Warning: This part is M-Rated.
Chapter Two- Human Comforts
I felt her warm body shift in my arms; she was slowly stirring from her dreams. I too had slept, only lightly but i did dream, dreamt of her, my wonderful, lovely Felicity. She challenged me constantly, which her dead husband had constantly knocked out of her. She possessed a brilliant mind creative and open with an eagerness to learn.
Best of all, Felicity belonged to me. As i to her.
Her small hands grasped at my shirt as her eyes flickered open to meet mine. "Good morning" i say, smiling at her as she begins to wake.
"Can i awake like this every morning?" she asks sitting up, her big brown eyes full of happiness.
I touch her warm cheek, "You, my darling, can have whatever you want" i promise her, her smile grows. My aim in life is to make her happy, once it was scientifically and serious, she changes that. She encourages me to work but not as obsessive as i was getting. "How are you feeling?"
She blushes, "Well rested." I'm still touching her heated cheeks as she continues. "I feel like i should be ashamed of my actions, we had a very intimate moment last night and we slept in this bed together, we are not husband and wife"
"We are not a part of 'their' society." I state, we are different. We are in love and devoted to each other. We are more committed than most married couples and i hate she feels this way, we have committed no crime. "We are our own little island, just me and you. And on this little island we can do whatever we please."
She smiled but it was a sad, weak one. "Do you think i am some sort of harlot?" she asked, tears in those big brown eyes and it killed me for the second time.
"No my love, in my eyes you are a beautiful angel sent by the lord himself to brighten up my miserable life and i thank him every day for the gift he has given me." I murmur to her as she cries, pulling her into my arms, i sway her. I decide to take a different angle of reassurance, "did we have sex?"
She gasps in shock, "No we did not!"
"Well there you have it; you are no harlot in my eyes."
"You promise, Myrnin, you do not think horrid things of me?"
"I promise, sweetheart. I promise that i will treasure your reputation until the day i die"
3 Years On
Soon things changed, every day i watched the pretty eighteen year old girl turn into a stunning woman, my feelings of love for her blood were far gone, I loved her for her. She made me be the man i once was and there came a time i proved it to her.
We lay in our bed, silently watching each other, occasionally stroking the others skin. She wanted more; she wanted a marriage and family- things that i could not give her. But she also needed love and comfort, a natural want from a human. I felt her heart beat as i ran my finger tips over her breast, the beat vibrated through her body and called to me. Her eyes were bright; she was no longer a child of the society. We were our own world; she is the queen i have chosen to rule my land with. She is my beautiful lady who had made her own choices and by the burning passion in those deep brown eyes she also knew exactly what she wanted.
"I am no longer afraid" she whispered after hours of silence.
My eyebrows raised, she didn't seem to have any fears, she willingly let a creature suck at her precious blood, left her family to start an adventure with a strange man with the knowledge she would be judged, every day she slept in my cold arms not considering the idea i could snap her like a twig. Felicity was the bravest human i had ever known and it hurt to find she had been hiding a secret from me. "What did you fear, my love?"
"Rejection." She was nibbling on that perfectly plum bottom lip as she thought of what to say. "You know i have been married, you know i am not... pure" her cheeks were a furious red but sadness filled her dark orbs.
"Oh my love," i murmur as i pull her into my arms, "I would never reject you, you are my everything, i could not cope in a world where you don't exist. You are my home"
"Does sex matter to vampires?" She bluntly asked in a quiet tone.
It did. Vampires loved sex. It was close and intimate; it brought us close to the human we once were. Sex is natural; it is a dance of passion and for some reason it was frowned upon. It was beautiful and pure and for some reason, i believe that having sex with Felicity would be different. She is not some wench i picked up from the street; she was a companion, the love of my life, my world. But somehow in the three years of our paths crossing we had never gotten to that stage.
"Yes, we do." I answer honestly, "It makes us feel human or as close as we can get to our former selves."
She pulled away from me, sitting back on to her knees, "Are you pure?" she asked, her confidence growing. I shook my head, still lying on the bed, all of my attention on her, not willing to miss any signal she was sending. "I want to make you feel human again" This was my brave Felicity, ready to go against everything she had been taught and ready to face the world with a different view.
"Darling, you don't have to do anything" i reply sitting up, cupping her soft face in my hands. I wanted her so bad; my second death would be less painful than to keep my hands off her.
"I want too" she whispered, pecking my lips with her own. "I need too"
She pulled away and lay back onto the bed, she lay flat on her back with her eyes squeezed tightly shut. "What are you doing?" I ask in confusion to her distance.
"I want to have sex with you" She replied, her eyes flickering open and gave me a very confused look.
I gritted my teeth, i finally realised that she was not pure but she was innocent to how good sex could be. "Listen, Felicity, if we are going to do this we are going to do it properly. I'm going to make love to you." her heart was so loud it was deafening. "Forget what that bastard of a husband used to do and relax. This is meant to be special for two people who care for each other."
She reached out with a shaky hand, pressing it to the place where my heart once beat. "You care for me?"
"More than you will ever know" i promise, ridding myself of my shirt letting her fingers explore the cold skin that once was hidden to her eyes. Her lips parted slightly and the soft breath tickled my naked skin. She got to her knees, slowly slipping the straps of her nightgown down her shoulders, her chest revealed to my hungry eyes. I bit hard onto my lip; i had been waiting for this moment for 3 years, when she became mine entirely. Her thumb stroked my bitten lip, it pulled away and her eyes focused on the crimson liquid on her skin. Her lips sucked off before she moved forward to clean the rest of my lip. It drove me insane.
Wrapping my hand around the back of her neck, the other snaking around her tiny waist pulling her into a passionate kiss. I couldn't get enough of her. I moved down the kisses to her neck i felt the pulse against my lips, i took every bit of willpower to not nip her vulnerable skin but the moans of pleasure escaping her lips remind me of my aim: Tonight was about her.
Pushing her back gently she watched me with lust filled eyes, excited of what will happen next. My lips found her breasts; i sucked and kissed them, getting closer and closer to her nipple, teasing her. As i teased her, her hips grinded hard against mine trying to find some release. Pulling away i heard her frustrated groan, i smirked at her before yanking her nightgown fully off revealing herself to me.
Felicity lay bare across the sheets; her eyes changed from lust-filled too worried. She was exposed to me.
"Say something" she begged, fearing me rejecting her.
"Felicity..." I whisper, unable to find the words to describe the sight. "You are perfect. You are beautiful. I am the luckiest man alive to have you"
She blushed and smiled, leaning up and pressing those soft lips to mine. She laid back onto the bed, smiling at me, "Thank you". I stroked down her body, feathering touches from the base of her neck between her breasts, felt the soft skin over her stomach to her most intimate part, her eyes popped ready to see what i was going to do. I smirked at her kneeling between her legs bringing her left leg over my shoulder; i started leaving soft kisses up her long legs, again reaching her intimate part this time leaving one kiss on it. i did the same treatment to the other leg only not stopping at one kiss on her most hidden parts.
I heard her purr under my lips, her lips screaming out my name. I was to bring her to her first climax, "Myrnin! I going to explode" she panted.
"Let go, sweetheart" i mumbled between her folds, "Just let go"
And she did. Her body letting go of the world, i have only ever tasted her blood but if vampire could survive off her juices i would never get tired of its sweetness. She was on her come down; i lay next to her stroking her face. Her eyes opened, "That was unbelievable." she whispered.
"Felicity, this is how our lives together will, only pleasure from now" I reply.
"And i want more" she let out a soft giggle. "I want you to feel what i just felt."
"I feel it every time you look at you, touch you, kiss you" I tell her, kissing her soft lips. I got on top of her, "Even though you are very, very greedy" I smirk, kissing her with every ounce of passion i could muster. "Want more, sweet girl?"
She nodded and returned to kissing me, wrapping her legs around my legs pulling me closer. Letting her feel the hardness she had caused, there was no stopping me, i could feel my inner creature ready to take control, I had to keep in control, for felicity, making love was for her. "Do you want more?"
"Yes" she pleaded.
"Are you sure?" i ask, knowing she was not a virgin but she still had respect for herself.
Cupping my cheek, "I am sure." I pulled her on top of me, her breathing had gotten faster. Her eyes looked down at my manhood, her fingers carefully stroked up my length. She nibbled on her bottom lip; "Edward wasn't like this" she looked at my manhood with puzzled eyes. She blinked a few times, "Will it... fit?" her cheeks were flaring red, completely avoiding my gaze. I used my fingertips to lift up her chin and look into my eyes.
"If it is too much we will stop" I promise her, it was hard to imagine how much i would feel for this girl. One i was going to kill all those years ago, one that i have tasted so many times, one that i feel completely and utterly in love with. A small fragile human, who needed me so much but it also worked the other way. I could never imagine my life without her. "Sit up a little" she hovered over my manhood. I held on to her hips and gently lower her onto me. She groaned, throwing her head back, i to let out an animalistic sound. Moving my hands from her hips to holding her hands helping her find a pace.
If the world ended at this moment, i would happily die a second time.
