty when her lover nipped his way down on her soft skin, suffusing her neck and shoulder with feeble-loving kisses.

His hands descended down, smoothing over her curves until landing low on each side of her hips. As he moved his palms across the delicate fabric of her sky blue stola, his fingers massaged appreciatively her both rounded buttocks, letting her sigh through a lustful giggle, painting smile on his face.

And then his fingers danced across the outside of her thighs and she felt the fabric slipping up her skin with Julius' help.

Roxana turned her head to Caesar ,,D-dear-''

,,-Shhh,'' his mouth never allowing her to finish her sentence, when he let her rest against his firm torso, as her eyes were struggling to open due the frantic contact of his mouth and of his fingers. He could always drive her frenzy in lust for him by the slightest of his touch. ,,Don't say a word,'' he whispered to her eagerly parted lips, causing them to tremble from expectation of another kiss.

But he did not do so, making her whine in frustration when he kissed her neck again, and his nose gently pushed at her cheek to make her look forward again.

Roxana narrowed, trying to perceive the sunset and Julius at once, but she surely couldn't focus on both, and as his hands slipped underneath the silk of her stola, running over her hot tanned skin, leaving goosebumps in the wake of his touch, she was off, just as her vision and voice.

,,Mhhh,'' biting her bottom lip lightly, to stifle the rest of her cry, Roxana gripped the lip of the balcony railing, as the gentle touch rolled her dress up only above her hips, and Caesar's lips made its way over the revealed part of her back, until he managed to mutter his last words to her skin.

,,Caesar does not kneel before any human…'' he said, before he knelt down and kissed her exposed lower back, causing her gasp and grip the railing tighter. ,,But you are not human. You are my Goddess, and I will treat you like one,'' he muttered to her skin, before he kissed over her both ass cheeks, Roxana parting her lips wide, before a sharp gasp escaped her and pleasure surged within her abdomen, as she felt his tongue gliding over her smooth lower lips.

He pressed her to the thick railing, making the fabric caught between her body and marble so his hands were free. His grip on her ankles forced her to widen her stance ever so slightly, so he could easily reach between her thighs, as her sex slick with arousal was exposed all for his taking.

The orange glow was slipping in her dark brown hair, and filling her eyes just as joy from his wonderful ministrations of his skillful tongue and lips against her slit, and his hands which were playfully, but affectionately kneading, massaging her both buttocks and muscles beneath them.

Sensually making her whine and lean her body further down on the railing, she couldn't deny every single moan, which echoed within the great gardens. Her eyes pinned somewhere in the space in front of her, she barely noticed the fading glow of sun, as Caesar licked and sucked further.

Suddenly his tongue slipped in her velvet walls, and Roxana cried loudly this time ,,Ohhh-Gods…''

Coating his tongue with her leaking pleasure, he eagerly sucked at her, drawing out every her moan and whimper she let out to his delight.

And as her knees buckled, he knew she was close, he only fastened his ministrations, sucking purposefully longer and more intensively to bring her to tantalizing finish, as she unawares tiptoed, climaxing with high pitched squeal and eyes partly open to see half of the sun behind horizon still.

Caesar slowed his pace, until he stopped completely with his last kisses over Venus' thighs and ass cheeks, where he'd playfully bitten, coaxing low groans from Roxana in response to his teasing and the lingering throbbing between her thighs.

But she had no idea…

,,Turn around my love,'' he teased with his voice against her left thigh, and Roxana willingly nodded, and slowly turned on her shaking feet, facing Caesar on his knees.

She smiled down at him, and reached with her palm to his cheek to caress him. She wanted to bring him up to kiss him properly, but he held her thighs only more apart and with last glance up at her lightly flushed face he smiled and his blue crystals shinned with lust and desire.

Bobbing his head forward, he kissed her clitoris, and Roxana hardly tried to not tip her head backwards with her groan ,,Ohh-Caesar…''

His skilled tongue started moving in circles around the sweet pink bud. Her eyes fluttering close and her hand quickly reached behind her to grab at the railing again, because she her legs started giving out under his mouth.

He was fervent in his ministrations, sucking effectively, Roxana moaning loud now, tiptoeing again, but never wrenching away from his lips and tongue. And when he bit at the inside of her thigh, she squealed gripping railing tighter, her eyes partly opened to look at him, before he flicked his tongue over the sensitive bud again.

,,Y-yes…'' she gulped down her arousal, keeping her hands behind her, determined to not touch him as much as she wanted, needed to show her affection, to press him firmly against her, to force him suck harder. She stayed calm, and moaned instead of gripping his hair, as his mouth brought her to another blissful peak, sending butterflies to fill her stomach and flush to her cheeks.

She was glowing with happiness and satisfaction, and she needed to repay the favor, but he kissed up her body gently, she gasping each time he had bitten at her skin of her tummy, under her swells as he held the fabric off her body, and last kiss and gentle nibble on her pulse point before he crushed his lips on hers in fervent kiss.

Devouring her pleasure sounds with much delight, Caesar broke the kiss and looked in those chocolate orbs. He reached to his head, and pulled down his crown in form of a golden laurel wreath, placing it on top of her brown hair, he groaned to her mouth meaningfully ,,Turn around…''

,,Again ?'' she slightly gulped, her voice unsteady, she hardly brought her palm to his cheek and lightly let her fingers to caress his contours.

,,Yes,'' he kissed her inner palm, forcing her to turn with light grip on her hips ,,trust me, and turn, Roxana…turn around for me, please.''

She never could deny him, when he begged. It melted her from inside out.

Roxana willingly turned again, well aware of the crown he gave her, looking again straight forward, watching how the light was fading and darkness started to cover Rome.

,,O-o-ohhh,'' her gasp instantly broke into moan, when she felt his hand sneaking to her front under the line of marble railing, and between her thighs. His fingers found her clit again, and by light rubs he made her moan again. ,,Oh-Juli !'' Roxana gasped suddenly all loud now, when she felt his achingly hard member slowly entering her, though very easily due the wetness he caused before.

Her tight slit embraced him, as he felt larger in such position. Roxana only whimpered at the end, as he drew himself within her velvet heat to his base, while his mouth sucked on her neck tenderly.

He growled to her skin in delight how tight she felt, and he waited till she took a breath and only then started thrusting forward.

,,Oh…b-by Jupiter….Gods-Juli…'' Roxana was moaning out of steady, gripping violently the railing to not fall over, as his thrusts were fast and harsh yet from the very first one, making her body rock forward. His pulsating length rubbed each her sensitive spot, his fingers teased her sweet bud, and his growls and hot breath and wet-smacking kisses over her pulse point made her lose her mind, and melt to his arms.

,,Roxy -love,'' Caesar was whispering hotly to her neck between his kisses. His left hand which was until now gripping her side to keep her on place moved upward, and slipped within her dress, gently cupping her breast, he eagerly listened to her whine of bliss.

His grunts became erratic with his harsh breaths ,,Roxie…oh-Roxie…I love you.''

Her heart was melting each time he called her "Roxie" and especially in moments when he said how much he loves her.

It caused her to whimper in affection, smile upon her face which was until now torn in ecstasy, it only added the perfect amount of pleasure to rush within her body.

And with his last affectionate groan to her neck, she turned her head and Caesar immediately kissed her, savoring their together climax, as her thighs trembled heavily, she grappled at his arms wrapped around her body to not fall to the ground since she was high in heavens with him at the moment, feeling him release inside her with his long groan stifled to their passionate kiss.

They broke kiss to gasp for breath, both of them trying to ease down. Caesar slowly withdrew his hands from her and gently turned her to face him properly, Roxana even though she was weak now, she threw her arms around his neck.

She felt how his sweet pleasure filled her so much it leaked down her inner thigh, but she didn't cared as long as he was kissing her.

Caesar broke their endless kiss, his fingers dancing across her shoulder, popping the button of her dress, he let it slip off her body, just as she pushed his toga off his half revealed torso.

Now both naked, only golden laurel wreath on Roxana's head crowning her.

She grinned up at him ,,My leopard.''

Smiling back down at her, Julius inched his face closer to hers, breathing to her lips ,,My Venus.''

Roxana hugged him, clinging with her body to his, desperately to feel him while she kissed him lovingly and he eagerly repaid the kiss.

His hands smoothed over her back, forcing her sigh to his mouth, he smiled in response, before he picked her up in his arms, she ran her own arms around his neck to be close to his mouth and to not break the powerful kiss.

And as Julius kept kissing her, he carried her in their bedroom, to spend their night together with dreamful sleep, to be fresh for the journey to Olympia in following days.