Hi! since people want some more Ashley, I'll make some more journal entrys :)

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Dear Journal,

Thomas came over. He held baby John and said he looked a lot like me. I told him that John looked a lot like Amy and a little bit of Ricky. But he said that when John smiles he could image that smile on me.

We sat on the couch watching that Twilight movie. It was either that or the movie with Tom Cruise dancing in his underwear. I don't like that Bella girl. She's like Amy sorta. I mean all the girls go after her, Bella, and now boys think my sister is going to have sex with them just because she did with bad boy Ricky. Even Ben wants her have that with her. I can't believe that is going to happen...if it happens.

After a while Thomas wanted to go over and see John again. We walked over and walked in. I'm use to doing that now. Mom's with her boyfriend David. She looks happy but she's happier with dad and I know that. I just hope she get's pregnant with dad. I want a baby brother. Always wanted one but after me that was it.

As we held a sleeping John, Amy and Ricky were in the other room arguing about something. Thomas closes the door and we sit on her bed looking at John. How can he live with all this confusion? I'm the opposite of my nephew.

After a while Thomas left for the night. I walked him down to the bus stop and we talked for a while longer. He's getting a new dog. A German Shepherd to be named either Pookie or Peppers. I think he said Ashley was an option too. I told him that if he names that dog after me I was gonna get Ricky's dad to shoot that dog.

Maybe he should date Amy. I think they were meant to be. Well gotta go now. Dad wants to take me to see some movie that's playing at midnight and ends at like four in the morning.

Ashley J. Jurgans