Songfic #2- JayxCinder- Crush
Thanks to Jokegirl and Leopardstorm for reviewing my first songfic! This couple is pretty cool…CINDERXJAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry it took so long to update. My computer hates me.
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I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush
Jayfeather was thinking of Cinderheart while sorting herbs. When she had broken her leg for the second time, they had grown close….Or so he thought. She doesn't like me. She only has eyes for Lionblaze. A stab of jeolousy pierced Jayfeather's heart. His eyes widened when he realized what was happening to him. No!!! I mustn't fall in love!
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me, just to much, just to much
Jayfeather wondered if Cinderheart loved him, too. That would be horrible! Forbidden love never has a happy ending. His mind was warring with his heart. It was a terrible feeling.
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know
His heart won. Why should he deny that he loves Cinderheart? She's all he ever thinks about, for StarClan's sake! She walked in his dreams. No, he walked in hers, even though she never saw him. I wonder what she's thinking……
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?
Jayfeather walked outside his den. He scented Cinderheart nearby and bounded over to her. "Cinderheart, er, would you like to help me find herbs?" he asked.
"Sure." She mewed. I wonder if she loves me… No! I must be crazy!
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you?
Are you holding back, like the way I do?
'Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay
He fixed is sightless gaze on her to see if she would hold her breath. She didn't. Maybe she's trying not to show her feelings, like me, He thought hopefully. Jayfeather hissed under his breath. I can't love her. Snap out of it Jayfeather! He sighed. He knew he could never stop loving Cinderheart.
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl?
Are we just friends? Is there more? Is there more?
Cinderheart watched wordlessly as Jayfeather picked borage leaves. I wonder if he's thinking about me… No. She shook her head. That would never happen, he was a medicine cat! He would never care for her. They were just friends. But is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever!
"Jayfeather," Cinderheart started. He looked up at her. Was that hope in his eyes?
But it was gone before she could tell. I must tell him! Now, Cinderheart! "I…I need to
tell you something," This is your chance! Do it!
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is really just another crush?
"I…..uh…..I," Cinderheart stuttered, "Oh never mind. It can wait."
"Okay," Jayfeather muttered. I wonder what he thought I would say. Does he love me too? Her mind was buzzing with unanswered questions. I must be crazy!
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back, like the way I do?
'Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay
Cinderheart watched Jayfeather for what seemed like many moons. At one point, Cinderheart was sure she heard him sigh. If he does love me, then he's probably holding back. Cinderheart pushed the thought away and tried to think of something that didn't have to do with Jayfeather. But he kept coming back.
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know
Jayfeather had been thinking, and he had come to a conclusion. He couldn't hold his feelings in any longer, so he had to tell her. He took a deep breath and turned toward her scent, "Cinderheart, I've done something I shouldn't have, and I think you have a right to know about it."
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?
"What is it Jayfeather?" Cinderheart's pretty voice drifted to his ears.
"I…I've fallen in love," Jayfeather murmured.
"With whom?" Was that a hint of jealousy in her voice?
"Well……even though I can't see her, I think she's the most beautiful she-cat in the world. And her voice is like a calm stream, even if she seems to always be hyper," his voice had softened into an amused purr.
"Ummmmm.." Cinderheart sounded confused. Jayfeather knew she was going over every she-cat in the clan, looking for those qualities.
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
This crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Cinderheart ran names through her mind completely confused. "Poppyfrost? Honeyfern? Hazeltail? Icepaw?" Jayfeather shook his head after each name. "I give up. Who is it?"
"You," Jayfeather murmured. "I love you, Cinderheart."
Going away
Going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay
Cinderheart looked taken aback. Jayfeather immediately regretted telling her. But then her eyes softened and Jayfeather's spirit soared. She scooted closer to him and twined her tail with his. "I love you too, Jayfeather." She whispered.
Yay!! Happy ending!!!!!! I hope you're happy JayxCinder fans.
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