Follow/Fav Might Have Been
By: Mrs.Robward
"Of all sad words of tongue or pen, the saddest are these: 'It might have been'" A fic of few words about that; living, loving, losing, moving on, but always wondering... what might have been. **Complete**
Rated: Fiction M - English - Angst/Romance - Edward, Bella - Chapters: 113 - Words: 43,449 - Reviews: 3,823 - Favs: 415 - Follows: 309 - Updated: 2/14/2012 - Published: 9/14/2011 - Status: Complete - id: 7382179
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(my hubs takes my daughter to school every morning and they hold hands on the way)
i drive past our old high school every day
it never fails to remind me of you
of us
some days i smile
some days i don't
i wonder if you ever think of me
of us
if you ever wish things could have turned out different than they did
because i do
i wish
don't get me wrong
my life is good
but i know it could've been better
with you
with me
/ / /
Lillyana grabs my hand as she does every morning on our drive to school
sometimes i think she can read my thoughts
when i smile
she smiles
when i'm sad
she squeezes my hand
rubs over my knuckles
says "i love you daddy"
i fight back the emotions
especially the conflicting ones
i love her more than life itself
but i still miss you
think about you
still wish
wonder if it will ever be different
or better
"i love you baby girl"
she opens the car door and walks into her school
her world
she takes my heart with her
every time
but only half my heart
because
the other half
i left with you
years ago
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