Bella ran for 30 minutes, then, filled with anguish she stopped running. She lay her bags down on the ground and went to go and sit on a boulder. As she sat her head in her hands, she tried to figure out what was going to happen. She didn't have Edward or Renesmee or even a home for that matter. She had nothing but her bags, a wad of bills, and herself. Las Vegas, she told herself. That is where I will go, but first a visit to Jacob, she thought. And with that she gathered her things and began to run again, now with a goal in mind.

Within minutes she reached Jacob's house. The wheelchair ramp showed the signs of lots of use, and she heard someone in the garage. She set here things down and gracefully walked over to the garage. She knocked on the huge door, and then entered. Jacob was on the floor, under a car. "Hey Jacob," Bella called out to him. Jacob rolled out from underneath the car quickly, knowing exactly who it was.

"Hey Bella!" he said as he sat up on the rolling cart. A smile quickly spread across his face. "You finally got over here! I thought Edward would keep you over there forever!"

"Jacob, we need to talk," Bella said in a strained voice. Jacob rose from the cart and walked over to Bella, his smile dropping into a frown at the stress in Bella's voice.

"What's up?"

"Edward found out about our affair,"

"Holy crap! How?"

"I told him,"

"Why the hell did you do that?"

"Because I couldn't live a life of lies"

"Oh yeah. And yet does your dad know about the vampires? Does he know about Renesmee's powers? Huh?" Jacob yelled as his body began to shake. Bella took a step away from him.

"What else was I supposed to do?" she asked side-stepping Jacob's questions.

"Lie, damn it!"

"I couldn't!"

"Yeah right I'm sure," he answered skeptically. He walked back to the rabbit and opened the hood.

"Why did you hate him Jake?"

"I thought that much was obvious!" he sighed. "Because when you and I could have been happy he came back. You just let him back in, like he had never hurt you. But since you had Renesmee I haven't been as mad. I haven't felt like I need to kill him. He may dislike me for liking his daughter but it is much more civil than it was before."

"Why did you do that to me? It was the night before my wedding!"

"Because I felt like I had to make a last effort. Like this was my last chance. If I did well enough you would chose me not him. I never dreamed that Renesmee, your daughter would be the one that I imprinted on."

"You thought you were going to imprint on me didn't you?" Bella whispered as she sat down on the ground beside Jacob.

"Yeah, I did. I felt like I wasn't looking had enough."

"But Jacob I want you now. Edward's out of the way." I must be insane. I must be! Trying to take my own daughter's boyfriend!

"No Bella. I'm sorry but I love Renesmee."

No. No one loves me. Not Edward, not Jake. No. No. No… One last try… Bella put her head in her hands. One last try, she thought as began to make a dry sobbing noise.

"Oh Bella, don't cry I'm sorry." Jacob said as he went to go and hug her.

"Jake, no one likes me. Am I a horrible person?" she asked him.

"No Bella. You're good. You're perfect." Jacob whispered as he tried to remove Bella's hands form her face. Too easy, she thought as she let him move her hands. "Bella, lots of people like you." Jacob said as he moved his face closer as Bella acted like she was trying to look away. "There's Charlie, Renee,-" Suddenly Bella made her move. She kissed him full on the lips. Jacob became a stone. Bella started to kiss him harder put her hands on his neck. No reaction. No, he has to like me somewhere deep down.

Bella to unbutton her shirt to revealed a hot pink bra that she had worn for this occasion. "Jake, please. His is no longer in the way. You and I we can get married." He remained a stone. She slid her shirt off and began to undo her bra. Suddenly hands where on hers trying to get her to stop.

"Bella, stop." She stopped trying to undo her bra and put her hands in her lap. "Put your shirt back on. I told you I love Renesmee."

Bella quickly buttoned back up her shirt. "Where am I supposed to go?" she asked as she stood up and straightened her skirt.

"Sorry Bella but you told Edward that you eloped with me then when you knew that I loved your daughter, you tried to seduce me. I don't know where you are supposed to go, but obviously it isn't with me or Edward."

"Am I a bad person? Tell me the truth."

"I wish I could say no but your turning into one." He answered her in a whisper. She buried her face in her hands, not wanting comfort from Jacob now. They all think I am horrible. They used to love me. There must be some other reason of why they turned on me. I am still me, good-natured Bella, right? Maybe changing into a vampire did change me. But I still cheated on Edward as a human. I am just a bad person. Just like Victoria, James, and the Volturi. I have always been a bad person. I didn't deserve Jacob or Edward or any of the Cullens, or Renesmee. I am horrible. I have to leave. They'll be happier without me in their lives.

"I have to go, Jacob." Bella said as she started to walk towards the door.

"Is this good bye for forever?"

"Yes. I don't deserve any of you. I'm too horrible." Bella whispered. A look of shock crossed Jacob's face. As she reached the doors she started to run

"Bella, no Bella stop!" he shouted and ran after her. Bella zigzagged through the forest trying to lose Jacob. Finally Bella stopped running and turned to face Jacob.

"I'm sorry Jacob, but I have to go." She said as she closed off all of her emotions. They would be better off without her. She would leave, watch from a distance, but never interfere with their lives.

"Bella you don't have to leave."

"Yes Jacob, I have to leave. Please just let me go."

"Fine"

"Tell Renesmee, Edward and the Cullen's that I love them and goodbye," With that Bella began to run without Jacob running behind her. She returned to the things and picked them up, threw one last look at the little house with the wheel chair ramp, and the garage, and turned an left knowing that she had to start a new life.