Author's Note: Hello! Here's the second chapter. I tried to write a M part in this chapter, attempting to write a good yuri sex scene. I just feel this pairing did not have really good yuri, so I hope I was at least decent. Constructive criticism is appreciated. I'll have the third chapter up soon saying it's already written, just needs to be typed. Enjoy.


"Yes, Lucy, it's you."

The words filled Lucy's head. Erza was in love with her, she was I-found-my-soulmate-and-I-will-love-them-always in love love. Years ago those words would have filled Lucy's heart with joy. The one Lucy had loved for so long loved her back. She should be happy, right? Her heart seemed to be jumping for joy, but her mind used its voice to remind Lucy that it did not matter, she still could not have Erza.

Erza felt tears form in her eyes. Lucy must think she's sick. That must be the reason for her silence! "Lucy, please, say something...anything."

"You love me?" Lucy looked at Erza.

"Yes," Erza whispered. She hung her head. "I'm sorry. I can't help it. It just happened. I've tried to keep it hidden. I never wanted you to know, I never wanted anybody to know. You're married, and to one of my oldest and closest friends. I can't have you, and it's killing me. All that keeps me happy is seeing you, but there's always those little things, little ways to remind me that I will never get to be with you. I'll never get to hold you, to kiss you, to make love to you…"Tears slowly slid own Erza's cheeks. She said it, all she's been holding back was out in the open.

Lucy felt an ache in her heart. She had caused Erza this much pain? Erza had been in pain all these years because of her? She felt so cruel. All the time she had gone to Erza to talk about Natsu, all the times she would act all touchy towards Erza to get something to please her own secret desires must have been torture to Erza. She was selfish. She wanted to give Erza what she wanted. but she could not. She had a husband, a family. They could not satisfy the need for the other's touch that they both had. Oh to escape reality! Even for just a few moments.

Erza pulled Lucy into a tight hug. She buried her face in the nape of Lucy's neck. She breathed in the scent of Lucy's perfume. "I love you, Lucy," she whispered. She shoved away any thoughts, any reasons to stop. She knew Lucy would go back to Natsu. He had her for life, but Erza wanted at least these few days. She did not have the control to hold back. "He'll always have you, but right now. Until he comes back, you're mine." She leaned in and gently kissed Lucy's lips.

Lucy's body tense. She was being kissed by Erza! The kiss was perfect, it was passionate but still had tenderness to it. It was everything Lucy had hoped it would be. Her heart fluttered and something inside her stirred, like a fire igniting deep within her. She had not felt a feeling like this in years.

Soon the kiss grew deeper, hotter. Tenderness turned into need. Erza's tongue slid over Lucy's lower lip because gaining access into her mouth. Their tongues danced, sliding over the other's, fighting for dominance. Erza eventually won out and pinned Lucy down. The kiss was only broken when both women struggled for breath.

"Until he comes back…"Lucy mumbled.

"It'll be no more, then. Enough for you, right? To calm the wants, desires." Erza kissed Lucy's neck.

"Mm...maybe. Don't talk about it," Lucy sighed.

"I love you. I have for years." Erza slipped her hand under Lucy's shirt. She bit and kissed Lucy's neck, but did not dare leave a mark. She wanted to. She wanted to cover Lucy in hickeys, but Natsu could see the mark and know his wife had been with someone else.

Lucy blushed. She bit her lip and closed her eyes. The words were oh so sweet, something she always wanted to hear come from Erza's lips. This all she has wanted. To be with Erza. "I love you, too."

Erza stopped. She did not expect Lucy to say it back. She did not have it made her feel so happy. It was music to her ears. "Say it again," Erza mumbled against Lucy's collarbone.

"I love you, Erza."

"I've waited so long to hear that…"Erza smiled.

"Jeez, it's just a few words." Lucy tried to hide the fact that she was becoming more and more flustered.

"It means so much to me. The love of my life loving me back. I can die happy."

Lucy ran her fingers through Erza's scarlet red hair. The woman loved her that much? It was probably more than her own husband loved her. Lucy smiled when Erza tilted her head back and kissed her palm. Erza kissed the joint of Lucy's fingers, only pausing when she felt Lucy's wedding ring press to her lips. "Are you sure about this, Lucy?"

"Yes."

"Then remove that ring. You're mine right now." Erza slipped the ring off of Lucy's finger and placed it on the coffee table. Lucy looked up at Erza. Did she really want this? She could go right now, stop herself from violating her marriage, but there was this voice in her head that kept her there. It said to please the feelings she has had since she met Erza.

Their lips met in another passionate kiss. Erza picked Lucy up bridal style and carried her to the bedroom. She laid her down on the bed, not breaking their kiss. Their hands roamed over the other's body. Lucy felt the tight, elongated muscles that covered Erza's body as Erza groped Lucy's chest, massaging her ample bosom.

Their clothes were quickly thrown aside. Lucy reached up to touch Erza, explore her completely exposed body, know how the goddess-like body felt, but Erza pinned Lucy's hands over her head. "No, you can't touch me yet. I get to explore your body until I'm pleased. I've kept innocence because I didn't have you. I'm going to be very naughty tonight."

Lucy blushed and looked away. "D-do as you wish, then. Use me as you please."

Erza hissed and nipped Lucy's neck. "I can't! What would please me is leaving marks all over you, but I can't indulge in that dream." She kissed down Lucy's chest and gently nipped the top of her breasts. Lucy gasped.

Erza smirked and took one Lucy's nipples into her mouth. Her tongue circled around the pink nub, causing it to harden. She gently sucked the pert nipple and flicked her tongue over it.

"Mn..harder. Suck harder," Lucy breathed, her breath coming heavy and filled with the occasional gasp.

Erza complied gladly, sucking harder and lightly biting her nipple. She rolled it between her teeth as her fingers pinched and tweaked Lucy's other nipple. Such ministrations elicited quiet moans from Lucy.

"They're quite sensitive," Erza mumbled after pulling her mouth from Lucy's nipple, causing her to whine at the loss. "I sense they don't get much stimulation, hm?"

"Not really." Natsu was not much for focusing on what felt good when he groped. He just squeezed roughly. To him sex was a game where he had to take a relentless approach to cause Lucy to climax first. It was lovely at first, being taken with such rough, raw force, but after a while Lucy felt she wanted to make love, but Natsu hated something gentler than what he was used to. He was no bad, not at all, he just never made love to her, he fucked her, mated with her like they were nothing more than animals.

"Then I'll give them plenty attention," Erza said, snapping Lucy away from her thoughts. She switched her attention to the nupple she had stimulated with her fingers and swirled her tongue over it and scraped her teeth against it as she eagerly sucked it. She looked up at Lucy with half-lidded eyes. Lucy was heavily flustered at this point, was basically under the control of Erza's touch. Her chest heaved and her fingers tried to intertwine with Erza's, whose hand pinned Lucy's hands over her head. Her other hand dragged down Lucy's stomach, raking her nails over the pale skin. Lucy was too damn sexy like this! It took every bit of control Erza had not to plunge into the woman under right then and there.

"Erza, please, I need you," Lucy begged.

Erza kissed down Lucy's body, showering her torso with kisses. Her lips traces over Lucy's hip and ghosted up her thighs. As she got closer to Lucy's center she could catch the scent of her arousal and taste the wetness that ran down her thigh. The taste was a bit sweet and made Erza want more. She ran her tongue over Lucy's labia, lapping up her juices and teasing her, moving closer and closer to LUcy's clit but not quite touching it.

"Nngh, oh god!" Lucy moaned. "More! Please, Erza!"

Erza's tongue tucked under Lucy's clitoral hood and circled it around her clit. Her tongue moved in hard, slowly lashes as it slid over Lucy's clit.

Lucy writhed from the touch. Erza's tongue was so skilled, it was almost unbelievable this was her first time. She knew how to tease and she found Lucy's clit so easily. It was already the best oral Lucy had received in years.

Erza held Lucy's clitoral hood in her teeth and gently tugged it before going back to lapping and flicking her tongue over her clit. Her finger traced over Lucy's entrance before they were slowly slid in. Erza's tongue continued to work as she found her rhythm with her fingers, steadily thrusting them in and out of Lucy and stirring them around inside her love until she found a spot that made Lucy cry out. Her fingers pressed into the spot, her fingers moving over the ridgy spot. She sped up her pace gradually, moving faster when she felt Lucy start to tighten around the digits.

"Fuck! Erza!" Lucy's back arched off the bed and she pressed Erza's fingers deeper into her with such actions. "Augh..so good!" She dug her nails into Erza's shoulders. She was so close! The feeling of Erza's fingers and tongue was driving her right into ecstasy. She wanted it to last longer but she felt her muscles tighten and she started to tremble. "I'm gonna- Ah! Erza!" She was swept away by waves of pleasure, her body wracking and her body quivering as an orgasm rocked her very being.

Erza lapped up the liquids that dripped out of Lucy from her climax and pulled away. She laid down next to Lucy, who was still collecting herself. She pulled her close.

"That was amazing…"Lucy sighed.

"Mm-hm." Erza buried her face in Lucy's hair. She relaxed, breathing in Lucy's scent. She smelled like her perfume, sweat, sex and her own scent. It was oddly intoxicating to Erza. She breathed it in.

"You didn't get touched at all.

"That's for another day. I wanted to make tonight about pleasing you." Erza played with Lucy's hair, twirling it around her finger. When it fell from her finger it briefly had a curl to it but soon returned to only having a slight wave.

"Well, mission complete," Lucy giggled and snuggled closer to Erza.

"Yeah, I could tell. You're loud, Lucy."

Lucy blushed bright red, her cheeks and ears matching the shade of her lover's hair. "I am not!"

"If I get around to doing you again, you might want to quiet down. Don't get me wrong, I loved hearing you like that, but we could've woken up Ember."

"No, she's a heavy sleeper. She's slept through all the times Natsu and I have…"She trailed off, wincing at the mention of Natsu. She saw Erza hang her head. "I'm-"

"Don't be. Not like we can just act like he doesn't exist." Erza held tightly to Lucy. A question lingered in Erza's mind, but she did not want to ask it and she did not want to know the answer. Still, her mind wandered to a what if.

What if Lucy left Natsu. They could be together. The guild would accept them. They could get married and have kids of their own. Of course, that could not bed. If it was not Natsu, maybe, just maybe, Erza would try to stand doing this, but she fell for her old friend's wife and wants a future with her. This would hurt Ember, too. Her family would be torn apart. She probably would always resent Erza for it. The reason her parents separated. She could not bear the thought of hurting anyone, especially people she cared about so dearly.

"I don't want this to end," Lucy whispered, lulling Erza back into sweet reality. Right now was perfect. What ifs did not matter right now. All that mattered right now was Lucy. Everything else was just an afterthought, not at all important.

"Neither do I. I wish I stay here forever."

Lucy did not respond. She merely rested her head against Erza's chest and shut her eyes.

Erza frowned. "Too far?"

"No...too true." Lucy sounded guilty. She wanted to be with Erza even though she was married and had a child. She wanted to both, keep both happy and in love. How selfish of her, not wanting to choose. Both of them felt selfish, wanting to be with the other regardless of what they know could happen.

Lucy curled up, shoving away her thoughts and felt fatigue overtake her. She slowly drifted off into sleep.

Erza watched her for a while, looking at her sleeping face and listening to her steady breathing. "Sleep well, my love," she whispered before falling asleep.


Author's note: Hope you enjoyed chapter two. Have a nice day and please follow and review. Bye!