A/N: Hey! I love the OC so much, and just had to write this. I got a review
today, so I decided to update. So if you like it, let me know by reviewing
or e-mailing me, Mford89@aol.com Thank you!
Disclaimer: Trust me, I wouldn't mind owning Ryan, but I don't. I don't own of the characters of the OC! Fox does! So yeah I just had to make that clear.
Ryan and Marissa sat in the hospital. Both of them were ok, at least physically. Marissa had witnessed something truthfully scary tonight. She saw Oliver kill himself. He shot himself right in the head. Marissa couldn't stop blaming herself Ryan could have said a big 'I told you so' but he didn't. Instead he was a shoulder for her to cry on, because he loved her. Both of them had to be there, since both of them were there, they were doing tests to find out how he died. For a moment, Marissa thought Oliver was going to shoot her, the gun had been pointed at her and everything.
Then he smiled, like everything was going to be ok and backed away.
"I love you Marissa and always will!" He said, giving this harsh smile at her.
Then he took the gun to his head. When Ryan heard the gun, instead of running, he turned back. All these thoughts of what could have happened ran through his head, mostly something happening to Marissa. He ran into the door, getting it open, and saw Oliver on the ground, with a shot taken to the head. Marissa was in total shock just staring. Ryan ran up to Marissa and hugged her close. She was so shook up over it.
After a few moments, Ryan had this time called the police. They took Oliver in an ambulance and Ryan and Marissa rode over there, where Marissa got some tests done to make sure she wasn't in shock or anything. Marissa was fine physically, but mentally she was a wreck. Now they waited.
A doctor came out, "Well the cause of death was indeed proved to be suicide, so
you can go now.
Marissa nodded and both her and Ryan walked out to the car. She got into Ryan's and just cried.
"Do you want me to drive you home, or what?" He said, looking sympathetically at her.
"No, I can't go back there tonight. I am too scared to be a lone. Can I back to the pool house with you?"
He nodded, "Yeah of course."
It didn't take them long to get there. Ryan figured he would take Marissa to get her car tomorrow or something like that. Marissa walked into the pool house, and Ryan took Marissa's cell phone and called Mr. Copper.
"Uh hey, I just wanted to let you know I have Marissa with me. She had been with Oliver, and he uh, killed himself, right in front of her. She is going to spend the night here. She'll probally be back to your place in the morning."
He just sighed, "Oh god, I feel so bad. After all that had happened, she didn't need that. Yeah she can stay there, I think she needs that. Well call tomorrow, or have her call. Thanks for finding her Ryan."
Ryan nodded, "Not a problem."
He closed the phone and walked back in. Marissa was on his bed crying. Ryan then went up to her and hugged her. She felt so isolated. Even though Ryan was there for her, no one else could ever understand this feeling, unless they had been through it before.
"I feel so guilty Ryan. I should have listened to you. When you warned me a long time ago, I hate myself for it."
"Marissa, I did warn you, but for your own good. You couldn't have known though. I mean he was all nice and sweet around you. It's ok Marissa, it will all be fine. I am here for you, always."
Marissa just nodded, "Thank you Ryan, you're making me feel better, slowly."
He nodded, "Well I am going to go take a shower, you don't mind, do you?"
"No, I might go in after though, if I am not too tired."
"Alright, I won't take very long."
It did help being around Ryan, who knows what would happen if she was back home. She hated being there. It was better then living with her Mom though. Last year been one of the worst to live through, but this year was going to be up there too it seemed. Ryan was the only good thing in her life. She had no money, her relationship with her mother and sister were getting worse to say the least, and now, she felt at least partly responsible for the death of Oliver. In her oversized purse the looked at the vodka and bottle of pills. She could just throw them down her throat and finish it off with the vodka. But it wouldn't help. Ryan would come in, see her passed out, and take her to the hospital. Just like before. Which had gotten her into the whole mess, because that later lead to therapy which is where she met Oliver.
Maybe she needed to stop being so selfish. True her life wasn't the greatest right now, and she had just faced something hard to deal with, it wasn't worth taking her life over. She could get through this. Her best friend Summer, her good friend Seth, and of course she had Ryan. Maybe her family life wasn't the best, and maybe she wasn't rich anymore, it would all be ok.
From a distant, she saw Ryan get in the shower, because the door had been left open a crack. When she was with Ryan, it all would be ok.
As Marissa could have predicted she fell asleep while Ryan was in the shower. By the time he was done, it we all after 1 in the morning. He pulled the blanket over her, and moved into next to her, putting his arm around her. He hated that this happened to her, Marissa didn't deserve this.
Marissa had been in a deep slumber, when she awoke in a cold sweat. It was all a dream, but it wasn't. In her dream, Oliver had been there. It was basically his suicide all over again. It did happen though. The same flash back happened over and over again. His cold dead face. Tears came out of her eyes in remembrance of the event. Ryan heard it and woke up.
"Are you ok?" He asked her, coming off really concerned.
She cried, "I just had a dream, with Oliver in it. I am so glad I am here Ryan. You have no idea how scared I am right now . . . "
Her head rested into Ryan's chest and she cried. He put his hands through her hair and got her back into a deep sleep. This was not going to be an easy thing to deal with.
It was now morning. Seth had been up for a few hours. Last night, he had slept well, but he was so excited about the upcoming day. He sat in the kitchen, eating a bagel and having some coffee. Usually Ryan was out here. Seth decided to go check and see what was up wit him.
He knocked once, firmly on the door, but decided just to open it, since it was open. He saw both him and Marissa sleeping.
Then he heard the phone ring, he ran to get it, "Hello?" Seth answered.
"Hey Cohen! It's me, Summer. I'm all like dressed and ready so when did you want to get together."
"You can come over now if you want, and we'll figure things out from there. Do you want a ride."
"Yeah, a ride would be helpful. I can't get a hold of Coop, so I need one."
"Yeah, I'll come and get you. Marissa is here. She slept over last night I think."
"Oh okay! Well see you soon."
He hung up and smiled and went out to the driveway.
It was now around noon and Marissa and Ryan both woke up. The first thing they did with kiss, Marissa stared into Ryan's eyes for a while. Lying here, looking in his eyes, arms around her, it was just perfect. The thought of sticking a bunch pills and alcohol into herself didn't come into her mind when she was with him.
Seth picked up Summer, soon after the call ended and drove her back to the house. They walked in and sat down.
"So what should we do?" Summer asked.
"Well I kind of have this whole day planned. I was thinking about driving down to Palm springs for the day, since it doesn't take that long to get there, stroll around the beach, nice romantic dinner. I want our first date to be perfect Summer. Well I mean I know we never declared it an official date, but I mean I was hoping. Because dates aren't always declared right? Sometimes it is just that feeling."
She smiled, it was cute how he rambled like an idiot, "Oh my god. Yeah, it is a date. You're so sweet Cohen."
He was amazed she liked the idea. Of course he liked her a lot, but usually she had a little bit of bitchiness in her. Today was being totally sweet. It was great.
A/n: Yes, I know it was short, especially for the wait. I will update sooner this time. Review if you want! Bye!
Disclaimer: Trust me, I wouldn't mind owning Ryan, but I don't. I don't own of the characters of the OC! Fox does! So yeah I just had to make that clear.
Ryan and Marissa sat in the hospital. Both of them were ok, at least physically. Marissa had witnessed something truthfully scary tonight. She saw Oliver kill himself. He shot himself right in the head. Marissa couldn't stop blaming herself Ryan could have said a big 'I told you so' but he didn't. Instead he was a shoulder for her to cry on, because he loved her. Both of them had to be there, since both of them were there, they were doing tests to find out how he died. For a moment, Marissa thought Oliver was going to shoot her, the gun had been pointed at her and everything.
Then he smiled, like everything was going to be ok and backed away.
"I love you Marissa and always will!" He said, giving this harsh smile at her.
Then he took the gun to his head. When Ryan heard the gun, instead of running, he turned back. All these thoughts of what could have happened ran through his head, mostly something happening to Marissa. He ran into the door, getting it open, and saw Oliver on the ground, with a shot taken to the head. Marissa was in total shock just staring. Ryan ran up to Marissa and hugged her close. She was so shook up over it.
After a few moments, Ryan had this time called the police. They took Oliver in an ambulance and Ryan and Marissa rode over there, where Marissa got some tests done to make sure she wasn't in shock or anything. Marissa was fine physically, but mentally she was a wreck. Now they waited.
A doctor came out, "Well the cause of death was indeed proved to be suicide, so
you can go now.
Marissa nodded and both her and Ryan walked out to the car. She got into Ryan's and just cried.
"Do you want me to drive you home, or what?" He said, looking sympathetically at her.
"No, I can't go back there tonight. I am too scared to be a lone. Can I back to the pool house with you?"
He nodded, "Yeah of course."
It didn't take them long to get there. Ryan figured he would take Marissa to get her car tomorrow or something like that. Marissa walked into the pool house, and Ryan took Marissa's cell phone and called Mr. Copper.
"Uh hey, I just wanted to let you know I have Marissa with me. She had been with Oliver, and he uh, killed himself, right in front of her. She is going to spend the night here. She'll probally be back to your place in the morning."
He just sighed, "Oh god, I feel so bad. After all that had happened, she didn't need that. Yeah she can stay there, I think she needs that. Well call tomorrow, or have her call. Thanks for finding her Ryan."
Ryan nodded, "Not a problem."
He closed the phone and walked back in. Marissa was on his bed crying. Ryan then went up to her and hugged her. She felt so isolated. Even though Ryan was there for her, no one else could ever understand this feeling, unless they had been through it before.
"I feel so guilty Ryan. I should have listened to you. When you warned me a long time ago, I hate myself for it."
"Marissa, I did warn you, but for your own good. You couldn't have known though. I mean he was all nice and sweet around you. It's ok Marissa, it will all be fine. I am here for you, always."
Marissa just nodded, "Thank you Ryan, you're making me feel better, slowly."
He nodded, "Well I am going to go take a shower, you don't mind, do you?"
"No, I might go in after though, if I am not too tired."
"Alright, I won't take very long."
It did help being around Ryan, who knows what would happen if she was back home. She hated being there. It was better then living with her Mom though. Last year been one of the worst to live through, but this year was going to be up there too it seemed. Ryan was the only good thing in her life. She had no money, her relationship with her mother and sister were getting worse to say the least, and now, she felt at least partly responsible for the death of Oliver. In her oversized purse the looked at the vodka and bottle of pills. She could just throw them down her throat and finish it off with the vodka. But it wouldn't help. Ryan would come in, see her passed out, and take her to the hospital. Just like before. Which had gotten her into the whole mess, because that later lead to therapy which is where she met Oliver.
Maybe she needed to stop being so selfish. True her life wasn't the greatest right now, and she had just faced something hard to deal with, it wasn't worth taking her life over. She could get through this. Her best friend Summer, her good friend Seth, and of course she had Ryan. Maybe her family life wasn't the best, and maybe she wasn't rich anymore, it would all be ok.
From a distant, she saw Ryan get in the shower, because the door had been left open a crack. When she was with Ryan, it all would be ok.
As Marissa could have predicted she fell asleep while Ryan was in the shower. By the time he was done, it we all after 1 in the morning. He pulled the blanket over her, and moved into next to her, putting his arm around her. He hated that this happened to her, Marissa didn't deserve this.
Marissa had been in a deep slumber, when she awoke in a cold sweat. It was all a dream, but it wasn't. In her dream, Oliver had been there. It was basically his suicide all over again. It did happen though. The same flash back happened over and over again. His cold dead face. Tears came out of her eyes in remembrance of the event. Ryan heard it and woke up.
"Are you ok?" He asked her, coming off really concerned.
She cried, "I just had a dream, with Oliver in it. I am so glad I am here Ryan. You have no idea how scared I am right now . . . "
Her head rested into Ryan's chest and she cried. He put his hands through her hair and got her back into a deep sleep. This was not going to be an easy thing to deal with.
It was now morning. Seth had been up for a few hours. Last night, he had slept well, but he was so excited about the upcoming day. He sat in the kitchen, eating a bagel and having some coffee. Usually Ryan was out here. Seth decided to go check and see what was up wit him.
He knocked once, firmly on the door, but decided just to open it, since it was open. He saw both him and Marissa sleeping.
Then he heard the phone ring, he ran to get it, "Hello?" Seth answered.
"Hey Cohen! It's me, Summer. I'm all like dressed and ready so when did you want to get together."
"You can come over now if you want, and we'll figure things out from there. Do you want a ride."
"Yeah, a ride would be helpful. I can't get a hold of Coop, so I need one."
"Yeah, I'll come and get you. Marissa is here. She slept over last night I think."
"Oh okay! Well see you soon."
He hung up and smiled and went out to the driveway.
It was now around noon and Marissa and Ryan both woke up. The first thing they did with kiss, Marissa stared into Ryan's eyes for a while. Lying here, looking in his eyes, arms around her, it was just perfect. The thought of sticking a bunch pills and alcohol into herself didn't come into her mind when she was with him.
Seth picked up Summer, soon after the call ended and drove her back to the house. They walked in and sat down.
"So what should we do?" Summer asked.
"Well I kind of have this whole day planned. I was thinking about driving down to Palm springs for the day, since it doesn't take that long to get there, stroll around the beach, nice romantic dinner. I want our first date to be perfect Summer. Well I mean I know we never declared it an official date, but I mean I was hoping. Because dates aren't always declared right? Sometimes it is just that feeling."
She smiled, it was cute how he rambled like an idiot, "Oh my god. Yeah, it is a date. You're so sweet Cohen."
He was amazed she liked the idea. Of course he liked her a lot, but usually she had a little bit of bitchiness in her. Today was being totally sweet. It was great.
A/n: Yes, I know it was short, especially for the wait. I will update sooner this time. Review if you want! Bye!
