Hey guys im so sorry that this has taken 2 weeks to post, I have been really busy, and I didn't even write it till today! Im really sorry but scince I have 3 stories running I have to post fortnightly. Im really sorry and I feel sooo guilty, I wont be able to update next weekend because I am going camping with my friends.

Mwah Emma

Bella's point of view

After jasper walked away I couldn't help but feel guilty, I just told him that he helped kill my father, my last family member that I could share anything too, the last person I would ever love or care about. I walked past the other men in the crew prepared to go down to the crews sleeping quarters when it hit me…

I have no clothes, I have nothing, it was all on the my ship, along with my crew, my father and my medications, 'great' this is going to be a very long trip on this ship. I let a traitor tear escape my stinging eyes. My father is really gone, he'll be with rosalie, and my mother while im still here by myself, with no one, no one to keep me safe, no one to whisper sweet comforting words to me when I have nightmares.

I was entirely alone, I had no one left. If I killed myself right here no one would care, no one would try to stop me, no one would care, they wouldn't even look twice. I dint want to die, I wanted to live past 18 like my father wished, I wanted some one to care. Tears were now streaming down my face, my vision was blurry and I started to sob uncontrollably.

That's when I heard it, a musical laugh it sounded to sweet and carefree, I couldn't help but feel jealously, I wish I could be like that again, I wish I could have something to make me happy, feel like nothing was tying me down, like nothing could stop me.

I whipped ferociously at my tears, I didn't stop till they were all gone, although I knew I had tear stains, red, puffy and blotchy eyes I followed the laughter, I stopped when I reached the captains cabin and there stood a very shot girl that looked no older than 20, she was short with black, short, spikey hair. She was wearing a very tight fitting dress that showed off her curves.

She was really short too, she looked about '4ft 9'. She through her head back and laughed again, that's when I saw him 'the captain' and bot was he gorgeous, I know I saw him before but in this light he looked edible. He really is a beautiful creature. I shook my head to rid myself of 'those' thoughts.

I walked back to the crew of the ship waiting for twilight to finally appear.

Two weeks later

The crew had slightly warmed up to me, I can tell they didn't like me very much but they still treated me reasonably well, they probably heard about how I killed the other half of their crew in my little 'battle'. Captain Edward is even more allouring than any man I have ever met, he has been dazzling me several times, he would be giving me and order and than he would smile and my whole body would turn into goo.

I think he thinks im gay or something 'if only he knew'. Jasper has been really nice to me; around work times he would randomly appear and start up conversation it was comforting he seemed really interested. I liked him, we sort of became friends. I learnt he is engaged to captain little sister who I learnt to be the girl I saw in the captain's cabin on my first day.

Emmet didn't come out of his room much, I learnt that his wife, I haven't gotten her name don't come out of their room much besides when they need food or when emmet is need to help rob other ships.

Right now is mid day and I am on my way to the kitchen to get a cup of rum and an apple for lunch, I wasn't particularly watching where I was going when I felt someone slam into my shoulder, to say I was surprised me would be an understatement I went barrelling to the ground with a large thump.

I slowly got up off my backside only to have my breath catch in the back of my throat. My mind was playing parlour tricks on me, I was hallucinating because I haven't had any medication in 2 weeks. I was dying, I was alsleep, I was anything but right here.

This couldn't happen she was dead, I went to her funeral. I was imagining things, I pinched my arm, nothing happened. I heard a very upset cough, drawing my attention back to the real world. Then I knew, I wasn't dreaming, I wasn't hallucinating this was real there was only one person that sound belonged to……………….. Rosalie.

Im sure I looked like a fish out of water, I was standing there gaping at the person I grew up with, the person I trusted with everything, the person who betrayed me, the person who put me through so much pain. My sister.

"excuse me" she sneered "I know im beautiful and all but I AM married" I felt my heart sink she was married, she didn't even tell me, hell she pretended to be dead to have her happily ever after while the rest of us went through all of the pain of losing her, hell I even lost my mother because of her.

And as quickly as my shock came it went away and was replaced with pure rage.

"Rosalie" I replied as coldly as I could, she looked a little taken back. It appears people don't talk down to her here.

'pffft' like I care everything that has gone wrong in my life IS her fault, if it weren't for her Roy wouldn't have done any of the stuff he did to me, mother would still be alive, father and I wouldn't have been sailing to get away from the authorities and I wouldn't be sick.

She can have everything I throw her way. "excuse me" she repeated very threatening. If I cared I would have been terrified.

"your excused" I smirked if there was anything rose hated it was having her words twisted around and used against her. I brushed past her with every intention on making her pay.

I hope you guys liked it; im about to start writing chapter 3 right now it will probably be longer [hopefully] please if you guys get the chance please read my other stories, new friends and old flames and finding love out of bad situations, even though the latter one is instant star it doesn't follow the plot line of instant star. It has the characters in it but it has nothing to do with instant star. Please read and review for this chapter!!! I will have the second chapter up by the end of the day.

Mwah Emma