Hey guys sorry i meant to update before the weekend but I've been busy. To all the people who have reviewed and followed thanks so much. It really means a lot. Oh and to the people who said the first chapter is to short I know it was mostly just for the background of what happen and to build for this chapter.

Chapter 2: Butterflies and Lies (To Myself)

Spencer's POV

As I drove to Emily's house the tears just would not stop. When I stopped the car I looked in the mirror trying to wipe the tears away. God, I looked a mess. I then got out of the car and knocked on the door, hoping Emily's Mom wouldn't open the door. Thankfully, the door swung open to reveal Emily's smiling face. Her smile quickly fell when she saw me.

"Spence, what's wrong?" She asked.

"Can I stay here tonight? I don't want to be alone." I said still trying to stop the tears that were flooding out form my eyes.

"Of course you can, You know you don't have to ask." Em said. "Come on let's go to my room." She then started to guide me towards the stairs putting her hand on my back, which sent a shiver down my spine.

We finally got to her room and she walked to the bed after she closed the door. "Do you want to go under the blanket?" She asked, I shook my head and just laid on her bed and curled up into a ball. "Will you tell me what happened?"

I couldn't respond, I just started to cry even harder thinking about how Toby was holding and kissing Mona. "Please tell me, Spence. I want to help you, but I can't if you don't tell me what's wrong." I then felt the bed shift and felt a hand rubbing soothing circles on my back. I looked up to see Emily's face looking down at me with her big brown eyes giving me a sad look. "T-Toby and I br-broke u-up, a-and he's he-helping..." I trailed off. I couldn't finish.

"Helping who?" She asked.

"M-M-Mona."

She gasped, "What? Spencer I am so sorry."

"It's not your fault. Em?"

"Yes, Spence?"

"Can you not tell Han or Aria? I don't want anybody to know, they could know about us breaking up just not about the why we broke up."

"Of course. Tell them we you feel the need to."

"Thanks."

"OK, I'm going to tell my mom you're staying and get you a glass of water."

"Thanks, Em."

"anytime Spence." She then kissed my forehead, then walked out the door, leaving me wondering what the butterflies that just erupted in my stomach meant. I just laid there thinking what they meant, and why I got nervous and giddy whenever I was around her. So many questions where running through my mind right now about Toby and Emily. For Toby the questions were things like; How could he do this to me? Is he doing it to protect me? Did he ever love me or was our whole relationship a lie?

Then deciding to try and stop drowning in my own sorrows I moved on to the questions about my brown-eyed beauty. Wait a minute, did I just say that she was mine? And that she is beautiful? Do I like-like her? And if I do how long have I? Was I dating Toby to cover that up?

As I flipped over on my back, I tried to answer all these questions. I could answer all of Em's but none of Toby's. I didn't know why I called her mine exactly but I do know it felt right and that I wanted her to be. She is defiantly beautiful. I do like-like her- Wait, o Spence you can't be thinking of your best friend that way. You probably are just lonely and sad about what happened with Toby. Ya that's it. You are just "liking" her because she's always there for you while Toby, not so much.

We are only friends - best friends at that.

Thankfully, my thoughts were interrupted by Emily coming in. Emily smiled,"Good you've stopped crying, here's some water."

"Thanks." I pulled myself into a sitting position, so I could drink the water. As she handed me the glass our hands touched and time seemed to freeze, we looked up and our eyes locked, leaving me staring into her beautiful brown orbs. At that moment I knew I had just told my first lie to myself.

i knew that I liked Emily as more than a friend, and I think she just might feel the same way.

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