Chapter 2: Dieing to die : Chapter 2

Hi and welcome back to Bring Loz Home, I pray that you have left a review,remember its never to late to help a poor Silver haired bishie get home,Thou Loz was rated less populer then his brothers i would like to take this time to point out that he is Sad,Alone,and needs your help to get home today,So review now and 10 dallors will be donated to the bring Loz home project.

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I stared aimlessly out the floggy window of the small and dirty motel room I shared with Kadaj,

as i sat there i could feel myself falling back into a dream yet again.

"I was sitting alone in a dark room the air was cold and there was a nasty smell in the air that gave you the feeling that you should not be there,I dreamt i Could hear voices all around me but couldn't see any one.

the all the sudden i was running some thing was chasing me and was going to catch me,

i couldn't see,i ran aimlessly through the darkness tell the thing was on me i felt it wrap around me,

constrecting me,i can not breath, Tighter and tighter finaly i let out a scream.

I was released,I breath a sigh of releaf as i turn back to face the thing in the darkness. At first i could not see but then a bright light engolfed me and over took the darkness, My eyes fought to ajust to the my sight returned, tears filled my eyes and i stared at the most beautiful sight i had ever seen, There among the endless light that now engolfed every thing

Stood Loz,but there was some thing wrong,His hair was a mess and his leather was torn and worst thing to me was that his eyes showed no emotion,

Like the eyes of some thing that had died,Yet they moved and focesd on me. His skin was stained with blood and soot, just as mine had been after the explotion,

He didn't speak to me he stared at me then to the ground as if waiting for me to speak first.

So i are you ok? He looked back up to me,Tears poring from his eyes but he did not anser me,so i walked up to him,Don't cry Loz.I put my hand on his sholder, He srugged and pulled away hugging him self tightly as he colapsed to the ground sobbing "Yazoo why did you leave me all alone?" I neeled next to him "Loz i would never leave you,you have to belive that."

Loz looked up to eyes now filled with tears all emotion returned he staired at me as if he was a child being punished,"Then why am i alone?"

He stood up and looked down at me "If you didn't leave me behind why am i alone!?!"

I awoke tears poring down my face,cold sweat covering my body, I looked around kadaj was not back yet, I spotted the clock, 10:38 Kadaj has been gone for three was not something i was unuse to befor when we were all together but since we lost Loz Kadaj had been staying closer to me then that was for me or himself i was not sure.

It was strange how quickly me and Kadaj had bonded since Loz disaperd,Befor we had been close but now he seemed much more ready to talk to me and give me support, weather it be out of pitty or love it was nice to have some one to be close to, even thou he could never take the place of Loz Kadaj still trys to make me feel like i still have the closeness of a my twin.

He had been staying with me only leaving when it was his turn to pick up some food or he had to go out For some thing else like to the mall to pick out a little more music,Since he had started his emo faze he hade been collecting music like thing sad and depressing he had to have played it when he got home every only made me think of how much Loz must hurt.I pushed these thoughts out of my left the motel looking for my little emo.

I walked up and down the streets and in the shops he liked but he was nowhere to be found.

I picked up my cell phone and flipped it open i dieled kadaj's number, I could hear it ring one,

twice,three times,four,five,i waited a little longer. 7times,The phone picked up,

Kadaj are you there?.............Yazoo? i heared kadaj say weakly.

Kadaj???......kadaj whats wrong!?!

I heard some one else's voice ring over kadaj's "oh i see you found your phone"

Well thats chapter two i deside to leave you in suspence so for all you people out there that like Kadaj you can sit there going "Oh no do you think he was kiddnapped or does kadaj have a boyfriend.....yeah Kadaj we all know you are gay but its ok we love you any way"

so untell i update i leave you with this chapter and the opertunity to reveiw and by doing so donate 10 dallors to the bring loz home fund,