I OWN NOTHING SM DOES
"You Edward Cullen are an idiot." I look up from my fetus position on the floor to see a small pixie framed sister coming towards me and to see she look pissed was an understatement.
"Yes I agree Alice, I should never have pursued her, I should have just stayed in Denali, and now because of my weakness we are both emotionally and physically destroyed." How could I have done such a thing to me beloved angel the day I said I didn't love must have been the greatest sin of my existence. To break the heart of someone as pure, precious and beautiful as Bella, well in my own opinion there should be a special place in hell for people like me. Although with me being a vampire and all there probably is, if there is such a thing as hell.
Alice ran over to me quicker than the speed of light, grab me by the neck and let out a growl that quite literally reminded me of a mountain lion before the kill. In a split second she must have realised what she was doing because her grasp gently began to loosen.
"I am sorry Edward but that's not what I was talking about you idiot. I was talking about the fact you made us all leave Bella like that." she said her face suddenly turned into a mask of pain as she said Bel … Bella. Because even though it's been months none of the family could bear to utter her name especially around me.
"Alice could you please explain to me what else should I have done? I don't know if you notice but your mate almost killed her at an event that you planned our world was not meant for her. At that night proved how quickly her life could have ended." As I said the words I regretted them just by the look on her face. Because I nevered blamed Alice or Jasper for what happened but hopefully I could just guilt them into leaving the the girl to her human life. But her facial expression changed yet again because now she look more determined than ever to change my mind.
"Edward I won't deny you the fact that you have a point because you do. But really, she is meant to be with us hasn't she proved that to you already? She's willing to look past all this craziness just because she loved you and you … you just left her you intentionally hurt her, to keep her and I quote 'safe' but who are you to decide what's safe for her or not?"she look up and me and questioned
"Alice she needs someone to decide for her. She hangs out with a coven f vampires who endangered her life on multiple time. It was time to end the ties with her. She's better off without us, better off without … me " The last part almost came out as a whisper because even now it pains me to think of her better off with anyone else. But It's not what I need it's what's best for her I had my selfishness and now its time to put her safety first.
"Fine whatever, be a pigheaded jerk that you are but answer this Edward are really prepared for letting her go I know it's been 7 months but are ready for her to kiss someone else, for her to date somebody whose not you, for her to say I love you to another man or how about when her father walks her down the ailse and she says I do and its not you. Are you really sure you're ready for her to move on and forget about you?"she questioned. If she was trying to break me more than I am already am she has succeeded. I knew what this decision would lead to. But now? The reality is just sinking in. If it wasn't bad enough that about 85% of the male population already t wanted Bella, now she is b/roken and vulnerable. I bet but those boys probably look a lot better than I do right now. Even Newton has a fighting chance to be her knight in shining armor.
"I know and I have prepared myself for her to move on and I knew should. Now if excuse I must go hunting."I didn't even wait for her to reply before I jump out the window of a 3 storey high building and ran at my top speed. I ran for about 6 miles till I reached a small forest outside of New England.
I wondered around until I found myself a large boulder. I jumped up on placed my face in hands and started to cry tearless sobs.
IAN: So I wanted to get this out asap cuz believe it or not I got exams soon so I hope you'll like it see ya next time.
