Things Seem to Be Heating Up. Oops, There They Go.

Bucky's apartment was small and neat. A small bookshelf overflowed with everything from old obscure titles to modern classics. The living room held a small couch, tv, and a coffee table, also covered in books. Bucky smiled shyly.

"I, um….kinda like to read" he admitted.

"Me too, don't worry. I also like to draw" Steve said.

"Really? You'll have to show me some sketches sometime"

Bucky waggled his eyebrows making Steve laugh. He closed the space between them kissing him hard. Steve's head seemed to spin. Bucky tasted like whiskey and something sweet. Whatever it was Steve decided he liked it and that he could get used to the taste.

Boldness overtook him and Steve backed Bucky up until his knees hit the back of the couch. Bucky fell onto the couch, lips swollen and hair mussed. Steve like the way he looked. He peeled off his button up and crawled on top of him.

"You look so hot like this Bucky" he whispered into his ear.

He heard Bucky whimper. He assumed it was in pleasure and he kissed him harder. His hands roamed down Bucky's body, stopping at his crotch. He popped the button on his jeans and was about to undo his zipper when Bucky freaked.

He pushed Steve off of him causing him to fall on the floor. Steve's head hit the coffee table, knocking over a couple of books. Bucky sobbed as he helped Steve to his feet.

"Sorry, I'm sorry, I just, I thought I was ready"

"It's okay, it's okay Bucky" Steve said.

Bucky scootched over on the couch, letting Steve sit down. Steve took Bucky in his arms. Bucky sobbed into his shoulder. He felt awful. This was supposed to be a good night and he'd ruined it. Steve held him, letting him sob his heart out.

When Bucky finally settled down, Steve was still by his side. He rubbed Bucky's arms soothingly, whispering nonsense.

"Sorry" Bucky croaked.

"It's okay" Steve said, kissing his forehead "Wanna talk about it?"

"Not really" Bucky said "Can we just watch a movie or something?"

"Sure. Whatcha wanna watch?"

"Jurassic Park? It's kinda my go to movie after a panic attack" Bucky admitted.

"Sounds good. I'll put it in"

While Steve rooted around his DVD drawer Bucky snuck into his bedroom to grab his stuffed bear. He had had 'Bucky Bear' since he was a little boy. He was the only thing that really made him feel better. All Steve did was raise an eyebrow and shrug his shoulders.

As the opening credits rolled Steve tucked Bucky and his bear under his shoulder and against his chest. Bucky hummed contently, snuggling further into his arms. Steve chuckled.

"I didn't peg you as a cuddler"

"Well Stevie, there's a lot of things you don't know about me"

He winked at him before snuggling back down to watch the movie. Steve ran his finger through Bucky's hair causing the man to hum happily. Halfway through the movie Steve finally got the courage to speak up. He had an inkling as to why Bucky had reacted so violently but, he had to ask.

"Who was it?"

"Depends" Bucky chuckled, wryly "Which time are you talking about?"

"It happened more than once?!" Steve exclaimed.

"Yeah"

Bucky sighed, he really didn't want Steve to know. He really liked Steve and didn't want him thinking he was disgusting. Unfortunately, Steve didn't seem like he was going to drop the subject anytime soon.

"The first time, it was a stranger. I was walking back to the library when I got jumped. He beat the shit out of me when he was done. I ended up in the hospital for three weeks" Bucky said "Never found the guy. I was the third guy he'd attacked. The second time it was my commanding officer. Instead of trying him they discharged me and gave me a purple heart. Lost my arm only to be raped in the damn med-bay"

Bucky let out a bitter laugh which made Steve wince. He didn't want to probe any further but, he figured Bucky needed to get this out. He rubbed his arms, encouraging him to continue.

"And the third?" Bucky said "Was about three months ago. It was my damn ex. He was pissed I dumped his ass and thought raping me was good payback. I got the last laugh though. Put the bastard in jail for 15 to life"

"That's good" Steve said, stupidly.

"Yep, only good thing that came out of it was that I met the sweetest guy ever"

"Oh" Steve said, not putting the pieces together.

"It's you, dork" Bucky giggled.

"Oh"

Bucky shook his head laughing. Steve was definitely a keeper. Against his will Bucky began to yawn. Steve shut off the movie and picked Bucky up in his arms.

"You're strong" Bucky murmured, sleepily.

"Yeah, you want me to stay?"

"Please?"

"Okay"

Steve tucked Bucky in, allowing the young man to snuggle up to his chest. He let out a content sigh, falling asleep quickly. Steve stayed up for a little while longer, running his fingers through Bucky's hair and reflecting on the outcome of the day. He'd woken up at his and Tasha's place without even realizing how significant today would be. He may not have gotten laid but, he may just have fallen in love.